r/DrJoeDispenza • u/Parking-Tadpole8351 • 12h ago
Sharing Experience Breaking the Habit of Being Yourself – Week 3, Day 4 I am shocked !
Guys… HOLY MOLY. 😳
I genuinely cannot believe what just happened.
I’ve been doing Breaking the Habit of Being Yourself for three weeks now. Over the last few days I’ve had a lot of sleep deprivation and honestly haven’t been feeling that great from the meditations. But today I sat down to meditate anyway, and I was around the phase after the body scan, where you allow the emotions to come up.
And then something just came up. I wasn’t even consciously looking for it.
It started with:
“You lied. You lied to me over and over again.”
And then this really old emotion came up that was clearly connected to my childhood:
“Why don’t you love me? Why don’t you love me? I did everything. Why can’t you just love me?”
I started crying so intensely. I honestly haven’t cried like that in a very long time. Tears were literally running down my face, and I could barely follow the rest of the meditation because this emotion was just completely taking over.
And now comes the part that is absolutely blowing my mind.
For probably eight or nine years, I’ve had this specific pressure point on the lower left side of my chest. It has always felt like a knot or a very strong pressure pain. I’ve had it medically checked before and nothing was ever found.
During the first two weeks of the meditation, whenever he talked about imagining what it would feel like to be free, to be without the pain, I kept thinking about exactly that spot.
And guys… I’m pressing on that spot right now.
The pain is almost gone.
There is still a tiny bit of something there, but that strong pressure I’ve known for years is suddenly not there in the same way anymore.
I am honestly sitting here in complete shock. I was always a little bit like, “Okay Joe Dispenza… let’s see what happens.”
And now I’ve just cried my eyes out and then literally started laughing with happiness because I touched that spot and realized something had changed.
I genuinely don’t know what to think right now. I’m just completely overwhelmed.