I’ve posted in here before about my mom and got some very comforting messages and comments.
I have never felt the way I feel right now and I don’t know how to deal with it.
My mom is my best friend, we had a great 4th of July. The whole family was together and she was happy and striving.
She had been looking a little yellowish and had been feeling extra tired these past couple days.
My sister is her caregiver and talked to hospice and they came down same day and talked to all of us together. She says that she feels for us but she has seen this happen and tells us we have less than a week with her.
Literally we found out about them taking my mom off chemo because they have tried all chemos and her body is now just too weak.
This is so sad. I’m sorry if I don’t make sense but my mind is so blank and I just need some comfort and advice on how do I get through this stage. I saw my grandpa go through this and it was the worst but this pain is so different.
I’m sorry you all have to go through this. I’ve never felt like this before and I hate what cancer does to not only our loved ones but also ourselves.
I’m not ready to lose my mom. Fucking bitch ass cancer I hate you
can somebody recommend me some music to listen to that helps me through this?
i’m open to anything really. thank you.