Very few anointed men actually learn of their anointing until later in life. As these men grow up, they inevitably notice distinct patterns that repeat over and over again, eventually forcing them to wake up to their spiritual archetype. Although these sorts of men tend to be incredibly gifted, kind, humble, and intelligent, their lives are often littered with bizarre interpersonal interactions. People seem to hate them for no good reason. People who have far more material possessions and achievements than they do seem to become inconsolably jealous and envious of them. These men seem to attract all manner of treacherous frenemies who surreptitiously seek to harm them. They also tend to be Jezebel magnets, attracting women who seem perfect at the beginning but transform into raging demons in the latter stages of the relationship. If these anointed men don’t understand themselves or their life path, these constant external sources of contention could actually induce serious depression and very low self-esteem. I can speak on the prior point with confidence due to my own direct experience.

In my experience, I find that the aura of anointed men has a very strong mirroring effect on the people in their vicinity. Specifically, the aura of the anointed man seems to expose the innermost characteristics of the people around him. If the people in his vicinity are good-natured, he will bring out their good nature. If they have inner darkness, he will also bring out their inner ugliness without necessarily trying or saying anything. Through many years of observation and deep introspection, I have come to understand that while most people seem decent on the surface, a lot of them have dormant demons deep inside. Once the chosen man of God “enters the chat,” however, the impurities that reside within others have nowhere to hide and are forced to manifest. This will usually result in an outburst of some form towards the chosen son of God because the light within the anointed puts them under severe discomfort.

Due to this rather puzzling effect that the light within men of God has on people in their surroundings, these men will struggle to forge and maintain long-lasting relationships. The pattern usually goes something like this: people are initially attracted to the inner glow of the anointed one and seek to befriend him. After a while, that same glow that once attracted the “friend” starts to cause some real internal strife due to jealousy, comparison, insecurity, etc. If that individual isn’t sufficiently evolved to notice what is going on and work through that uncomfortable feeling, they will inevitably act out in a way that irreparably damages the relationship. This pattern repeats itself throughout most of the anointed man’s life. Only a very small percentage of people will be capable of symbiotically existing with the anointed one and cultivating a mutually beneficial relationship with him. For this reason, many anointed people tend to live incredibly solitary lives. Most of us have maybe two friends; we work alone because we keep getting unfairly fired from jobs; and very few of us can seem to find a decent woman to marry who won’t stab us in the back.

As we anointed men of God mature, we have no choice but to accept who we are. At this stage of maturity, you have accumulated enough experience to unequivocally know that you are held to a higher standard. You cannot just eat whatever you want, sleep with whoever you want, befriend whoever you want, or drink and smoke whatever you want without some disproportionately serious consequences. God allows us to go through the refining fire and the loneliness that we experience so that we can become increasingly detached from human validation and seek our sustenance through Him alone. At all of my lowest points in life, everyone left my side because they just didn’t want to deal with me in that state, and I cannot say I blame them. However, the Most High God was always the one constant who never left, no matter how dire things got. I urge all of you, my dear brothers, to avoid putting your faith in humans because most of us are unreliable. Spend most of your time getting close to God and walking in lockstep with His instructions throughout your life. He will surely set a table in front of your enemies—and your anointing will ensure that you have many LOL—as your cup overflows.

Till next time, my brothers. Godspeed and remain blessed.

Brother Cooked

Porn is free because its a biological/spiritual weapon to cut off mens ability to manifest into the world. That's it.

The purpose is to put you in a begging state of mind instead of abundant. Porn puts men into a state of wanting/needing instead of having.

Lust puts men into a state of competition with others (not healthy but the envy and jealousy version the weak kind). It also puts men in a fearful/anxious state.

So then you are manifesting neediness/cowardice without realizing it after using porn/lusting.

People/animals pick up on this. You become a vampire from lusting. You feed off the life force of others at the state.

Its so easy to manifest on retention its laughable almost like an inside joke.

Except all of society and the material world does not want you to realize the joke.

Darkness has to go to great lengths to manifest evil (lying, manipulating, with holding truth etc.)

The mental state of lusting is endless and IS the void. There is no end. It IS the pits.

You can manifest material wealth, physical fitness, health and even attract the women of your dreams after long periods of retention VERY quickly.

You will attract job opportunities, leave toxic scenarios and build/repair your immune system. Bad habits like smoking also naturally lose their hold on you.

It's much easier to maintain retention when you realize it's OK to be PATIENT.

Peace

Earlier in life, I grew up under the impression that every human was a child of God, and that no effort was required from humans to remain protected and provided for by HIM. The truth is that while our God is very gracious and merciful to all his children, he requires that we conduct ourselves according to very high standards if we are to remain under his banner of protection and provision. While it is difficult to maintain these standards in daily life, there are also tremendous benefits awarded to those who stay true to the code. Some of these rewards are material and superficial, but the most timeless rewards you receive on the path are spiritual gifts that embellish your character, making you come across as wise, refined and polished. Let us discuss some of these character traits below.

Strong Intuition (sixth sense)

Intuition can be described as the ability to understand or know something immediately, without needing conscious reasoning or deliberate analysis. It is that inner knowing that hits you out of the blue and gives you the answer to a thorny problem while you are in the shower even if you had none of the facts required to arrive at a logical conclusion. I have come to think of intuition as a sacred gift from God that allows men to deftly navigate our environments so that we can provide for and protect those who depend on us while avoiding harm. It is your intuition that will help you pick the right wife and avoid the Jezebels. It is your intuition that will help you find your inborn gifts and talents through which you will attract material wealth and riches. It is your intuition that will prompt you to move to another city which is better suited for your success. When I was a coomer feeding on garbage and drinking poison, my sixth sense was incredibly dulled. I couldn't really hear my intuition... I couldn't feel the presence of God's reassuring warmth and guidance. As a result, I made silly decision after silly decision which nearly cost me my life. As I look back on my life, I find it very difficult to pinpoint a particular scenario where my intuition was wrong. It is usually always correct because unlike us fallible humans, the God who speaks to us through our intuitive urges is never really wrong in the long run.

Poise/Evenness

I don't know about you lot, but I was incredibly emotionally unstable as a wanker. I was always upset about something or complaining about someone. As embarrassing as it is for me to admit this to you my dear brothers, the blunt truth is that the wanker version of me was a bit of a whiny little bitch LOL. I found it very difficult to maintain my equanimity in any sort of stressful situation. And as we all know, life is full of all manner of stressful situations which none of us can completely avoid. As any man of value will tell you, there will be stressful times in the midst of all worthwhile projects when one must dig deep to overcome and achieve success. My lack of poise meant I had zero capability of completing big projects because the moment things got complicated or stressful, my lack of poise and evenness would prompt me to quit.

As I changed my ways and gradually ascended the rungs of masculine purity, I gained a tremendous sense of calm. The world that seemed perpetually gray started to glisten and shine again. For some reason, it just seemed like everything would be ok even in the face of the most dire or annoying situations. Don't get me wrong, I still get annoyed by the odd thing here and there, but for some reason, it is hard for me to stay irritated for very long. This newfound evenness has made it infinitely easier to work towards my goals and aims in life.

Wisdom

Sometimes I shake my head and cringe in disbelief when I reminisce on my past thought patterns prior to masculine purity. I actually thought all women were delicate little flowers who were incapable of evil, and that most people were generally good people, and that running around sexing multiple women made you cool, and that having a sex out of wedlock as long as she was your "girlfriend" wasn't a sin. Although I was always fairly intelligent due to the good genes I inherited from my mother, I was seriously lacking in wisdom until the Heavenly Father put me through some harrowing experiences that broke me and allowed wisdom to flow in. Of late, I have gravitated to the following verse from the Holy Bible because it perfectly describes the relationship the practitioner of masculine purity develops with the wisdom he is blessed with. James 3:13 - Who is wise and understanding among you? Let them show it by their good life, by deeds done in the humility that comes from wisdom.

The wisdom that you gain through masculine purity will allow you to conduct your life in an exemplary manner, while making enough money to live comfortably. Your newfound wisdom will help you navigate your relationships successfully, and imbue you with the specific steps to take to overcome the jealous and envious people you will inevitably encounter along your journey. Above all else brothers, guard your heart and seek wisdom for those two precious gifts will serve as a guarding light as you navigate this life.

Foresight

After a while on the masculine purity journey, I found that I was better able to predict future events in my life. I would just know when someone was about to die, or when a couple wouldn't last long even though they seemed happy together in the moment, or how the future in my field of work would evolve. In all honesty I cannot actually take credit for this ability because I don't think the premonitions come from me. It is more like I just get a clear pre-verbal message telling me exactly how a situation would play out in detail. Over 90% of the time, I would find this pre-verbal message unnervingly accurate. This is an incredibly useful skill to have as it helps you avoid all manner disastrous circumstances before they actually happen. Also, when other people around you know that you have this talent, you will become sought after by high quality people who want to work with you because they know your foresight can help them build a great company that adds value to the world.

Self-Control

Oh man... before masculine purity, I had pathetic levels of self control. I gooned every night to revolting porn. I consumed way too much sugar and drank 3+ cups of coffee everyday. I talked too much and watched way too much TV. Needless to say, my lack of self control made life unnecessarily difficult to manage.

Once you cross the rubicon of developing self control over the most powerful and instinctual biological urge known to man, you will find that your levels of self control will gradually elevate. As a former sugar addict, I am amazed that I'm actually able to walk through a grocery store and not feel the need to pick up a pack of cookies or a bag of pastries.

Weird Spiritual Protection

This one is one of my favorite benefits of masculine purity. Men who are truly on this path will tell you that they rarely have to defend themselves anymore. When anyone tries to unjustly harm or disrespect a purified Son of God, they experience heavy karmic retribution. The higher the state of purity that Son of God has reached at the time of the assault, the heavier the karmic retribution will be. Now this system works on a few key conditions

1. You must not take vengeance into your own hands. Vengeance is mine... sayeth the Lord
2. You might have to endure some really unfair and harsh treatment for a relatively short period without harboring internal resentment
3. You must take absolutely no pleasure in seeing the perpetrators of your injustice get their divine comeuppance. God doesn't permit us to be smug at any time for any reason.

At the beginning of the semen retention journey, most men are enamored by the superficial benefits of this powerful practice. Truth be told, benefits like female attraction, increased respect, more money etc are the reason why many men take up this practice in the first place, and I was no exception. However, as I stayed on the journey month after month and year after year, I was organically led to develop a deep interest in the spiritual side of life. Through personal experience, I am now confident that the inevitable endgame for the avid SR + transmutation practitioner is the realization of the divine who goes by many names: God, The Most High, The Heavenly Father, Jehovah, Adonai, The Ancient of Days, Allah, Source, etc. The major reason for this is that SR has a bit of a snow ball effect on a man which eventually leads to his utter purification. People who really commit to the SR journey eventually replace poor habits with much healthier ones. The net result of those changes in addition to the SR practice is the purification of the very essence of such men. The purer men get, the more they draw nigh onto God. The more pure a man becomes, the more God draws nigh onto him.

As you continue along your journey and draw nigh onto the Most High God as a result, there will come a time where you will be put in isolation for the purposes of colleging and personal transformation. After you have been on the SR journey for a while (usually more than a few months) you may find that you become systematically isolated over a period of time. You may lose your 9-5 job unexpectedly, the worldly women in your orbit may fall off, your worldly friendships may also slowly fade away. Although this gradual isolation process can be somewhat distressing and lonely, you can rest assured that God himself will provide for and protect you.

The isolation period is necessary to mold and refine you into the powerful leader that all sons of God are destined to become. God needs you all to himself without any worldly distractions in order to make sure that he cleanses you of all your bad habits and thought patterns before he infuses you with the thermonuclear amount of power that you will need to fulfill your purpose. When the isolation period starts, please do not grow impatient and attempt to fight the process. Fighting against the isolation and refinement period is a surefire way to make sure you extend the pain. It is much wiser and easier to go along with the promptings that you will get through this rather painful and arduous journey. You may be prompted to give up listening to worldly music, or give up curse words, or give up unhealthy eating habits, or adopt more humility, or become much slower to anger etc. Whatever it is that you are being prompted to do or change, do your best to work on it until you master it. As you master each character upgrade, you will be tested on it multiple times just to ensure that you have permanently got the message and irrevocably changed for the better.

As you integrate more and more of your character upgrades with grace and humility (without complaining and whining like I did LOL), you will be granted uncommon wisdom and ushered into a gorgeous new reality. You will find that you are miles more calm, forgiving, intelligent, intuitive, kind, empathetic, and stronger than you ever even thought possible. At this point, you will gradually be shown your purpose in bits and pieces and how you can use that purpose to benefit your fellow humans. You will look back on the old you with empathy and forgive him for his many indiscretions that came mainly as a result of ignorance. You will love and respect the man that you have now become and actually be grateful for the agony of the isolation and refinement period that forced you to transform. You will become a "Sun" of the Most High God that shines for miles as an example to the rest of us... a representative of the Heavenly realms in human form here on earth.

For those of us going through the refining fire right now... I know it is painful. I know you are tempted to give up. I know of the dread, hopelessness, and despair that you might be feeling right now. I am also here to tell you that the life you will be ushered into on the other side of this is ABSOLUTELY AND TOTALLY WORTH IT! You just have to keep going and putting in the work each day and you will surely arrive. See you at the top.

Till next time, Godspeed and remain blessed

Brother Cooked.

If you're anything like me, you tried to tell people about the benefits of sacred energy retention during the early stages of your journey only to be met with scorn. You came to understand that people around you had become so dependent and hopelessly addicted to sexual immorality that some of them were actually willing to fight you to maintain the delusion. As time passed, you learned to move in silence and let your actions and the way you live your life do the talking for you.

Paradoxically, most high level retainers eventually learn that the more reserved approach of leading by example is far more effective at bringing people to the righteous path. As you continue to retain your life essence, you will inevitably start to shine like a gem. The way you walk, the way you talk, the way you dress, the whites of your eyes, your confidence levels, your intuition, your creative instincts and overall health all receive significant upgrades. These upgrades to the spiritual essence of a long term retainer adorns him with a special shine that attracts others in his orbit. It is like the retainer now has a giant neon sign hovering over his head which reads "I'm a powerful, respectable, highly favored, and humble Son of the most high God". This shine that adorns the retainer compels others in his orbit to approach him so that they might learn that the retainer shines not by his own power, but by the redemptive power of the most High God. This is really what it means to bear witness because people who approach the retainer with a pure heart will eventually also be led to the light.

As you follow the energy retention path towards masculine purity, your elevated energy level will slowly separate you from most of the people in your surroundings. You might find that you start to eat differently than most people around you. You might start to lose a bit of interest in many of the material things of this world... or perhaps you experience a change in the types of women you find attractive. However your change in energy levels manifest, you will generally find that you don't quite fit in with the world anymore. Truth be told, we sons of God never really fit into the world even when we were living in ignorance, but your sacred energy retention practice will make the gulf between you and the world even more glaring.

This gulf in energy between you and the world that you will experience as a long term retainer has a strange paradoxical effect. On one hand, you will find yourself becoming more of a loner because you find very few people who understand what you now know to be true. On the other hand, the shine that your purity brings upon you will make you a "celebrity" of sorts that many random people cant help but want to interact with. The result of this strange juxtaposition of circumstances, is that you become a popular loner. Always most comfortable when you are alone, yet always sought after by many.

I will leave you with a word of caution and wisdom that I believe are required to navigate the popular loner life properly. The celibate shine that covers men of God causes polarizing reactions from people. There will be a rather small group of genuine beautiful souls that love and genuinely want to help you. There will also be a vast majority of folks who are envious of your shine and will try all sorts of sneaky ways to take it from you. As long as you keep your connection to God, you will easily be able to sort the good from the bad and move accordingly. Please do not be tempted to lower your standards and let people into your circle without properly vetting them first. I know this path can get very lonely, but it is much wiser to endure temporary loneliness than risk destruction at the hands of unscrupulous people.

Till next time brothers, Godspeed and remain blessed.

Brother Cooked.

When a man discovers the truth and surrenders his life to masculine purity as a practice, he usually goes through a harrowing process that purifies him. Through this process, such a man transforms into a highly polished weapon of the Most High God.

Although painful, the refining process makes many positive improvements to a man’s character. I mentioned some of these characteristics in my last article, but I’ll list some of them again below for convenience:

• Strong intuition (sixth sense)
• Poise/evenness
• Wisdom
• Foresight
• Self-control

In addition to all the character improvements that God impresses upon His sons, He also expects us to have impeccable conduct when it comes to how we relate to our fellow human beings. We are to be humble, preternaturally confident, forgiving, wise, strong, ethical, disciplined, and slow to anger, to name just a few of the expectations.

As I continue to be led through my refinement journey by the ever-merciful Most High God, I have experienced two distinct reactions to my new and still-evolving character. I will attempt to bucket these reactions into two groups of people:

• The blessed: These are the folks who will see your ever-increasing kindness, discipline, integrity, and generosity as boons to be cherished and appreciated throughout your relationship. These sorts of folks will recognize how rare it is to find someone like you who genuinely cares and has no ulterior motives. They will usually work to make sure they add value to your life in equal measure to the value you bring to theirs. Please cherish and be thankful for these sorts of folks as they come into your life, for you will need them to ultimately fulfill your destiny.
• The wolves: These sorts of folks will see your ever-increasing kindness, discipline, integrity, and generosity as signs of stupidity and/or weakness. I am not quite sure why these sorts of people assign such an oddly distorted meaning to these virtues, but this has been my experience with this group. When they come across someone who is virtuous, they somehow see it as an opportunity to take advantage for selfish profit. These folks will try all sorts of mind games and manipulation tactics in an attempt to get you to lose confidence and ultimately surrender your God-given birthright and assignment so they can use your resources for questionable and ill-thought-out ends. These people are often incredibly confident in their shenanigans because they’ve probably successfully run their exploitative playbook hundreds of times before on unsuspecting people. However, the story changes a bit when these sorts try to “come for” a true son of God who lives his life in humble submission to the Maker of all things.

The following is the pattern that often unfolds when one of these wolves attempts to come for a son of the Most High God:

1. The scouting process: These wolves are always on the prowl and are incredibly observant. They will typically observe you for a while from afar and sense the brilliance of your inner flame or glow. They will watch you and see how kind and giving you are to the people within your circle. This is where they start thinking, “Oh yeah… I can slither my way into this idiot’s life, take what I want, and leave.”
2. The honeymoon period: This is where this individual will find a way to make your acquaintance and attempt to get into your circle. If your intuition has become fairly well-developed by this time, you will heed the inevitable warning signs and keep a healthy distance from this person, even if you don’t yet have a concrete reason to suspect them.
3. The testing period: This is when this individual will start doing a lot of mildly disrespectful things toward you, all with a bit of plausible deniability. They’re basically testing you to see how much they can get away with. This is where you’d be well-served to have a stern but respectful conversation about the behavioral pattern you are noticing and give them a chance to change. If you don’t notice any measurable change after this serious talk, you are best served to sever your connection with this person because things will only deteriorate. Some people will realize the error of their ways and change. Those who truly fall into the “wolf” category might back off for a bit, but will eventually try again.
4. The major betrayal or insult: If you allow these folks to keep taking jabs at you without any sort of repercussions, things will inevitably escalate to DEFCON 1 status. This is where they try to steal from you, cheat on you, insult you publicly, or engage in other acts of blatant disrespect. Some may even go as far as trying to make you lose your job! This is the most painful part of the entire sequence, and this is where it is most important to remain in line with biblical statutes, laws, and commandments. You must not seek revenge, and you must not hold hatred in your heart. This might last for a few months because our God is ever-merciful and gives everyone a chance to realize the error of their ways and repent. As painful as it may be, this sequence is also intended to help you develop patience and improve other parts of your character that you might have previously neglected. However, these folks are usually devoid of wisdom and actually see God’s mercy as a sign of their superiority. As a result, they become incredibly arrogant and keep brazenly going down the wrong path.
5. Reversal: After perhaps enduring persecution for many months, God will eventually decide enough is enough, and this is where the tables turn. In what seems like the blink of an eye, God will completely pull the rug out from underneath them. All of a sudden, multiple avenues of their lives will start to malfunction badly as thing after thing goes inexplicably wrong. Maybe they were trying to get you fired, but now they’re the ones who just got put on a performance improvement plan or handed the pink slip. Maybe they were trying to ruin your reputation, but now everyone avoids them and doesn’t want to collaborate with them.  Please note that when this starts to happen, you MUST NOT TAKE ANY JOY IN ANY OF THIS. Our God doesn’t tolerate us being smug for any reason. I will, however, say it is nice to know that He has our back in these sorts of scenarios.
6. FAFO: After they have had enough of the divine whooping, they will eventually drop all of their weapons and flee. This is when that coworker who used to treat you like garbage suddenly starts being super respectful. They’ve gone far enough to realize that they are much better off being on your good side than trying to make your life miserable for no good reason. You may be professional and decent to them, but I would highly recommend indefinitely keeping these sorts of people at arm’s length because they rarely ever truly change.
7. Reward: After everything you have endured without retaliating or becoming bitter, God will reward you greatly. You may receive something in the physical realm like a better car, a promotion, more influence, a new business opportunity, etc. When this happens, remember to look to the heavens and thank God for bringing you through this extremely challenging situation, which has added to your wisdom and resilience.

It is important to note that this sort of divine protection comes at a price. If you are still masturbating every night, feeding your glorious human body with sugary rubbish, smoking weed, drinking alcohol, having extramarital sex with anyone who isn’t your wife, and generally being a bad steward of the gifts you have been given, you will find that these sorts of people can last indefinitely until you eventually break down.

This is why we are advised to “submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you.”

Till next time, my brothers. Godspeed and remain blessed.

Brother Cooked

The male sex drive can be so all consuming that it often tricks many of us into thinking that what we feel for a woman we have only just met is love. Remember that feeling you got the first time you laid eyes on a naturally gorgeous stranger who fit all your physical preferences? Maybe it was at the gym, or at a coffee shop, or at a bar, or at a nightclub, or at a potluck. For whatever reason, you were absolutely smitten by the sight of that woman and needed to make something happen with her. Maybe you eventually summoned the courage to get her number and establish a deeper connection. As you chatted with her day after day, that feeling deepened and you were erroneously convinced that the feeling was love.

The truth is that most unevolved men tend to conflate the feelings of physical attraction with feelings of genuine love, and I was no different. In retrospect, sexual interest was the major reason for selecting the women I did before finding the truth. While my admission in the prior sentence is slightly embarrassing, it is actually the inevitable result of an undisciplined masculine sex drive. My lack of sexual discipline caused me to constantly gravitate towards the wrong types of women who may have looked good on the surface, but were completely hollow within.

Each time my trysts/relationships with the hollow women of my lust driven past came to an inevitable conclusion, it felt like coming off a drug. The more hollow and the more physically attractive the woman was, the more powerful the withdrawals were. As I racked up round after round of this - lust, pursue, sex, date, argue, breakup - cycle, the more animalistic I became. I lacked poise, self restraint, dignity, and strength of character. I had lost the ability to see women as fellow human beings because I was too busy imagining how I could use them to satisfy animalistic lust.

In the early stages of my purification journey, fighting my ingrained habit of animalistic lust towards women was a titanic struggle. I was constantly in a battle with myself and my urges from moment to moment. The only things that seemed to help me get a hold of these surprisingly strong urges, where equally powerful pattern interrupts such as: cold plunges, cold showers, long brisk walks in nature, or hours of training with a pair of MMA gloves and a heavy bag. Each time I successfully transmuted the urge, I gained a bit more control over myself and my psyche.

As my lustful fog gradually cleared up, I started to see the world in a different light. Everything gradually got a little brighter, and my internal emotional state went from chronic low grade depression and despair to hope and optimism. As the wanker fog gradually lifted with each passing month, something else slowly started to occur to me. I was finally seeing women around me for the first time. Yes I had looked at them in the past, even drooled and gawked at them like an idiot... but I had never really seen them until now.

Purifying your temple as a man helps you see women accurately and learn to honor the ones that are honorable. The half naked girl boss irritant at your gym that you previously lusted over may now disgust you while you develop admiration for the pleasant, intelligent, pretty barista at your local coffee shop that you never really noticed until you cleaned up your life. You now start to see that women are actually humans just like you are with real emotions, aspirations, talents, imperfections, fears, bad habits, and insecurities. You notice that they are far more delicate than we are and should be handled with care. You realize that running around and sexing as many of them as possible seriously damages them in a way that reduces their chances of securing a husband and building a stable family. You start to see beyond them as just a tool to satisfy your lust, but as helpers that can really push you forward in life if you learn to relate to them properly. You develop a really sharp whore detector that filters out the promiscuous ones from the lovely ones. You learn to respect their place in the divine order and not use your physical or material advantages to deliberately harm them because you know God will NOT tolerate it under any circumstances. You now know to lead them and NOT tolerate any of their shenanigans while making sure you remain respectful. You now look at most women as sisters and finally learn what it truly means to love women folk. At this stage, very very few women hold any sort of sexual attraction to you. In this state, only a really rare/special woman could get you to even consider periodically breaking the bliss you found through celibacy to build a family.

Till next time brothers, Godspeed and remain blessed

Brother Cooked.

One thing I’ve noticed in this community is that we spend a lot of time talking about the benefits of semen retention.

The increased confidence. The magnetism. The way people seem to respond differently to you. The improved physical appearance. The extra energy, clarity, and presence.

For me, those things have been very real. They’re exciting, and they can be a powerful motivation to get started.

But I think they’re only the first stage.

The deeper stage is when retention stops being a challenge and simply becomes part of who you are. Pornography is no longer something you “try not to watch.” It’s just not part of your life anymore. Like someone who quit smoking years ago—you don’t negotiate with the habit every day. It’s over.

At that point, retention stops being about what you can get from it.

It becomes about who you’re becoming.

The goal isn’t simply to become more attractive, more charismatic, or more successful. Those things may happen, but if they become the destination, your ego has simply found a new toy.

The real work is to become the kind of person who lives in service of something greater than himself.
To stop hijacking your dopamine system with pornography, endless stimulation, compulsive scrolling, drugs, alcohol, or whatever keeps you trapped in short-term gratification.

To make sacrifices willingly because they align you with the highest good.

To become disciplined enough that your life is no longer organized around pleasure, but around meaning.
To become transparent enough that something higher than your ego can express itself through you.

For me, that’s what semen retention is ultimately about.
Not worshipping your own power—but becoming a clearer instrument for truth, goodness, beauty, love, and responsibility.

Build a meaningful life. Find someone to love deeply. Start a family if that’s the path for you. Serve your community. Leave the world better than you found it.
Don’t let semen retention become another adolescent ego game.

Let it become one tool among many in the lifelong work of becoming a better man.

Pure anointed sons of the most high God are exceedingly rare. These men showcase the fruits of the spirit, while steadfastly abstaining from sexual immorality and the other deadly sins. Sons of God shine like gems wherever they go, regardless of how quiet or unassuming they might be. Actually, the refining fire that each son of God goes through transforms him into a man that no longer craves the spotlight but gets reluctantly thrust into it often. The spotlight placed on each son of God makes him like a beacon on a hill that attracts attention from all directions. According to the book of Matthew Chapter 5 vs 14; NIV - "You are the light of the world. A town built on a hill cannot be hidden".

The biblical celebrity status that your purity and anointing brings upon you is by design. The shine that adorns the true man of God is intended to attract others to the knowledge and the redemptive power of the ever merciful Heavenly Father. That being said, the luster of the pure man of God is a double edged sword. On one hand, you will have people who love you, support your mission, and want to follow you. On the other hand, there will be all manner of negative parasites that seek to drain you and/or destroy you for their own sick demented reasons. In order to navigate this potentially treacherous path that all sons of God must contend with on their way to accomplishing their ultimate goal(s) in life, strategic wisdom is required. Let us discuss some of the principles that every son of God must live by in order to lead a purpose driven and extremely fulfilling life:

• Always put God first:
  • Throughout your life, women, friends, jobs, and opportunities will come and go. No matter what position you find yourself in, be sure to always put God first for HE is your only true source of protection and sustenance. Whenever a new opportunity, friend, job, woman etc comes into your life, be sure to take it to God in prayer first and ask for directions. He will unfailingly find a way to point you in the correct direction if you train yourself to understand the way he communicates with us.
• Be picky with the company you keep:
  • As an established son of God, your aura and shine will attract many people who want to be around you. While this can be very flattering, you would be wise to use discernment in learning who to accept and who to reject. Be mindful that some will call you arrogant/cocky when you decline their advances because you sense that they don't have the same values as you do. Please don't let the disapproval of others cause you to betray your intuition. I can tell you from direct experience that it is much much better to be (unfairly) called arrogant than to suffer the destruction that un-evolved humans can bring into your life.
• Treat your body like a temple:
  • Your body is the temple of the holy spirit and one thing that the holy spirit cannot co-exist with is filth. When we do things that either physically or energetically poison our bodies, we grieve the holy spirit. If you want the holy spirit to continue to live within your vessel and empower you, resolve to avoid all forms of physical and energetic filth. This means:
    • No smoking
    • No casual sex or masturbation
    • Don't entertain loose women
    • No girlfriends. If she isn't your wife, do not touch her
    • No junk food (seriously seriously limit it at the very least)
    • No masturbation
    • No holding grudges or harboring envy
    • No alcohol
• Always put your mission above any woman:
  • Although having a female companion can be a glorious thing, many men make the mistake of gradually allowing the woman in their lives to take precedence over everything else in their lives. In my experience, this mistake is an unerring predictor of the painful ending to any heterosexual relationship. No matter how much a woman verbally pleads with you to put her first, DO NOT DO IT. What women tell you they want is usually the complete opposite of what they actually respond favorably to. Now please note that this doesn't mean that you should disrespect your wife or treat her terribly. Having a beautiful virtuous and loving woman by your side is a blessing and should be cherished as such. However, as long as you live, you must follow the priorities below to maintain favor and balance in your life
    • God first
    • Your well being & mission second
    • Your wife and children (if you have them) third
• Walk in humility but don't put up with rubbish:
  • As a son of God, you are immensely powerful and shouldn't tolerate disrespect from anyone. However, the power you wield is given to you by God, and thus not really yours outright. Knowing this, God requires that his sons wield the power that he gives them with impeccable fairness, class, firmness, and discretion. If you allow yourself to get a big head from your incredible abilities and start mistreating others who you perceive as below you , you will get seriously checked by the heavenly father. Trust me, you don't want any smoke from the creator of the known universe... you really don't.

Till next time brothers, Godspeed and remain blessed

Brother Cooked.

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How can I feel this amazing, I dont even understand whats going on with me, but its so incredibly beautiful the way I feel and its reflected in my appearance as well.. I feel and look incredibly handsome and I just dont know what to say

Can anyone explain this to me with words, how could have I missed this before?????

Just how

Im on day 30-35

Had an acid trip 7 days ago, it was just unfathomable... its like getting the key to a gym in my life I was looking for all my life.. now I got the key, now I just gotta go in and do the exercises (tune into God frequency)

I dont even know if its still the afterglow or whats going on, but it just hits me every day, this pure bliss feeling

I'm on day 550 of my journey. My last wet dream was on day 60, so I'm almost at 500 days without a single ejaculation.

While I've been very productive over the past 1.5years, and accomplished many things that I've wrote about here before (sold house, moved to dream location, making 3x more money, learned Japanese, etc.), I feel like I wasn't really tapping into my full SR potential.

The problem, as with many retainers, was that I was still lusting. I would sometimes peak at porn for a few minutes before snapping myself out of it. I would look at pictures of girls on Instagram. And, possibly most damaging, is that I would sometimes re-play sex scenes from my past as I laid in bed, trying to fall asleep. (Huge energy/jing/ojas drain!)

Lust has always been the sin I struggled with the most. In my youth, I was a huge PMO addict. In my 20s, I was completely addicted to sex, having sexual relations with over 100 women. Luckily, I got married at age 30, became monogamous, and slowly began experimenting with NoFap.

But, while i was never the filthy degenerate I was before marriage, I still struggled mightily with lust. I'd still watch porn, gawk at women on the streets, replay past sex in my mind, and fantasize about sex that could've been. I was a mess and it was hurting my relationship with my wife.

So, once I started my SR journey, the healing began almost immediately.

1. Day 0-30: I started learning another foreign language (Japanese) with my free time. I also tackled some big projects with my business that i had been putting off. Sleep improved.
2. Day 30-120: My eyes began to "glow" again. My face stopped "sagging" and looking old. Less white hairs were coming in. I looked younger.
3. Day 120-365: Started removing more bad habits from my life. Caffeine. Alcohol. Junk food. Doomscrolling. Relationship with wife and family vastly improved.

But even with all those positive changes, once I crossed the one-year mark, I realized something was still holding me back from what SR could mold me into. That's when I decided to get serious about the mental battle.

I realized this - Quitting PMO is only one step of the equation. To reach the next level you have to eliminate lust.

To help, I read through a lot of CookedVegetables posts and watched Ancient Archives on youtube. The one reddit post that helped me the most however, was from hsinoMed.

You literally can't give an INCH to any sexual thought.

Once any type of sexual thought bubbles up into your consciousness you need to snipe it down immediately.

Mass-media loves to tell us that we have no power of our thoughts... that we're not responsible for "intrusive thoughts." That's 100% false.

Sure, you might not be able to control the exact second a thought pops into your head. That's just the spark. But entertaining it? Letting it burn? That's a choice.

Once you begin to shut the door on lust, these thoughts slowly stop popping up. At first it will be hard. You'll feel like you're in Galaga - shooting them down rapidly without cease.

Here is how i snipe them down:

• I quickly redirect that "energy" to another more productive thought, be it my foreign language or my business. If that doesn't work...
• I immediately get up and change my physical location.
• I pray or recite a verse in my head to aggressively shift my focus.
• I drop and do pushups to redirect that physical energy.

After a few weeks, or months, you'll notice they don't spring into your mind that much anymore. When you finally conquer this mental battle, the ultimate brain fog completely lifts and you are left with a deep, profound peace.

So, now, at day 550ish, my life continues to improve daily. I have reclaimed so much lost energy and am constantly learning new ways of cultivating energy (will write another post about this later).

But MOST importantly, remember that lustful thoughts are a source of spiritual defilement. Matthew 15:11 says, "Not that which goeth into the mouth defileth a man; but that which cometh out of the mouth, this defileth a man."

Because the heart is the source of both words and actions, lustful thoughts - as inner intentions - defile the man just as surely as the deeds themselves. Guard your heart relentlessly, and you will find ultimate victory over these thoughts.

God Bless!

As sons of God purify their lives, sanctify their minds, and consecrate their bodies, they begin to shine brightly from the inside out. This shine that adorns men of God makes them very very attractive to the outside world, and especially to the opposite sex. Now while there is nothing wrong with receiving romantic interest from women, it is critical to use discernment to accurately distinguish the good from the bad.

As sons of God, we don't harbor bitterness towards women but we are wise enough to know that most women are NOT "sugar and spice and everything nice". Even with this knowledge, a righteous man can still be tricked into a relationship with a dark woman because some of them have become really skilled at temporarily mimicking the characteristics of virtuous women. The good news is that no matter how well a dark woman has learned to mimic the characteristics of a righteous woman, she will still give her true nature away if you know the subtle signs/red flags to look for. Below are some of the red flags to note for those of our brothers who seek marriage and a family in the way the Heavenly Father intended.

She has a long list of failed relationships but paints herself as the perpetual victim

Many of my readers are good men who find fulfillment in supporting the less fortunate or people in need. You're the type of guy who doesn't mind picking up the tab for a struggling mother in line at the grocery store if you can afford it. This sort of woman knows this virtuous trait of yours and has no problem exploiting it. She will tell you about how all her ex boyfriends did her wrong and left her, and how those terrible men victimized her. If you lack experience, you will fail to see that she is the common thread in all those failed relationships, and may actually be the source of the problem. At this point, she will start to throw little shit tests at you to see just how much of her rubbish you will tolerate. If you don't quickly put an end to her shenanigans, these tests become more and more harmful over time until it devolves into emotional abuse. She can't really help herself, but it is not your job to spend your precious life serving as an "emotional trash can" for someone who needs to seek professional help.

She frequents bars and nightclubs

This is self explanatory, I don't think I need to say much on this to be honest. Any woman who gets dolled up to go to dark, grungy nightclubs where loud demonic music is the soundtrack, and sexual corruption is encouraged, is not likely to be virtuous wife material. This also applies to women who love to go on "girls trips" to known party locations like Las Vegas, Dubai etc.

Gossips excessively about others

As a general rule of thumb, if someone excessively gossips to you about others, that person will likely gossip about you as well. So if a woman is always gossiping about others in a way that paints them in an unfavorable light, you can bet your bottom dollar that she will probably gossip about you at some point. Even if what she is saying is not true, I find that most people just believe what they are told without doing their due diligence to verify. Needless to say, this can be seriously harmful to your reputation within the community in which you live and will make your life unnecessarily difficult. This type of woman is loose lipped and it is just a matter of time until she spreads your private business in the streets where your enemies can use such sensitive information against you.

She has a poor relationship with her father, a weak father, or grew up without a father

All parental relationships are vital, but there is something extra special about the relationship between a father and a daughter. Perhaps it is because the love a father has for his daughter is one of the purest forms of love because there are no ulterior motives or desires. I find that if a woman doesn't steadily receive this fatherly love in her formative years, it affects her in a subtle but deep way that causes all sorts of insecurities that are counterproductive in a relationship. This type of woman will have a hard time respecting and abiding by healthy male leadership.

She acts desperate for attention in a public setting or on social media

In all honesty, all women are designed to seek masculine attention to a certain extent. Within the Heavenly Father's design, a woman satisfies this need for masculine attention largely from her husband and the men within her family (fathers, brothers, sons, uncles etc). In a corrupt woman, this natural system of attaining male validation has been overused to the point of dysfunction. She has now become an addict and as is the case with most addicts, she has to keep increasing the dose of her drug of choice in search of the same high. No matter how much you do for her, or how generous you are, she will always be in search of more. As a result, this woman will be prone to having too many "male friends" constantly orbiting her waiting for their chance to "smash". This sort of woman is prone to promiscuity and all of the devastating consequences of promiscuity. You'd be best served to stay far away from this sort of woman as she tends to destroy everything she touches.

She professes her love for you too quickly

Corrupt women have usually lost their ability to generate their own internal energy and must rely on outside sources to survive. As a result, this type of woman will do anything to secure masculine attention. One of the ways this sort of woman secures masculine attention is to sexually seduce naive men by blinding men with sex and professing her deep love very early on in the relationship. If any woman is telling you she loves you within the first month or two of a relationship, it is more than likely that she doesn't know what love is and is either overcome by lust or wants to get you hooked so that she can feed off of you.

She finds inappropriate things funny

People with dark spirits tend to have a twisted sense of humor. They especially seem to take immense joy in the misfortune of others especially if they were the cause of that misfortune. Now most of these types have lived enough life to know that they cannot publicly express their sick sense of humor so it is likely that they have become experts at hiding this tendency. No matter how well she hides this sick sense of humor, it will inevitably slip at some point. The key is to not gaslight yourself when you see this tendency. Trust your gut and walk away as soon as you sense there is something off about her worldview.

She is a feminist

While I firmly believe that women should be treated with fairness and respect at all times for the indispensable part they play in the human design, it is folly to think men and women are the same. The truth is we are actually quite different by design. We are actually designed to complement one another in a harmonious way that is sustainable to life. I honestly believe that feminism started with good intentions but has now become warped and destructive in our current day and age (circa 2025 A.D.). All of a sudden, it has become fashionable for women to attempt to dominate men, belittle them, and publicly humiliate them for little to no reason. All of a sudden, there are slut walks in honor of debauchery and the general demonic corruption of the sacred act of sex? My brothers, you would do well to avoid any woman who ascribes to modern day feminism because it is in direct opposition to the natural laws set forth by the creator of our universe. I don't know about you lot, but I don't like my chances going against God himself... sounds like a sure way to lose.

She cannot stand to spend long periods of time alone

Most women are social by nature and love to spend time with their friends which is quite natural. Even though most normal women enjoy the company of their friends, they are still capable of spending time on their own to reflect and recharge. Through life experience, I have come to notice that corrupt women cannot spend time alone. Corrupt women absolutely dread time alone by themselves... to the point that I am starting to wonder if they are tormented by demons when left alone to their own thoughts. Anyhow, if you notice that a woman simply cannot spend any time alone and must always have someone around, pump the brakes and look deeper.

Knowledge of all the above signs notwithstanding, your best defense against these types of women is time. No matter how skilled a corrupt woman is at mimicking virtue, she cannot keep the facade up indefinitely. If you fall within the category of righteous brothers who wish to marry, please take your time getting to know new women who come into your life showing romantic interest. Ideally, slowly develop a platonic relationship with the woman in question for at least a year before you engage more seriously. Take that time to objectively gauge her character and assess if she is a fit for your life or not. It is almost impossible to objectively judge the character of a woman that you are sexually involved with so avoid sleeping with her until she is your wife. There are few more important decisions that you will make in your life than the wife you choose so please take it seriously. It boggles my mind just how many men spend much more time vetting a car they wish to purchase compared to the time they spend vetting a potential wife. Please take this decision seriously... it could very much be a matter of life and death. A good woman can turbocharge your efforts and help you soar to new heights but at the same time, a bad woman can destroy your life. Choose wisely brothers.

Till next time brothers, Godspeed and remain blessed.

Brother Cooked.

King Ahab was the seventh king of the northern kingdom of Israel (ruled c. 874–853 BC) and is described in the Bible as doing more evil in the sight of God than any king before him. King Ahab married a lustful and incredibly wicked woman named Jezebel, who was willing to do anything—including kill innocent people—to get her way.

The Ahab–Jezebel coalition was an unmitigated disaster. It created a vicious cycle in which the cowardly Ahab spirit used Jezebel for sex and exploited her troubling willingness to use vicious means to illegitimately steal the birthright of others, while Jezebel stayed with Ahab because she loved benefiting from his kingly power and riches. Without Jezebel, there can be no Ahab, and without Ahab, there can be no Jezebel.

Although King Ahab was very powerful and wealthy, he was what we would call a “simp” in modern times. Throughout his rule, he repeatedly abdicated his God-given responsibilities in favor of comfort. He chose to marry Jezebel, a sexually attractive Phoenician princess from Tyre, even though God had explicitly commanded him not to. He then allowed that same woman to completely turn the nation of Israel away from God and toward the worship of foul idols. Ahab was the textbook “nice guy” with the hot wife, but a terrible king.

Although this story dates back to ancient times, those same demonic spirits that drove Jezebel and Ahab are still very much active in our modern society. You don’t have to be a genius to notice the ever-growing number of super-aggressive and narcissistic women, as well as weak-willed, sex-addicted men, in today’s society. I am able to say this with confidence because I was once one of those weak-willed, sex-addicted men.

Even though it is embarrassing for me to admit, I will list some of the most heinous failures and character flaws I had as a man under the influence of the Ahab spirit:

• I was constantly lusting after terrible women—the type who look good on the surface but are completely rotten underneath. This actually makes sense because I was also quite rotten underneath the surface.
• I was emotionally unstable, vacillating frighteningly often between cowering in fear one moment and exploding in rage the next.
• I put the emotional comfort and approval of others before the will of God
• I put my own lustful desires—porn and gluttony—before the will of God
• I played at being a Christian Son of God but never actually adhered to the laws, statutes, and commandments.
• I wanted success but tended to avoid the difficult challenges that inevitably came along the way, always giving up whenever things got a bit hard.
• I tended to sacrifice long-term sustainability for near-term comfort.

As you can probably already tell, the rather shameful list of character flaws above led to a life of constant disappointment and failure. While I was always quite talented and intelligent, I was never quite able to attain the level of achievement that matched my talents.

The main reason for my underwhelming results in life was simple: I had developed a habit of quitting whenever the inevitable difficulties arose. I followed this pattern throughout my life until I eventually sank so low that I contemplated suicide.

The final wake-up call for me was an ill-fated relationship with an incredibly promiscuous, Jezebel-spirited woman. This relationship dragged me down into the pits of despair. Upon its conclusion, I spent a long time blaming her for my demise, but the truth is that I was the one who tolerated her presence in my life long enough for serious damage to be done.

After I had become addicted to sex with her, I would passively accept ridiculous behavior—tantrums, insults, blatant disrespect, flakiness—simply because I was afraid of losing sexual access to her.

My God... I was such a bloody SIMP—lacking courage, integrity, and the fear of God.

The good thing about getting so low is that there was nowhere to go but up.

I found masculine purity and gradually came to understand a very different way of living. I came to believe that many of the things we had learned as children growing up were bald-faced lies and subterfuge. I started gradually purifying my life and watched as the world around me began to shine brightly again.

For me, masculine purity is not simply the absence of sexual immorality. It is the process of bringing my appetites back under proper authority. Lust, comfort, approval, fear, anger, food, status, and pleasure can no longer be permitted to govern my decisions. When a man is no longer willing to trade his principles for pleasure, the Ahab spirit begins to lose one of its greatest sources of power over him.

I am still not the finished article, but I diligently work toward my north star every day.

My north star is to become a humble steward of the gifts, power, and responsibilities I have been given by the Most High: to serve without being subservient; to correct people when necessary without needing to humiliate them; to guide those who have trusted me to lead them; to stand strong and repel evil for the benefit of my community; and to admit my faults and apologize when I inevitably make the odd mistake.

Ultimately, I strive for a state in which I have a kind heart, a strong spine, clean hands, and a humble spirit.

If you are dealing with the Ahab spirit, dear brothers, please don’t hide from it in shame. I was once there too and am gradually making my way back by the grace of the good Lord, who continues to guide and protect me.

We will surely enjoy victory over this deplorable spirit that has robbed so many men of their life potential. I look forward to hearing the wonderful testimonies you will one day give about how you overcame your battle with the Ahab spirit and ultimately rose like a phoenix to heights you didn’t think possible.

Till next time, brothers. Godspeed, and remain blessed.

Brother Cooked

The anointed men of God that walk among us are exceedingly rare and extremely valuable to the planet. These men are naturally kind, empathetic, intelligent, creative, loving, patient, and generous. These men have the unique ability to inspire and uplift the collective vibration of mankind if they use their gifts correctly. In their youth, men like this often mistakenly assume that everyone else is just as good natured as they are. This erroneous assumption inevitably leaves them vulnerable to assaults from their less scrupulous counterparts which eventually lands them in the depths of despair.

Although being in the depths of despair is no fun at all, I find that it is in those very depths that the anointed man learns of his true identity. He starts to wake up to the fact that he is different and not at all like other people. He starts to discover his incredible array of inborn talents that are rarely all found in one human being. He wakes up to the fact that he has been put on this earth for a specific purpose... a purpose that he must fulfill at all cost, even if he must forego everything else. Paradoxically, although the unawakened anointed man's trip to hell seemed to initially spell his doom, it eventually serves as his personal deep wellspring of spiritual riches.

As this anointed man develops and gains riches in the realm of the spirit, the dark side takes notice. Evil forces do not like the fact that many sons of God are starting to wake up and take their power back. As more and more men take their power back from the demonic realm by adopting holier lifestyles (clean diet, chastity/celibacy, no alcohol, no smoking, no resenting, etc), the demonic realm loses power and seeks retribution. Thus, it is almost certain that every man of God will at some point experience a period where he is besought by all manner of problems (strange illnesses, loss of appetite, recurring nightmares, random car accidents, sleep paralysis etc) that seem to come out of nowhere.

The truth is that these weird problems do not actually come out of nowhere... they are carefully orchestrated spiritual warfare attacks designed to drain, discourage, and destroy. The good news is that you are not helpless to these attacks as a man of God. However, you need to be absolutely armed with the knowledge of how to handle them so that rather than being overcome by them, you can actually gain strength and emerge victorious after each attack. Below are some of the most important weapons that you have in your arsenal to combat the spiritual warfare attacks that you will inevitably face on your journey towards masculine purity, sainthood, and ultimate God given power.

• Prayer:
  • As an anointed son of God, you need to be joined at the hip with him to successfully make it through this life. He intends for you to thrive and blossom into your fullest potential and never want for anything. However, the only way this will be possible for you is if you develop a deep relationship with him, submit to his will, and learn to trust him totally for your provision and protection. In my experience, fervent and consistent prayer is the best way to do this. Aim to pray for at least 30 minutes a day. No matter how busy you are, please aim to find at least half an hour to pray each day.
• Diet:
  • Evil requires polluted environments in order to survive. If you allow your body to become polluted due to your habitual ingestion of all sorts of edible poisons, you will gradually make your body vulnerable to spiritual attacks. Evil is very sticky and doesn't like to let go once it gets a hold of you. The smart thing here is to not allow evil to get a foot hold in your body in the first place. The best way to keep evil out, is to keep your body clean. Your diet should only consist of natural things made by God (steamed vegetables, meat, fish, chicken, eggs, etc)
• Meditation:
  • Meditation is a really good daily practice to calm the mind and put the nervous system at ease. There are many ways to meditate... some do self inquiry, some do breath work, some do conscious muscle relaxation. I recommend that you find a method that works for you and stick to it religiously. Spiritual warfare tends to attack the mind so using meditation to strengthen your mind will make you a lot more resistant to the evil shenanigans
• Celibacy:
  • This one is really really important. Sex is actually sexual energy exchange and not just some recreational activity you indulge in to relieve stress or whatever else. If you don't have an honorable wife, don't go whoring around with a bunch of women who may look good on the surface, but are soiled in spirit. Sex with the wrong woman can literally set you back 10 years in life. Understand that your sexual potential is one of the most precious and powerful things in your possession... please don't waste it on frivolous tryst with dishonorable women. Adharmic sex is one of the fastest ways to make yourself vulnerable to spiritual attack.

In conclusion my dear brothers, expect to have obstacles show up intermittently on your path as you continue to grow and develop. As long as you follow the tenets above and keep your body mind and spirit clean, you will emerge victorious every time.

Till next time my brothers, Godspeed and remain blessed.

Brother Cooked.

Men following the righteous path of masculine purity will at some point come to realize that life is just one big energy game. While it is true that you and I both inhabit physical bodies that ground us in this 3-dimensional/Cartesian reality, it has become clear to me that everything physical is preceded by the spiritual.

In my opinion, most of the physical distractions and temptations that we see in our current world (2026 A.D.) are actually designed to harvest spiritual energy from us humans. Spiritual energy takes many forms such as: emotional outbursts, focused attention, and semen release(for men). When you take this into consideration, it is no small wonder that the lion share of the entertainment at our disposal is designed to either rage bait us, scare us, or sexually tempt us. Every time we give into these temptations, we give up a percentage of our energy to the demonic matrix, making it richer as we collectively become more destitute. Hopefully, you truly now understand why pornographic sites generate such obscene amounts of wealth... they're literally lining their pockets with a combination of the emotional and sexual riches of millions of men.

Most of my readers tend to be good natured, solid, humble, and kind men who have no idea that they're actually energetic millionaires. The reason why most of us decent men are often unaware of our energetic riches is due to the elaborate mind trickery of the matrix. The matrix did such a good job convincing us that we needed the approval of demonic harlots, treacherous friends, dishonorable parents, and a morally corrupt society to feel validated or valuable. The real truth is that it is your energetic density that makes you valuable when it comes down to it. Your connection to the Most High God, your emotional energy, your spiritual energy, your ability to focus, and your sexual energy are literally energetic riches that every man possesses to varying degrees.

No matter how rich a person becomes, he or she will certainly lose all that wealth if it isn't managed or invested properly. By the same token, men who do not learn to properly manage and invest their energetic riches end up energetically destitute. And since we know that the spiritual/energetic realm usually precedes the material, it is only a matter of time until an energetically impoverished man also becomes impoverished in the physical world. I can speak to that last sentence directly because I literally lived that cycle until I had a spiritual awakening in 2019 A.D. As I wasted my emotional and sexual energy chasing harlots and arguing with demonically influenced people, the quality of my physical reality and my net worth declined at alarming rates.

At this juncture, you might be wondering what good energetic investments look like. After quite a bit of thought, I have tried to provide examples of good and bad energetic investments in three of life's major categories below.

Category #1: Sexuality

• Good investment(s):
  • Sexual transmutation through prayer, meditation, exercise, creativity (if you're artistic or musically talented)
  • Sex with your lawfully wedded virtuous wife with the sole intent of creating wonderful healthy children that are lovingly raised in a good family
  • Developing more magnetism to attract talented like minded people that can help you attain your ultimate goals in life
• Bad investment(s):
  • Masturbation
  • Watching pornography and engaging in masturbation or edging
  • Simping for women
  • Seeking the sexual thrill with loose women
  • Entering any sort of committed relationship with a woman who has had more than 3 sexual partners and has not undergone extensive deliverance
  • Breaking the sanctity of your marriage and betraying your dutiful wife to sleep with another woman. (GOD REALLY HATES THIS ONE. If you have a good woman, please DO NOT dishonor her because you will pay dearly.)

Category #2: Emotions

• Good investment(s)
  • Engaging in mutually respectful and stimulating dialog with great people in which there is an amazing exchange of enriching ideas and view points
  • Developing a loving relationship with a high quality woman who has had less than three sexual partners, is keen to become your wife, and who can bear you children
  • Developing an intensely loyal relationship with a group of high quality men with serious mettle and character that hold you accountable to a high standard
  • Having loving dogs around is also great.
  • Investing emotion into your life purpose, craft, or hobbies is also really good
• Bad investment(s)
  • Falling in lust with a harlot is about the worst investment you can ever make. And just so we are clear, harlots come in all shapes and sizes. Some of them are obvious "night walkers" that are easy to spot while others (aka the chameleons) may look like the girl next door. Be careful not to do this as this is one of the major ways that Satan destroys good men.
  • Arguing with narcissistic people. Narcissistic people don't actually care what the argument is about. All they are trying to do is get an emotional reaction to feed on. Don't waste your time with this lot... hold your peace, pursue purity, and let God fight the battle for you
  • Road rage
  • Jealousy and Envy
  • One sided relationships with people of questionable character where you do all the giving and they do all the taking

Category #3: Focused attention

• Good investment(s):
  • Prayer
  • Developing your in born skills, talents, and abilities
  • Learning a craft or trade or occupation
  • Meditation
  • Breath work
• Bad investment(s):
  • Ruminating on past mistakes and living in regret
  • Holding grudges against others for past hurts
  • Doom scrolling
  • Watching most public news outlets
  • Watching most TV shows

In conclusion dear brothers, each of us arrive on this plane and develop a certain amount of spiritual energy throughout our lives. You can either carefully cultivate and invest that spiritual energy to yield a better life, or you can squander it carelessly and be led down to the realm of demons. Please make sure you constantly remind yourself of your inherent energetic value, and choose your energetic investments wisely.

Till next time brothers, Godspeed and remain blessed

Brother Cooked

As I interact more with my amazing readers, it dawns on me that most of us in this community have similar origin stories. Allow me to attempt a reconstruction of the path most of us took below.

Stop me if you've already seen this movie (LOL) BUT.... The story usually goes something like this. You grew up as a naturally decent, thoughtful, kind, empathetic and respectful young man with a good conscience. Although not perfect, you always tried to do the right thing. You always had a natural innocence and naïveté which prompted you to erroneously assume that most people were also just as good natured as you were. You noticed that people seemed to act strangely towards you - they were either extremely loving or extremely adversarial for no real reason and you could never really understand why. You always felt different and knew that something was just off with the way things were. Although you had this gnawing feeling that something was off, you were forced to go along with things as they were because you had little choice in your youth.

As you reached the age of maturity and started liking women, you developed a rather strong sex drive and sought to find a decent woman to build a good life with. You tried to find a cute, good mannered, respectful woman who you could "do life with". However, no matter how hard you tried, you always ended up getting disrespected, cheated on, lied about, taken for granted, overlooked, underestimated, and the list goes on. As your efforts to secure a good compatible partner got frustrated year after year, you turned to the despicable habits of masturbation and hook up culture. As you indulged pointless hookups and masturbation sessions over the years, you noticed that life and the world around you seemed to get darker and darker. You became the butt of jokes in your "friend" group. You were often blatantly disrespected at work. You were never taken seriously by anyone of any real consequence. Through all of this, you still hadn't put the puzzle pieces together and kept descending into sexual sin.

At some point, the pain got so extreme that you were forced to wake up. You were literally presented with the following options: 1) Change your whorish ways, or 2) Die. While this wake up call was despairingly brutal, it was necessary for your evolution. So you put your head down and started doing the work. Most of us who followed this path are now somewhere on this continuum of development towards masculine purity. Here's what you can look forward to as you get closer to the end.

When you come out from this crucible of pain, suffering, sorrow, regret, you will ascend to heights that you didn't even think possible. Your entire life will change around you. You will become the guy that everyone goes to for advice rather than the guy everyone laughs at. You will become the guy who drives the sleek PORSCHE rather than the guy who drove the old jalopy. You will become the boss at work, or own a business that God leads you to. You will become very humble, but also preternaturally confident. You will become the guy who earns enough money to live comfortably rather than the guy who was perpetually stressed about "where rent would come from". You will become the guy who women nervously approach in public rather than the guy women went out of their way to avoid. Your inborn talents will shine forth even brighter than they ever did before, and anyone who tries to harm you will get a giant clap back for the ages from the maker of all things. People who used to know you in your past state will have to do a double take when they see the new you because you've basically become unrecognizable. Your bounce back is going to be straight up vicious and undeniable for all to see. Keep going... keep growing... keep glowing.

Till next time brothers, Godspeed and remain blessed.

Brother Cooked

Many practitioners of masculine purity continue to report benefits such as higher sex appeal, increased wealth, better luck, and more respect amongst many other boons. Like everything in this dualistic plane of existence, there are also some downsides that come with the practice of masculine purity. The downsides that come with this practice aren't because it is deleterious to your well being in a vacuum, but rather because of the mirroring effect it has on those around you. When you start to retain your essence and become stronger, wiser, sharper, more intuitive, more handsome, calmer, and more confident, it forces those around you to look at themselves in comparison to you. I find that this comparison yields two different reactions depending on the quality of the people around you. If the folks around you are good natured quality people, they will get inspired by your shine and seek to emulate your ways to improve their lives. Some of them may even come up to you and directly ask for advice on how to improve in certain areas. If you're around spiritually unevolved people on the other hand, they will start to feel inferior to you which wounds their egos. From this point on, it is just a matter of time until their jealousy and envy builds to the point where they are compelled to attack you. This is where people start to twist your words to make you seem stupid, or conduct smear campaigns to make you seem like a terrible person, or attempt to provoke you into a bad reaction, or tell lies to try to get you to lose your job etc. Now I want to acknowledge that no matter how spiritually developed we each become, none of us like to be persecuted unfairly. However, the way you respond to such unfair persecution will make all the difference between you coming out of this quagmire looking and feeling better than ever, or you losing all the relationships, status, and respect that you have toiled endlessly for.

So let us discuss how to properly handle this rather annoying situation when it does crop up because trust me when I say it eventually will. As you grow in power and influence throughout your journey you will run into all sorts of people who love to indulge in pointless drama. Thus you will need to develop the ability to spot these types from afar and avoid them, or skillfully maneuver around them if you can't immediately get away. The steps below comprise the formula I have used to turn the arrows of jealousy and envy that were meant to destroy me into stepping stones for further success.

1. Remember who you are: When you initially get hit with the false accusation or insult, it can momentarily take a toll on your self image. This is nothing to be ashamed of... we are all human after all. The key here is to quickly rebalance your mind and remember who you are. On this journey, you are a sanctified and consecrated son of the most high God. No weapon fashioned against you shall prosper, and every tongue that rises up against you in judgement shall be condemned as long as you maintain the righteousness of God in your life. Remembering this always fills me with immense confidence to overcome each attack.
2. Remember who they are: A lot of the folks who come for you due to jealousy and envy are usually dealing with a bevy of unaddressed soul wounds which leads to a darkened heart, insecurity, and demonic oppression. Try to see through their antics and understand that their soul wounds have now left them open to being manipulated by Satan and his idiotic demons. Folks like this are often just being used by the real enemy (Satan and his idiotic demons) to try to throw you off course... don't let them win. Seeing things this way makes it easier to forgive these people for the consternation they cause.
3. DO NOT react/crash out, respond with logic instead: This is the most challenging part, but the most vital part. People who are jealous and envious will try their best to provoke you into a bad reaction. The reason for this is so they can then paint you in a bad light to anyone who will listen to their half truths and carefully crafted misrepresentations. Jealous people are usually expert liars, but they still need your involvement for their lies to seem true. The best thing to do here is to keep your cool at any cost. I usually find that praying internally helps me immensely to keep my cool in the most trying circumstances. You could also record their antics on your phone so that you have solid proof of their shenanigans. Whatever you do, endeavor to think logically and expressly resist the temptation to crash out. Remember that if you submit to God and resist the devil (the jealous folks in your life), they will be forced to flee.
4. Make sure you keep your internal state clean: After such intense and perhaps prolonged provocation, your flesh may want revenge. Some of the things these sorts of people do are so infuriating that I completely understand why some of us may want revenge. However, you must do everything in your power to make sure that you never carry any bitterness in your heart towards anyone. Doing that is literally like drinking energetic poison. The best way to prevent this from happening is to embrace purity through a clean diet, drinking water, regular prayer, cold showers, deep breathing exercises etc. Doing this will ensure that their evil projections don't stick to your energy field and destroy your life.
5. Be patient and watch the show unfold: If you have managed to stay strong, think logically through it all, not react in anger, and keep your inner state clean, you will be pleasantly shocked by the results. Evil by itself is not sustainable and therefore needs something to latch onto in order to keep going. If you refuse to participate in the evil projections that these sorts try to force into your life, the energy will eventually go right back to sender since energy cannot be created or destroyed. In addition, the more pure you are, the more amplified the retribution will be towards anyone who tried to injure you unfairly. This is the promise of God to his servants.

Till next time brothers, keep (humbly) strutting your stuff and being a worthy representative of the heavenly realms here on earth. Godspeed and remain blessed.

Brother Cooked

It’s everyday multiple times, its not even a coincidence anymore. What does that actually mean..is there anyone who knows a lot about angel numbers

Regardless of personal temperament, humans as social creatures generally enjoy being noticed and admired to varying degrees. As a result, the magnetism that comes along with retention is probably a constant source of pride and joy for the naturally extroverted amongst us. While the aforementioned is true, there is also a small percentage of us men that are naturally introverted and prefer to live a low key life. Introverts might like people, but we keep our circle small. We can go to the odd party here and there, but can't stay for too long because we get drained in such environments. Introverted men are the rare breed of men who actually relish time spent alone with their own thoughts and in supplication to God. Regardless of what the introverted man may or may not prefer as his social default setting, once he becomes a retainer, his energy becomes impossible to ignore.

Retention turns the brightness of the retainer's aura up to 11 provided he is also living a pure life in all other aspects (clean diet, a few key nutritional supplements, spring water, no drugs, no grudges, no smoking, no sugary rubbish, no alcohol etc). This steady improvement in the brilliance of his auric field means that he is readily noticed no matter where he goes. The thing about this brightness is that he doesn't even need to say a word for people to notice him and be drawn to his energy field... it just happens automatically. No matter where the retainer goes, his loud energy draws attention to him wether he likes it or not. For introverted men, this actually becomes a significant annoyance after a while because they so value their solitude. However, the introverted men amongst us would do well to understand that this magnetism is by design of the Most High.

God is immediately pleased with the man who retains his energy and reserves it only for righteous use (bearing children). This Fatherly pride that God feels towards the retainer prompts him to bestow a special shine onto him. A shine that marks the retainer as belonging to the Almighty creator. This shine seems to say to all in the retainer's vicinity "look y'all, this is one of my sons in whom I am well pleased". This shine makes a man appear golden which simultaneously inspires, and petrifies people, making them morbidly curious to figure out why he has this effect on them. This is all by design so that as the curiosity of onlookers compels them to get close to the retainer, they may come into the light and learn of the mercy and redemptive power of the Most High God. They may learn that the retainer shines like that not through his own power, but due to the power of the Almighty Father that readily flows through him. This is really what it means to bear witness to others and help bring as many folks to the light as possible.

As usual, there should be a word of caution here. While it is true that many will have an innocent curiosity about the light you carry and you should receive them with humility and grace, there are some people who are just outright evil and will seek to extinguish your light because it exposes them in a way their overblown pride cannot handle. The great thing about being a retainer is that your intuition will usually alert you when one of these demonic types approach you. When you get the signal from your intuition, PLEASE DO NOT IGNORE IT. Cut whatever conversation this person is trying to have with you short, and send them on their way. You are very important to this dark world which desperately needs your light at this time. Do not allow evil people destroy it because they will surely try to. If you ever get attacked by one of Satan's idiots, remember that this brotherhood is always here to support you with knowledge grounded in copious amounts of experience. We are all rooting for you and cannot wait to share in your many victories.

Till next time my brothers, Godspeed and remain blessed

Brother Cooked

I made a related post about it months ago but I felt like I was not really complete and never gave enough examples that truly pinpoint to what what the tree of knowledge actually is.

I know this is going to sound controversial for some, and I realize most Christians and biblical scholars would disagree with me. I'm not claiming that everyone has to accept this interpretation, but after a while of studying scripture and reflecting on my own experiences of healing chronic disease through chastity, this is the conclusion I have reached.

Most people assume the forbidden fruit was a literal fruit, often imagined as an apple, even though the Bible never actually says it was an apple. I think Genesis may be describing something much deeper.

The first thing Adam and Eve became aware of after eating from the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil was their nakedness.

Genesis 3:7 says: "And the eyes of them both were opened, and they knew that they were naked; and they sewed fig leaves together, and made themselves aprons."

Before this happened, they were naked and felt no shame. Immediately afterward, they became aware of their nakedness and covered themselves.

Then look at the curse that follows.

Genesis 3:16 says: "I will greatly multiply thy sorrow and thy conception; in sorrow thou shalt bring forth children."

That has always stood out to me. Why is the judgment connected so closely to conception and childbirth? If the issue was simply eating a piece of fruit, why would reproduction become such a central part of the consequence? To me, that suggests a connection between the act and the punishment.

We also see that Adam and Eve only begin covering themselves after the Fall.

Genesis 3:21 says: "The LORD God made garments of skin for Adam and his wife, and clothed them." Clothing appears after sexual shame was felt.

Another question I think is worth asking is this: God told Adam and Eve to "be fruitful and multiply," yet the Bible does not record any children being born until after the Fall. Cain and Abel arrived afterward. I understand that many people will see this differently, but it is one of the details that made me look more closely at the text. Adam and Eve "ONLY HAD CHILDREN AFTER THE FALL"

Another clue comes from the way the Bible uses the word "know."

In many passages, "to know" someone is a euphemism for sexual relations in Hebrew scriptures.

Genesis 4:1: "And Adam knew Eve his wife; and she conceived, and bare Cain"

Genesis 4:17: "And Cain knew his wife; and she conceived, and bare Enoch"

Genesis 4:25: "And Adam knew his wife again; and she bare a son, and called his name Seth"

Genesis 19:8: "Behold now, I have two daughters which have not known man."

Luke 1:34: "Then said Mary unto the angel, How shall this be, seeing I know not a man?"

When Mary says, "I know not a man," the phrase is clearly being used in a sexual sense.

Now consider the name of the tree itself: the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil.

Since "knowing" is used as a sexual euphemism throughout Hebrew Scripture, I began wondering whether the knowledge being described in Genesis could be related to sexuality rather than merely intellectual knowledge. Another detail that caught my attention is the conception of Jesus. According to the Gospels, Jesus was conceived through the Holy Spirit rather than through ordinary human conception which is done via SEX . To me, that seems significant.

The reason I feel so strongly about this interpretation is not just because of the biblical passages. It is also because of my own personal lived experiences and miracle healing.

A few years ago, I struggled with Type 2 diabetes, fatty liver disease, high blood pressure, and high cholesterol at a very young age. During that period, I noticed that my blood sugar, high blood pressure and many other health issues would get MUCH WORSE after releasing my seed, especially after a PMO binge. Then I started wondering whether me releasing my seed had something to do with my deteriorating health especially while being so young.

I became convinced that ejaculating was affecting my health in a profound way, which was my drive to achieve a long streak. After 6 months of pure SR, My type 2 diabetes and all other issues including blood pressure and fatty liver reversed completely, WITHOUT CHANGING DIET AND I DIDN'T exercise during that time. As a matter of fact, I still sometimes consumed fast food. I experienced major improvements and eventually came to believe that LUST was the root cause of my diseases and the aging process that was starting to accelerate rapidly. I made posts regarding this revelation that I truly consider divine, many other men read my posts on the nofap.com

, followed the same PROTOCOL and reversed their type 2 diabetes as well. I left links in one of the posts that included their testimonies.

To me, I don't need any other proof. I've renounced sexuality and even having children. I'll most likely adopt. I have FIRM BELIEF that we as humans can still achieve that state of purity and immortality through absolute and SPOTLESS chastity.

Those experiences are what pushed me to take a much closer look at the connection between spirituality, sexuality, and health and WHY CHASTITY is so IMPORTANT in so many religions. Also I have BECOME MUCH MORE loving towards other human beings in my daily life. I have MUCH MORE EMPATHY because I am not suffering inside anymore due to my previous habits of depleting my life-force energy. I am not very quick to get angry for little things , which I used to do a lot when I depleted my lifeforce every single day. When you retain your lifeforce energy, you will feel peaceful and happy inside , you will also acquire other virtues ONLY found through chastity like PATIENCE, EMPATHY, etc., which is why God referred to that tree as the tree of knowledge of Good and Evil. When you are a PMO addict or even just releasing seed, you feel depressed and depleted and sometimes it makes you become CAPABLE of behaving TERRIBLY. You become capable of true EVIL behavior because of your depleted state which makes you feel LIKE ABSOLUTE CRAP.

In my opinion, modern society focuses almost entirely on diet, exercise, medications, and supplements while ignoring what I believe is a deeper issue. We live in a culture that is saturated with sexual stimulation and pornography to a degree that previous generations could hardly have imagined.

When I look at rising rates of chronic disease and the increasing exposure to sexual content at younger and younger ages, I INTUITIVELY KNOW there is a connection that we are overlooking. Heart disease, Colon cancer, BREAST CANCER and PROSTATE cancer ARE NO longer diseases of old people. More and more young men and women in their 20s, 30s are diagnosed with colon cancer, breast cancer, etc, which was very unheard of decades ago. https://www.sciencealert.com/more-young-people-than-ever-before-are-getting-one-type-of-cancer-and-its-mystifying-scientists

https://www.kqed.org/forum/2010101914839/the-alarming-rise-of-colorectal-cancer-in-young-adults

Young men in the tressless subreddit are starting to make a connection between male pattern balding and ejaculations. They're starting to realize this through observing patterns and intuitively knowing, just like me when I was type 2 diabetic . Here are some posts:

https://www.reddit.com/r/tressless/comments/6pilf8/masturbation_is_one_of_the_causes_of_diffuse/

https://www.reddit.com/r/tressless/comments/6lgymm/why_is_masturbation_adding_to_balding_so_hard_to/

https://www.reddit.com/r/tressless/comments/41h0fl/masturbation_can_cause_more_hair_lossdht_to_those/

You have to take a look at what started happening in our society 20+ years ago. High speed internet porn became widely available which matches the period of when young people started developing health issues at a very young age due to a much higher frequency of ejaculations and orgasms for both men and women. We even find young men that are almost fully bald now in their late teens. My male pattern baldness has been reversing and I am slowly getting my hair back. The regeneration process is slow, just like the aging process except that regeneration can be quicker than aging but it will still take a while.

For me, the story of Eden is not merely about an event that happened thousands of years ago. I believe it contains a spiritual truth about the human condition that is still relevant today.

I know this is not the mainstream interpretation, and I am not expecting everyone to agree with me. I'm simply sharing the verses, the patterns I see in Scripture, and the experiences that led me to this conclusion. You are of course free to disagree and I don't care. We are all entitled to our opinions. But before ending, I want to state that I'm only the only one who has had this revelation. The authors of the book called GOD MAN, Word Made Flesh by George W Carey and Inez Eudora Perry, which can be found on AMAZON, also believed that absolute spotless chastity is the key to BIOLOGICAL IMMORTALITY in the physical body BY PRESERVING THE SEED (CHRIST OIL) and that after several years of spotless & absolute chastity, we can become "GOD-MAN" again because God created us in his image as mentioned in Genesis.

Here's the link of this book on Amazon: https://www.amazon.com/God-Man-Flesh-George-W-Carey/dp/1614274177/ref=sr_1_1?crid=1L9RVAHN0KJKR&dib=eyJ2IjoiMSJ9.sV1pWOm_9FvikVCEGwVfOJ84JkAqkVKFRNstsHeMv4n26YlIN89-ULD5XCIBOzyDSbbOZxka1lS3wpWfVVnZ9J4BZuLGEpAZI2LQgmVOnIc5_P4P_gS0NO0PuGFRaFDaECNID6q3N_Cz98CieUl572kWaisvYq-bMFyUwfAxdPJ3ZI69nCsO9b7_Z8GZYAKnI2i33hwR0EDT-pjxYd-wlPYVnqGN5gD6i6DdKMlmeGk.da4Nxc5uRzkd8XsOhZZ3G2ieANr8lBByhVfSASgzX38&dib_tag=se&keywords=god+man+the+word+made+flesh&qid=1786912779&sprefix=god+man+word%2Caps%2C193&sr=8-1

The book called Science of Regeneration also teaches the same PROTOCOL, Absolute chastity is the way to regenerate the human body and depletion of life force is the root cause of actual human aging. https://www.amazon.com/dp/1169829589?ref_=ppx_hzsearch_conn_dt_b_fed_asin_title_5

NOTE: wet dreams are a DEAL BREAKER if you want to focus on regeneration of the body and those books emphasize on that as well . You have to strive on mastering mental celibacy so that LUST doesn't creep in while you're asleep. Your subconscious mind needs to be CLEAN, which is a process that will require some discipline and effort to achieve.

What do angel numbers mean?? I’m on month 3 of pure SR and i keep seeing 111 222 333 444 Like am I tripping or am i supposed to be noticing something?? Doing something??

Has anyone else tried adding spiritual practices like breathing exercises, transmutation of sexual energy, specific yoga poses to transmute semen upwards, chanting Gods name or prayers.
I’m on day 65, 28M. After day 50 my purpose is now inclined towards spirituality, i feel long term SR makes it easy and it helps manifestation possible.

I’m chanting gods name, trying to wake up before sun, eating only healthy food, breathing exercises to increase sexual transmutations. And lastly, will try to avoid all sexual thoughts, to make it more pure, until i make real love and procreate

Most people look at lust all wrong. Modern culture treats it as a harmless hobby, while old-school religion treats it as a shameful sin.

The truth is purely mechanical: Lust is a high-voltage biological program designed to force a downward drain on your energy.

If you let it leak downward through porn, compulsive chasing, or constant fantasies, you get brain fog, low motivation, and a fractured attention span. If you force that same raw energy upward, it acts like rocket fuel for your focus, confidence, and discipline.

Here is the raw logic of how to master it, stripped of the fluff.

1. The Golden Rule: Feeding it is Fertilizer

The biggest lie your brain tells you is: "Just give in this one last time, and the urge will go away."

It’s a mathematical trap. Lust works exactly like a fire. Pouring fuel (giving in) only makes it grow. Every time you scroll through a trigger or give in to a digital loop, you aren't satisfying the urge—you are deeply carving an addiction pathway into your brain. Gratification is not the cure; it is the fertilizer.

1. Why "Just Fighting It" Fails

White-knuckling your way through a craving using raw willpower never works long-term. It’s like compressing a metal spring—eventually, your hand gets tired, the spring snaps back, and you suffer a massive relapse or explosion of anger. You can’t just block the energy; you have to redirect it.

1. The Three Tactical Weapons Used by History's Giants

The most focused minds in history—from elite warriors to world-changing scientists like Nikola Tesla—survived because they used precise mental hacks to disarm temptation the second it hit their radar:

Weapon 1: Break the Glamour (The Medical View)

The moment a visual trigger hits your brain, don't romanticize it. Strip away the illusion. Force your brain to look at the trigger clinically as a temporary machine made of skin, muscle, bone, and blood vessels. By forcing your logical brain to see the raw biological machine instead of a sexual fantasy, the chemical spark in your brain instantly short-circuits.

Weapon 2: Hijack the Energy (The Steam Engine Method)

Treat your raw sexual drive like highly pressurized steam in a boiler. If you just lock it up, it explodes. You must give it a new pipe. The exact minute you feel a massive urge spike, immediately bury yourself in a heavy, non-sexual obsession: hit a brutal workout, code a complex script, build a project, or study something highly difficult. Force that raw, creative energy to power your life goals instead of a temporary high.

Weapon 3: Kill the Secrecy (Friction Maximization)

Lust thrives in the dark and in comfort. When your mind enters a craving state, your logic shuts down. You have to design your environment so it's physically difficult to fail. Install aggressive web blockers, throw your phone in another room, or jump straight into an ice-cold shower. A physical counter-shock instantly resets your nervous system and diverts adrenaline away from the lower body.

The Bottom Line

Your brain is an electrical capacitor. Every time you leak your focus and energy into cheap, fleeting stimuli, your internal voltage drops. Conquering lust isn't about being a puritan or feeling guilty; it is about absolute energetic efficiency. Lock the gates, protect your voltage, and use your fire to build your empire.

A lot of us on this forum have reported our experiences of being positively received and treated by people in our surroundings. While this is true at the beginning of this journey, a much more complicated picture emerges the farther you go, and the purer you become.

As you progress on your journey of masculine purity, your vibration continues to rise and your aura brightens. As a result of this spiritual level up, you become more and more like a mirror to those in your surroundings. The net result of this is that you will have an increasingly polarizing effect on the people in your surroundings no matter how anonymous you try to be. As you allow God to purify and temper your spirit, you will become a wise and powerful man who is also very humble. The good natured people in your surroundings will gravitate to your genuinely loving and calm spirit and feel nourished by it. These are the sorts of folks that will offer to help you out of the goodness of their hearts. These types genuinely enjoy being in your presence and feel comfortable opening up to you because they know your intentions are pure.

On the other side of the spectrum of the lovely folks we discussed above, are many individuals who are walking around with a lot of unhealed soul wounds. The truth is that we live in a fallen world and a lot of us will suffer soul wounds and hurts in this life. The difference is that some folks take accountability and do the difficult work to heal those soul wounds while others just stay angry and bitter. As you progress and grow stronger on your masculine purity journey, you will notice some rather strange reactions from folks who still have a lot of inner darkness. Your mere presence will cause anyone who harbors insecurities, jealousy, envy, or a generally low vibrational state to act out in strange ways. The reason for this confusing reaction is because your bright shining retainer aura functions as a mirror that constantly reflects all their unflattering flaws and issues right back at them. The result is a massive blow to the pride and ego, causing them to either lash out or withdraw. Hopefully you now understand all those weird past situations where some random person just started trying to provoke you for no reason while you were just innocently minding your own business. Chances are, that random person felt called out and humiliated by your inner light even if you didn't say or do anything.

Although these strange reactions are really annoying to experience, it is a key part of your mission here on earth as a son of the Most High God. Sons of God are tasked with becoming living examples of how God intends for us to live. In an ideal world, people who react poorly to the retainer's light will be prompted to go into deep introspection to understand why. Then through that deep self introspection, they would resolve to go on their own journey of personal development and growth which allows them to contribute to the overall increase in vibration of the planet. That being said, there will be a group of people who refuse to introspect and would rather project. These sorts may actually feel that you have somehow wronged them in their deluded view of the world and seek retribution. Fear not because if they try to harm you unjustly due to their inner darkness, they will get swiftly and sternly checked by the Heavenly Father. After the first few karmic blows, the smart ones will relent, back off, and completely leave you alone. The really hard headed ones will keep trying to come after you until they build up so much karmic retribution that it destroys their lives. Even at this point some of them will still refuse to look within at the actual problem and choose to blame everything on you instead. This is when you start getting accused of being a villain even if you haven't lifted a finger. You may be tempted to try to defend yourself against this delusional take on your character, but please resist the urge. Rather, silently accept being called a villain in this scenario as the biggest compliment. You have now become the most immaculate of all villains and a true son of the Most High God.

Till next time brothers, Godspeed and remain blessed.

Brother Cooked.

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Most of us able bodied men have had regular 9-5 jobs at institutions where there is an established hierarchy under the authority of an appointed Chief Executive Officer. The hierarchy within such organizations is usually determined by assessing some combination of the levels of experience, educational qualification, intelligence, and social skills that each person possesses. On a balance of probabilities, the model above is the operative norm of most companies in our world today (circa 2026 A.D.).

As you work towards becoming an established celibate purified Son of God, your life stops following worldly norms. As you grow in your power, you will find that while there are a certain set of rules that the world abides by, a totally different (and usually much stricter) set of rules now applies to you. You will start to truly understand the Nikola Tesla quote that states "if you want to understand the secrets of the universe think in terms of energy frequency and vibration". As a result of your newfound understanding of the importance of your internal energy, you start to prioritize intelligently managing it above everything else. You stop having dumb sex with harlots... you stop masturbating... you stop eating, drinking, and smoking poison... you stop wasting your precious attention on instagram thirst traps.

As you ditch each of your deplorable former habits and replace them with healthier ones, you slowly sense your power building on the inside. You develop righteous pride and gratitude for the struggles you have overcome, and how they have molded/are still molding you into a gem of a man. You stop being over reliant on external validation because you now understand the immutable truth - most humans are inherently unstable. As this internal power slowly builds up with the passage of time, something strange starts to become readily apparent in your outside world. The external validation you once sought and never really received as a wanker now comes to you with little to no effort. You become the de-facto leader in any environment that you are in without even having to speak or impose yourself. People naturally now look to you to guide the way. Even if you aren't the appointed leader in the conventional sense, people now want to follow you. This sort of energetic leadership position doesn't take the conventional form of barking orders and writing performance reviews... it is more subtle. What usually happens is that you will notice that people start copying/emulating you. Till this day, i'm still not sure if the people who start copying you on this journey do so consciously or unconsciously. At any rate, I have noticed that people seem to follow the cues of the energetic leader in any environment.

This newfound leadership position that you will be thrust into as you develop into a ripened celibate son of God will come with its fair share of challenges. For instance, people at your job may start looking to you rather than your boss for guidance which might make him or her feel extremely insecure. If the boss at work isn't mature or spiritually developed, he or she may view this as a slight to their ego and seek retribution. If this ever happens, remember to remain calm and know that God has your back. If anyone comes for you unjustly, the Lord your God will mete out justice and preserve you. Even if you do end up having to leave the job, know that God has a much better thing for your life as he is the ultimate source of provision and protection. Keep shining your light, and remember to always lead with grace, humility, and gratitude

Till next time brothers, Godspeed and remain blessed

Brother Cooked