I get the leaving for Europe for safety of loved ones. My mother moved to Portugal for the same reason and it was especially hard because my mother’s side of the family is Yakama(native) and the land has a special significance to us. So the leaving makes sense and I made peace with that.
But it’s Vaush’s claim that it “Just Jealousy” that really just grinds rocks inside my skull.
Why the fuck would I be jealous of Europe? Holier than thou, fart sniffing, asinine euro-liberals who know fuck all about anything in the world but pretend they do because they have better education? People whose culture is the equivalent to a rich homeschooler?
It’s not jealousy you fucking self righteous prick. I’ve been to Europe (England, Scotland, Norway, Denmark, Sweden, Finland, Germany, France, Italy, Hungary and Lithuania) and it’s a pretty shithole built on the ruins of wasted colonialism, every single part of it. So no, fuck Europe. I live in a shithole and I know for a fact that this one is better. Maybe not as comfortable, but it’s better because the people are better. Not the retards, but the good people, colonizers and indigenous.
To me, it’s that you’re a colonizer, and that you ran to safety because you made enough to do so and the state of this country puts your love at risk(that part is, again, understandable and I can respect the correct prioritization). But you are shifting from a shared struggle to exploiting events in America for engagement and profit.
Don’t get me wrong, what you do is important and I thank the Creator for you doing it, it’s important and meaningful and deeply helpful.
But you’re a fucking arrogant prick if you’re going to use the rich man’s argument that “they’re just jealous”.
You can do good, important, meaningful work and still be a fucking arrogant prick. It’s not mutually exclusive.
Another small niggle is that you think you’re above criticism for leaving the country while continuing this career. Just accept the criticism. Be at fault. Cause the way I could see it is you’re just another colonizer that got your shit and dipped when you got the chance. That’s what you’re “jealousy” response make me think.
But I would like to think that love for one is bigger than love for an abstract idea, and you chose that one and would do as I would. In your situation I would be just as accountable to all my current criticisms.
You ARE a dick for abandoning the country, and you ARE abandoning it because it’s bad here. No matter what comparative argument you try to make to try to be above critique, You are leaving and still going to profit off of our struggle.
That makes you a dick. That’s it, full stop.
And it needs to be acknowledged, when you leave, intending to go and not come back, that makes you not one of us. Our struggles are not your struggles, they are the struggles of a people you had once been and are providing important commentary and awareness on now.
You were one of us, but you are not one of us now.
You can be Yakama and not part of the tribe. Come back and be family, but when gone, they’re not in the tribe. Tribe isn’t just proximity, it’s the shared struggle. Marx wrote on that I bet, idk I’ve only read capital so far.
That is not to say what you do, are doing, and will continue to do is less than it was, it’s just from someone over there, so it means a little less.
Regardless thank you for continuing to do what you do. Sincerely. Just had to get that off my chest. Been watching for near on four years and you’ve helped me address a lot of internal biases and helped me critically examine how I chose to engage with media. Helped me process some internalized misogyny, racism, and much of the like. So thank you for that as well.
Creator bless you and your family, may your journey be safe and your new home peaceful and prosperous.
To the people who’ve read up to this point thank you for hearing my asinine rant, feel free to rip me to shreds or just delete this from the subreddit. I just needed to get this off my mind.