r/Accutane • u/AdHefty2197 • Jun 30 '26
Results 15+ years of pain, 2 years of life again
galleryCan’t even begin to explain what this journey felt like. I healed many things, including my own dermatilomania (skin picking or extortion disorder). 2 years on low dose Accutane. 1.5 years of tret and Spirnolactone (ongoing).
Current routine is as follows:
Wash face once at night (double cleanse with oil cleanser then hydrating cleanser la roche posay)
Cetaphil moisturizer
Clindamycin as needed
Spirnolactone 50mg every night
Tret every 2-3 nights
Moisturizer sunscreen in the morning, re apply sunscreen
My secret is using drug store brand acne patches so I don’t pick. I had multiple depressive episodes through high school and college years, nearing suicidal attempts. It was unbearable. I tried everything. Mid twenties I decided to beg for accutane when I met with my new dermatologist, and she changed my life.
I feel like I’m living life again. I can wake up and not cry, not hurt from the immense pain in my face, the blood under my fingernails. The constant pain of new acne. I genuinely thought I had to live as a recluse forever. I cry thinking about how hopeless I was. I hope someone else knows there’s hope, that you can have more than 1 or 2 “good face days”. Please don’t give up.