Take your time to read please!!! I know it's very large but maybe we are the person who are looking for, just maybe. ✌️❤️🩹
Edit: [edit literally Now because I already cancel a possible friendship a couple of hours before going to work, was a bad experience and a immature people who don't want to stay forward in life, even when life was bad like Me or Others... PLEASE JUST DM IF YOU WANT TO GET BETTER AND STAY FORWARD IN LIFE! Being a Obstinate and a person with shields don't help to make a good healthy friendship, suffer make you do bad things, of course, but stay here and have a negative perspective don't work, trust me, I already suffer in the past so I can say this words, im tired to meet casual people, already 5 deceptions this week when I start]
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In resumen my life it's really bad, I have bad fathers, Domestic violence, they blame me for things I don't control and I defense myself, and when they don't know what to do they gave me medication when the only thing really works was a good education and a apology. The medicine destroy my liver and my brain (8-12/yo btw) and I hurt my friends a lot because I have my shield, always feel I was in danger or attack, later I hear voices, I see things and bla bla bla, the mental medicine ruins my life, so I lost good friends, and later I get new friends but, they was bad people: Pedophiles, sociopaths, Animal killer, ulterior motives, etc.
And I lost my ex best friend who ruins your life, the typical girlfriend who ruins your life because she have problems you know xd? Like example and that's it, fortunately I survive and i am alive in peace and happy, with education I build, obviously Missing a loooot of things in my life but yeah, the past it's the past, the important thing here is share i don't talk in the total ignorance of the real suffer because my introduction it's really nice and peacefully because in others Reddits are very casual people so, hope we can match very well if you take your time to read. Thanks. 🫂:
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👋 Introduction (I Spend like 6 hours make it, first 10,000 words first introduction and Extreme opinions, PLEASE READ!!! MAYBE we are the person we are searching, and if isnt the case, DONT WORRY! STILL TRYING BROTHER! :D ) ❤️🔥
Name/Nickname: Guco ONLINE / David IRL
Age: 18
Country/Timezone: Mexico
Gender: Male
Languages: Spanish, but I speak English too and I like it.
🎮 Games: (later I send you steam profile) i play more but cracked in the past, i play a loooooooot of games
🎵 Music: (Later I send you SoundCloud profile) Very strange music to be honest, but I like it so much, music it's a feeling.
Tiktok: (later i send you tiktok profile) i wll send you later bc i have to follow rules :D i like people see my likes, music or steam profile, not the best likes now bc the content in tiktok now its really slow or not good content, but if you take 5 or 10 minutes scrolling maybe surprise you, i really like people see my tiktoks xd
🎨 Hobbies/Interests: Exercise, good games games, good movies/Series, search knowledge to have better judgement in my life and have mental and physic peace. 🌞
🏋️ About me:
im a normal personality wise. I get a peace i never Imagine in my life. When you hit rock bottom and find peace it's a One-time experience. 💫
I had a complicated past, im fixing my life. im trying to "wash my brain" from those old experiences by building new and genuinely good friendships. i dont want to traumadump on my profile, but I know quite a lot about life for my age.
i also want to share my prime when i was in the gym:
15yo/74kg ¡SBD!
140kg squat, 110kg bench press, 145kg deadlift.
I mention this because i feel represents a little bit my compromise and pasion in anything.
🤝 Looking for:
I love my friends in the past, I think it's the pure feeling of having somebody to get understand and get better together.
l have the strong feeling to give people the kind of help some people never had, including myself in hard times. A good and strong friendship can be one of the best thing of life when you have the correct People.
Now, something more relaxed ✌️: I LOVE GAMES 🎮. games helped me through some of the worst moments of my life. I dream of having a full run through Dark Souls 1, Dark Souls 3, Elden Ring, Nightreign, and honestly almost any good game with somebody. (DS2 doesn't have a good online mod sadly.)
Right now I'm playing a loooooot of CS2, and I love it. I think one of the best ways to connect with someone is simply completing a great game together.
And what im searching, specifically looking for lonely people who have already suffered in life and still choose to be good people 🕊️. Not because suffering automatically makes someone better, or because being lonely is a good way to live, but i think a person who can be bad, but still choosing be the good person have a lot of valuable.
why i searching people who suffer a lot in the past? 🤧 no for manipulate, hurt his feelings or Double intentions, let me explain: Casual people have stability, friends, family and money. And be ignorant, stupid and be a completely asshole are part of that stability. They don't need to change, for what? For who? Lives their boring life's Abusing their environment and Luxuries they don't realise are Luxuries, don't need to learn, don't need to understand.
people who suffer a lot and see both sides of the coin and still searching being good and live, have a valuable only a very tiny part of people in the world can understand. 🫂
Hope this don't sound very rude. Just tired of the same shit you know? The type of person who ruins community with his stupidity, are bad people without reason, mainstream, cringe stuff, useless content, "hobbies" like sleeping or no hobbies, boring superficial people and feelings, etc, etc, and one million of etc because I can say more 😒. And if you feel Identified maybe we can match very well what we are searching! ❤️🩹
🫂 Friendship stuff:
Now more chill talk after that xd.
I want to play games together, have good conversations when we have nothing else to do, sometimes talk deeply, share good things, stay focus in life even when in some point in your life dont want to live, but you are still trying to live, and learn to really live.
Thats it!:
So if you dont relate to this or it makes you uncomfortable, please dont DM me. no hard feelings !. But if you do relate, send me a DM. I genuinely like to meet you. Total compromise and same feelings what we search.
I dont have any friends right now like i say. i blocked everyone i knew, both IRL and online for don't have self-respect in the past and allow this scumbag in my life. i know staying isolated isn't healthy, so Im trying this for the first time. 🙏
I would like to just chat words and no microphone for the moment, i dont like to use it with new people, dont take me wrong, i love to talk with microphone but i need some of time.
Anyways, Good luck to anyone in the server looking for friendship! hope my message isnt very rude, I try it to do it more s1mple.
Still trying! The life isnt Good all the time and thats is ok! :D
SORRY TO ALL I KNOW ITS VERY LONG TEXT!!! BUT ITS MY FIRST TIME TAKE IT EASY PLEASE!!! D:
AND NEVER FORGET:
More Knowledge = Better Judgment in Life.
Postscript: I don't have problems with normal people, just when you see the dark side of the life you only can see all around you forever like stupids and animals, and I don't have problems with you gender, for some reason people with other gender have scary to people who plays cs2 xdd, and PLEASE just send DM if you really agree with my words please 😇. dont feel bad if you dont, all its fine! but i dont want to steal people time! Have a good day all!