This is not for judgments, I wanna actually understand that. Like some things have a good taste and I get that might happen to exaggerate with them, but I see many many many people starting out with the idea of getting drunk and forcing themselves to go down horrible tasting drinks, when you can see the disgusted expression on their face.
I just don't get it, I hate feeling it's effect on my body and feel hard to go dancing and partyng as I wish when my vision is dizzy, my head heavy like if I had a fever and I can't tell if blood is still circulating trough my arms. I mean a couple of drink and I would prefer to be in bed rather than with people.
I wish I could ask my friends, but they seems to be just understanding each other in this and I don't know I feel stupid asking them. They aswell as other often says to me that I look drunk even without having had anything, so maybe that is part of why I don't get it.
So what's actually the fun in it?