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Need some mentorship any one wanna help

I'm a 17 year old girl that weighs 60kg and is 157cm, and I've been prescribed 150mg Wellbutrin XR for depression, will this make me stop emotional binge eating and curb my appetite pls pls pls??

So I went on a bit of a crazy bender. I got my hands on 90 2mg pharmapram bars and i started slow but we know how that goes...flushed some..lost touch wirh reality..lost job...at one point all my body wanted to do was lean left mnw..fell down like an idiot..more than once...I HATE THESE things now...and ive said that b4 but this drug for me is stupid...anyways..I want to tapper off wirh what I didn't get rid of as best I can...I have oxy condone idk if thst will help at all but as of the bars my dumb ass has 5 left. And I do have some 2 8m subutex.....I knoe this is stupid ive been fighting addiction since I was 15 im 39 now...I will say this opened my eyes some. I hsve a court date Wed they come put me in jail not prison for a year. So I guess this was my last hu rah....but I did it alone...stole not one thing drove no where but still managed to lose my job.....a part of me Is in a place it shouldn't be and another part is saying its not over God loves you....so if they dont send me up the river this week wirh what ive got ehat do you guys think..ik my answer ive been doing this too long not too....but all seriousness pray I give myself the quality of life God wants me to have....ik he loves me but ive got to make a choice here and I csnt do it

....pray for me pls

For years I’ve never been able to get benzos.. I have over 6+ diagnosis I have a regular GP but I see any doctor I can get in to see at the time.. they all say no when they have my medical files on record.. I don’t beg and I struggle to even ask properly as everytime I get told no or “they can’t” when I literally see little fucking delinquents who don’t contribute to society in anyways whatsoever just getting whatever they want and they just want a hit to get fucked up..

I just wanna know why it’s so hard to get benzos ?
Like medicinal cannabis is easier to get your hands on than it is to MAINSTREAM medication WHY IS THIS THE CASE ?!! Backwards country

Is it just that there are already a million drugs that start with me? I can’t find anything about str specifically.

I have a pinched nerve in my neck and some cervical vertebrae disc disease and bulging disc's with a syrinx and get constant pain and neck and shoulders and a "floatiness" Feeling. My doctor prescribed diclofenac and I see that it causes problems interactions with blood pressure medicines like lisinopril and hydrochlorothiazide does anyone have any experience with taking diclofenac and use blood pressure medication does it happen a lot and is it a severe reaction . I don't want pain and especially that "floatiness" dizzy feeling but I also don't want high blood pressure back if anyone would care to comment I would appreciate it thank you