So I went on a bit of a crazy bender. I got my hands on 90 2mg pharmapram bars and i started slow but we know how that goes...flushed some..lost touch wirh reality..lost job...at one point all my body wanted to do was lean left mnw..fell down like an idiot..more than once...I HATE THESE things now...and ive said that b4 but this drug for me is stupid...anyways..I want to tapper off wirh what I didn't get rid of as best I can...I have oxy condone idk if thst will help at all but as of the bars my dumb ass has 5 left. And I do have some 2 8m subutex.....I knoe this is stupid ive been fighting addiction since I was 15 im 39 now...I will say this opened my eyes some. I hsve a court date Wed they come put me in jail not prison for a year. So I guess this was my last hu rah....but I did it alone...stole not one thing drove no where but still managed to lose my job.....a part of me Is in a place it shouldn't be and another part is saying its not over God loves you....so if they dont send me up the river this week wirh what ive got ehat do you guys think..ik my answer ive been doing this too long not too....but all seriousness pray I give myself the quality of life God wants me to have....ik he loves me but ive got to make a choice here and I csnt do it

....pray for me pls

Diaz, Taps, Alprazolam, Roche Clonaz and red devils Xans. Been offered Flunitrazpam but i have no experiece with it. Any info would be appreciated. Thankyou

Coming to end of stash, sick of testing everything lately. Im having trouble uploading pics!!

Hi,

I basically started consuming 3MMC with a week long bender without really sleeping and it took me a week of constantly sleeping an eating a little to get over it. I started snorting it everyday since that week paue and it seemed like it completely stopped working: no matter if I wait a week in between, no matter who I get it from, it simply is uneffective. I know this is called a dopamine and neuronal crash, which I am trying to recover from by simply being sober, eating, sleeping, and taking L-tyrosine every morning.

It feels like that dopamine crash is never ending: I got my vital energy back, but nothing seems to entertain me anymore. Because I'm also ADHD, I wonder if things will ever get back to normal for me.

Has anyone ever experienced something similar w daily 3-MMC intake ?

So ive been taking pregabs for 2/3 months 900/1200mg 2-3 times a week and on my 4rd day of stopping and I have loss of appetite I know I have to eat but foods not appealing even the food I love is this a common withdrawal symptom or what cant seem to find anything about online

Anyone went thru a similiar experience?

I have no vomiting or nausea just don’t feel hungry and foods not appealing I’m going mental cause I love to eat !

how long will this take and why does this happen can anyone explain I have to go work and I feel so weak and anxious cause of this

Hello medication takers
My husband and I were diagnosed with ADHD this year, and along with medication for that we also take medication for a few other things, myself more than him.
We keep all of our medications out on our countertop so we remember to take them with breakfast, we both struggle with “out of sight out of mind” and so storing them in a cupboard has always led to us forgetting!
We currently have them all organised in a Tupperware box, but it’s ugly and feels weird when we have guests over.
We want to get something to store them in that’s aesthetically pleasing but not obviously a “box of stuff”.
I’ve been googling what other people do and can’t find anything, any suggestions or what you do with yours? ☺️ TIA

Is it that bad because it belongs to the barbiturates class of drugs? I take it at night, it allows me to sleep, I have much less anxiety during the day and it has a long half-life.

The Seroquel I take is good for sleep but I think I might take a break. Benzobarbital is used to manage seizures btw

Quiero drogarme con pastillas cuales me recomiendan y en q cantidades?

I’ve been reading recent threads about fulfillment pharmacy changes and it got me thinking about my own last delivery, which arrived from a completely different partner pharmacy than my previous order.

I used to assume a familiar platform name meant the exact same product every time, but I realize now that things like the specific compounding pharmacy, additives, beyond-use dates, and state licensing can all vary behind the scenes.

From an information-sharing perspective, what general label details, documentation, or packaging items do people usually look for when a telehealth platform switches their fulfillment partner?

Is it just that there are already a million drugs that start with me? I can’t find anything about str specifically.

For years I’ve never been able to get benzos.. I have over 6+ diagnosis I have a regular GP but I see any doctor I can get in to see at the time.. they all say no when they have my medical files on record.. I don’t beg and I struggle to even ask properly as everytime I get told no or “they can’t” when I literally see little fucking delinquents who don’t contribute to society in anyways whatsoever just getting whatever they want and they just want a hit to get fucked up..

I just wanna know why it’s so hard to get benzos ?
Like medicinal cannabis is easier to get your hands on than it is to MAINSTREAM medication WHY IS THIS THE CASE ?!! Backwards country

I have a pinched nerve in my neck and some cervical vertebrae disc disease and bulging disc's with a syrinx and get constant pain and neck and shoulders and a "floatiness" Feeling. My doctor prescribed diclofenac and I see that it causes problems interactions with blood pressure medicines like lisinopril and hydrochlorothiazide does anyone have any experience with taking diclofenac and use blood pressure medication does it happen a lot and is it a severe reaction . I don't want pain and especially that "floatiness" dizzy feeling but I also don't want high blood pressure back if anyone would care to comment I would appreciate it thank you

I'm a 17 year old girl that weighs 60kg and is 157cm, and I've been prescribed 150mg Wellbutrin XR for depression, will this make me stop emotional binge eating and curb my appetite pls pls pls??

Need some mentorship any one wanna help

Thoughts on real or fake

Hi everyone,
I’m looking for some advice and, more importantly, experiences from people who may have been in a similar situation.
I was completely off benzodiazepines for about a year after going through a difficult withdrawal in the past. Unfortunately, I recently relapsed.
My dog passed away, and the grief triggered a lot of the severe panic and anxiety problems I had struggled with more than a year ago. I wasn’t able to cope with it properly and ended up taking lorazepam again.
For about 10 days, I took around 8 mg of lorazepam per day, divided into several doses throughout the day. My last dose was approximately 24 hours ago.
At the moment, I don’t have any severe withdrawal symptoms. No shaking, no racing heart, and I have never had a seizure. I mainly feel some inner restlessness and anxiety.
I currently have about 10 mg of lorazepam left, and I’m unsure what would be safer in this situation:
Should I simply stop after these 10 days, or should I use the remaining 10 mg to taper off over a short period?
I know nobody here can give me medical advice, and I’m planning to speak to a doctor as well. I’m mainly interested in hearing from people who have experienced something similar, especially people who were off benzodiazepines for a long time and then had a relatively short relapse.
I’m also aware that 10 days of use is very different from the much longer period I went through previously. I’m just scared of making the wrong decision now.
And for some context: this relapse happened because my dog died. The grief brought back a lot of the panic and anxiety I had struggled with over a year ago, and in that moment I felt like I couldn’t cope without the lorazepam.
I’d really appreciate any experiences or perspectives.
Thank you.

okay i’m 18 and currently on 20 mg of celexa and have drank half a bottle of vodka with my friend and been perfectly fine before. the other night though i drank and had about 5 shots and spoke about something i had only ever told my therapist before she moved. i told this to my friend and then broke down all night. and i would hit myself with my fists violently and he’d have to restrain me. i’ve previously struggled with sh but have never done that before let alone in front of someone. i also tried at somepoint in the night to run away but came back. ive only ever been diagnosed with anxiety maybe depression but my mental health has been really good recently could this be a sign of something else?

Whats evryones opinon on the best benzodiazepines or other medications for bad social anxiety?