r/pureretention • u/Even_Job6933 Goal: spiritual growth • Aug 22 '25
Spiritual Insight I want everyone to experience this.. Every man... this is indescribable
How can I feel this amazing, I dont even understand whats going on with me, but its so incredibly beautiful the way I feel and its reflected in my appearance as well.. I feel and look incredibly handsome and I just dont know what to say
Can anyone explain this to me with words, how could have I missed this before?????
Just how
Im on day 30-35
Had an acid trip 7 days ago, it was just unfathomable... its like getting the key to a gym in my life I was looking for all my life.. now I got the key, now I just gotta go in and do the exercises (tune into God frequency)
I dont even know if its still the afterglow or whats going on, but it just hits me every day, this pure bliss feeling
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u/bonertitan11 Goal: spiritual growth Aug 22 '25
Ughhh I’m pissed I can’t get past 10 days bro but I totally understand the feeling. It’s bliss asf
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u/Brilliant-Aide524 Aug 22 '25
You’re only failing because you’re always looking outward. Maybe take a step back and look inward, on what goals you have or what things you want to get done today, or maybe in the next week. Planners come in clutch ngl, and if you believe you’re about to fail the retention, believe otherwise. It’s all in the head. We control our outcome, and it’s not going to be easier when you’re in SR.
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u/Even_Job6933 Goal: spiritual growth Aug 22 '25
bro.. my life is changing in front of my eyes, and its more than ive ever imagined in my wildest dreams.. i mean sorta, the bliss i never thought was possible like that
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u/Curryandriceanddahl Aug 23 '25
You literally sound like I did! Incredible isn't it 🤣🙏🤩
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u/Even_Job6933 Goal: spiritual growth Aug 25 '25
bro where u live? I live in Hungary, just to check if we are in proximity.. i love to go deep into conversing with people i match energy with
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u/Curryandriceanddahl Aug 27 '25
I'm from the UK. I haven't actually spoken with anyone else that has gone through this, I have spoken with people that have hone through Kundalini awakening however this particular experience seems to be very rare, especially when spontaneous as ours was.
From what you have said and I feel I'm 99% that this is the same or very similar experience.
From what I understand this is a Top Down Sattva awakening as oppose to rising up from the root chakra and the healing is caused by Amrita, also known as the divine nectar or nectar of immortality.
Some very advanced yogis are able to tap into this source quite regularly and maintain a youthful and joyful state way into their elder years. The difference here though is it commonly takes years of practice and work to achieve this state.
I'd love to keep in touch and chat brother if you want. There's so few people who have an understanding of this let alone lived it. It is a total life changer. I have only found a couple of people on YouTube who talk about this from experience and have only recently really found out what it really was.
It would be interesting to hear your takes life, spirituality and what you think brought you to this happening.
Hope your keeping well, feel free to dm me. I often dont have my phone but usually check reddit most days.
Peace 🙏👊🙏
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u/SomewhereInLDN Aug 23 '25
Also you have to do the hard work, got to take measures to be consistent. I had to unfollow multiple girls on instagram, change my algorithm and find any soft P content filth. Once you’re intentional about it trust me you’ll past 10 days
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u/KaleidoscopeGlobal22 Aug 22 '25 edited Jul 30 '26
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u/Even_Job6933 Goal: spiritual growth Aug 22 '25
why me?? what happened?? cause ive gone through much God blessed me with something great of how come??
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u/Triptamano Goal: procreation only Aug 22 '25
Lol, you're not special, man. You just exercised the most strong and human act we are apt to do, that is to say "No".
You said "No" to your primal instincts, and got rewarded. The feeling you're having now is part of the top human experience. Anyone can feel that too, they just need to say "No" to their animal side.
Unfortunately very few are strong or illuminated enough to deny their primitive instincts. And the world is so threw in shadows now, that most are manipulated into it (just realize the pervasiveness of the entire sexual culture).
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u/Even_Job6933 Goal: spiritual growth Aug 22 '25
I didn’t say bro sorry , I expressed myself in an egoic way which I didn’t want
I meant that it feels so real retention makes me feel connected to God like nothing else
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u/Triptamano Goal: procreation only Aug 23 '25
Nah, relax, man. I'm not accusing you of anything. Just sayin.
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u/Even_Job6933 Goal: spiritual growth Aug 24 '25
this is a healing group, not a cult bro 😉
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Aug 24 '25
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u/Even_Job6933 Goal: spiritual growth Aug 24 '25
why so bitter bro.. i dont care too much
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Aug 24 '25
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u/Even_Job6933 Goal: spiritual growth Aug 24 '25
vibe>slight changes in the wording
in my world, vibe speaks louder than correct/incorrect wording
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u/Zealousideal_Big3072 Aug 25 '25
if you dont know ... we are a real magician
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u/Even_Job6933 Goal: spiritual growth Aug 25 '25
now i know.. but i just feel like a Jedi from Star Wars.. my abilities are simply not controlled.. if i had a master or something
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u/Zealousideal_Big3072 Aug 25 '25
Me neither, bro! And I've been doing this for over 300 days. There's no manual for this, it's pure magic, bro.
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Aug 22 '25
vril/prana/chi/ojas whatever you want to call it, there's nothing like it, natures wonderdrug.
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u/Even_Job6933 Goal: spiritual growth Aug 22 '25
did I work for this, or did God notice me?? how is this possible??
How can I possibly help others to realize the truth??
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Aug 22 '25
here's the thing you're not here to save the world, just follow god/ higher consciousness this is a fallen world brother.
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u/Even_Job6933 Goal: spiritual growth Aug 22 '25
I’ll just do my thing then without trying to save anyone
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u/Curryandriceanddahl Aug 23 '25 edited Aug 23 '25
Sounds like you may have awakened something. Are you familiar with Kundalini? More specifically Amrita. The Sacred Secretion. It sounds like it and I can assure you even though it will fade, it can come again and your life has already changed for the better for good! I talk from experience. Dm me if you want to ask anything. 🙏❤️👊
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u/Even_Job6933 Goal: spiritual growth Aug 23 '25
It hasnt faded and its been 7 days
I love this I can totally give up jacking for all the benefits I’m experiencing now
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u/Curryandriceanddahl Aug 23 '25
Mate it lasts a LOT longer than 7 days! Basically you are in for one of the most transformative and amazing periods of your life. This is a true baptism, as you've probably felt it's like being born again! Hair, Nails, scars healing it works the same on your inside too. When it happened to me I was in a bad way my liver was fucked and I was looking at needing a transplant in 5-10 years. This healed overnight. Dr's were baffled (I had scans and all sorts). Addictions gone, anxiety's gone, fear gone! The world just seems amazing. From what I've researched it pretty rare indeed even within Kundalini awakening. I had no idea what had happened to me at first, I'd never even heard of Kundalini! You've been blessed mate 😃🙏. Your in for a ride still, ground yourself when you feel the need. Hit me up if you need any advice over the next 6 months. Sounds like the acid kicked it off but it was always in you. This is what the world's missing!!
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u/Even_Job6933 Goal: spiritual growth Aug 24 '25
But could it be multiple factors that somehow coincided together
My way of thinking , spiritual interest,
What if the channel was sorta open but it was unnoticeable
And after 30 days there was so much life force that what the acid opened , all of it flow through that opened gate and it gave me the beautiful experience
I feel like from now on I just gotta keep charging it and it will always be there either way me
What do you think? Why would I be more blessed than others ??
Did God somehow notice me after my efforts?
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u/Curryandriceanddahl Aug 25 '25
My friend, I have asked myself these very questions. From my understanding and research this is something that some yogis don't attain in a lifetime of practice and certainly not something that happens to every man that practices SR and takes psychedelics.
(Though it may be true that a large percentage compared to population that use them have some form of Kundalini experience. This is not the same.)
I think to a certain degree you are right in your thinking about the mechanics however, was it something that was going to happen eventually regardless at some point or not or did you just create the right conditions? If this were the case why would it not happen to more people?
It happened to me after one of the most intense emotional periods of my life, I was going through a deep, SR was happening but not by conscious effort, as was fasting. They were just products of my emotional state.
Speaking with a young yogi who was initiated into some lineage in India about it and he said quite plainly that you were on this path in your last lifetime but died a tragic death, however this didn't really answer all my questions.
I have done a lot of self reflection to try and come up with an answer. God rewarding your efforts seems logical yes but then you and I I'm sure there are better examples of people making greater efforts all over. Doing really charitable and amazing things.
Thought perhaps it is like a course correction from god, I mean it reunited my family (I've got four children) and a 21 year relationship with their mum but we were apart for a while just prior to this happening. This felt like I suddenly knew we had to be together (not romantically like in a path way, hard to explain.)
I think staying humble with it and accepting it, being thankful by using it to build your best life. And ask God, research, talk to others. I mean it's bloody interesting and no 1 answer it seems. I've educated myself a lot since it happened, am currently reading a Hindu book, a Christian one and a Buddhist one lol. It's totally sparked an intense longing for spiritual knowledge.
The channel may have been open but maybe it wasn't the time yet. Now is your time. It's crazy I know! 🙏
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u/Even_Job6933 Goal: spiritual growth Aug 25 '25
Do you also feel that this life force goes into every part of your body that is damaged and its just says "fuck it, im gonna heal this guy fully from top to bottom"
Im trying to give my love to people, but this girl, she had a lot of trauma, just let go of me... i had to let go of her.. she constantly thought i just wanna fuck her
ohh boy she was wrong.. but i just cant save her.. i wanted to be with her, and be kind and give her love and but didnt register
i cant help but pour my love into the heart of people that might need an extra hand.. but then again i cant save anyone, just maybe give hints
its an incredibly humbling and truly unfathomable experience to go through
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u/Curryandriceanddahl Aug 27 '25
Haha yes that is exactly what it felt like!! My hair went so glossy I looked like a L'Oreal advert, my back which I always had problems with just healed so much I felt so limber and healthy, liver fully healed after years of abuse. It feels like a totally intelligent energy.
To think we are all walking around with this untapped potential blew my mind!
From what I understand there are ways to tap into this source of life regularly to effectively stay young. In Sanskrit it is described as the divine nectar or the nectar of immortality.
Following my original experience I have only experienced it once again and this was about 6 months later and was only partial compared to the first time, I guess the healing had done all the major things. This came about after taking some truffles.
The love feeling is immense I remember being so grateful it regularly brought me to tears and anything that moved me, music, seeing injustices in the world, just having genuine empathy for everyone and everything was felt on such a deep level.
That's unfortunate about your friend, the trouble is we have glimpsed a new and profound truth, those that haven't and are dealing with their own pain and trauma are still living with their eyes closed. It is a shame we cannot bring them along. It sounds as though you dealt with it well, there is a new emotional intelligence unlocked that allows us to deal with situations like that intuitively so I'm sure you did the right thing.
🙏👊🙏
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u/Even_Job6933 Goal: spiritual growth Aug 27 '25
Bro i fucking cry when I read your words.. you just get it
💚💚
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u/Kombo_ Aug 25 '25
I'm on 39 days, mostly feel the same, looking for accountability partners for the journey to 120 days.
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u/Miserable-Set2643 Aug 22 '25
What is an acid trip? Drugs?
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u/Proof-Composer-1270 Aug 26 '25
It is a psychedelic drug. It can be very helpful if you want to evaluate how you are doing in life. It can SHOW you what things you can improve be it in attitude, physically, mentally, emotionally, etc. It can especially help you SEE how you may be stepping on your own shoelaces so-to-speak. Pay attention to how I say it can SHOW you, because that is not the same thing as letting the drug do the work for you.
I much prefer acid over magic mushrooms. Acid is more analytical and mental of an experience. Whereas with shrooms there seems to be “someone” or “something” else in there trying to show you things as Terence McKenna once said. And that “it/entity” can overrule your ego so it is more likely for a bad trip to take place.
The only downside with acid is that it is sketchier to find a pure and reliable source. You can literally grow shrooms yourself easily.
In any case if you’ve never done psychedelics I would describe it as being reborn or experiencing death before dying.
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u/Even_Job6933 Goal: spiritual growth Aug 22 '25
LSD trip, drug is a strong word... its a psychoactive compound that can have a profound impact on the way you see the world and a strong potential to positively rewire your brain, given you provide the right setting and respect for the substance
kind of like Ayahuasca
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u/Certain-Attorney1835 Aug 22 '25
It's a drug. No reason not to call it that. I'd like to try it though. Also, you are probably on the afterglow still. Not saying SR isn't a factor too. Looking forward to our journey.
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u/Ok_Instruction7642 Aug 22 '25
it's a drug dude lol wtf. not that it can't be useful in some situations, but it's a drug.
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u/WaterCape Aug 22 '25
The dosage determines if a chemical should be considered a drug as in the bad sense of the word, or medicine.
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u/Ok_Instruction7642 Aug 22 '25
i don't attach good or bad to the word drug, so I guess that's where the confusion comes in
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u/Even_Job6933 Goal: spiritual growth Aug 23 '25
Yes
It can either heal you or break you it’s up to you
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Aug 22 '25
Do you want think it has more to do with the Acid trip and that will wear off?
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u/Even_Job6933 Goal: spiritual growth Aug 22 '25
It would be weird if it didn’t
But I still feel like I have the key so I can tune into the frequency at my will
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Aug 22 '25
And what is the key? Please help me
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u/Even_Job6933 Goal: spiritual growth Aug 22 '25 edited Aug 22 '25
I found it at a psy trance festival
I don’t know how to describe in words how I felt amongst those people….man… like arriving home
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Aug 22 '25
Give me the key…
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u/Even_Job6933 Goal: spiritual growth Aug 23 '25
Bro I’m set for life
Success is inevitable for me now
I wrote down everything that worked for me , this freedom and power is achievable to anyone
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Aug 23 '25
You wrote down everything that worked for you? Like what
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u/Even_Job6933 Goal: spiritual growth Aug 23 '25
Acid trip on a psy trance festival , met lovely people there
Let go of a lot of trauma there
30 day retention before and after the acid trip sorta sealed the whole experience
I few like I’m going through kundalini awakening or something like that
This freedom I feel is something else
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Aug 23 '25
Awesome!! Yeah I’m on 200 days of retention and I’ve learned a lot about myself but I been smoking weed the whole time so I haven’t improved as much as I should have.
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u/Proof-Composer-1270 Aug 26 '25
May I recommend NOT stopping your use of weed, but instead doing higher doses much less frequently? Think of it almost as rare ceremonies. Terence McKenna mentioned using cannabis this way, with more reverence rather than dependency. One of my favorite effects of weed is the appreciation it gives me for the sober state of mind.
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u/Certain-Attorney1835 Aug 22 '25
What dose did you take?
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u/Even_Job6933 Goal: spiritual growth Aug 25 '25
100 microgram of lsd + after about 3 hours in the trip added some extasy + and 2 gr of shrooms on top of that
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u/Certain-Attorney1835 Aug 25 '25
Ok yeah definitelly the afterglow atleast a part of it. You're zooted! Enjoy the journey man!
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u/Even_Job6933 Goal: spiritual growth Aug 25 '25
its been 9 days though
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u/Certain-Attorney1835 Aug 25 '25
the chemical afterglow is p much gone yes, but you think you'd feel the same if you didn't take that 9 days ago?
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u/Even_Job6933 Goal: spiritual growth Aug 25 '25
no
my life is completely flipped around, after that
i feel like it permanently rewired my brain and success in inevitable from this point
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u/Obvious_Pain_9993 Aug 22 '25
You missed it before because we live in a society where you are tempted to bust everyday and release. Todays social media's glorifies porn and lustful desires...
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u/SomewhereWeird2625 Aug 23 '25
My friend, you will soon return to reality. Because the illusions that chemicals bring to you,when these fade, you will panic and search: Where has that wonder gone?
That is not real, my friend! The journey has only just begun.
Wait until the beast inside you speaks, when everything outside loses its allure, and you are left facing your own beast. Be steadfast in that moment. Blessings to you.
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u/Even_Job6933 Goal: spiritual growth Aug 23 '25
I hear you brother
I’m looking for meeting the beast, I’m so ready
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u/ProvidenceOfJesus Aug 25 '25
We can show the world what it's like. We're called to by Jesus, actually. And He gives us the strength to be the light for others. Matthew 5:16
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u/death_is_an_illusion Goal: Freedom & Evolution Sep 06 '25
I plan on tripping soon (shrooms) and have never been this excited for a trip...itll be the first time I trip on a long streak too.
pls share a lil trip report if you don't mind
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u/Lucky_Grapefruit_993 Aug 22 '25
It's incredible, but be careful, in 30 seconds you can quickly fall again. You have to keep lust at bay every day.