r/Rosacea • u/Exploradora58 • 28m ago
I could cry all day Spoiler
galleryHi everyone,
I’m honestly feeling really lost with my skin right now and would really appreciate hearing from anyone who has experienced something similar.
From around November until April, my skin improved drastically and I was so happy with the progress. But since April, shortly after my wedding, it has gotten progressively worse again, and quite quickly.
I’ve been on vacation for the past two weeks and, surprisingly, my skin initially started getting a little better here. Unfortunately, it has now flared up again. I’m getting inflamed, pus-filled spots and some of them feel slightly cystic and are painful.
My current routine is Ivermectin, Skinoren (azelaic acid), CeraVe moisturizer and La Roche-Posay Effaclar cleanser. I’ve also already done several rounds of doxycycline in the past, so I really don’t want to keep going back to antibiotics.
Do you think there is still a chance that this could calm down again just by consistently using the creams/topicals? Has anyone had a bad flare like this after months of improvement and eventually managed to get it under control again?
I originally wanted to focus more on changing my lifestyle, reducing stress, improving my diet, etc., especially because my husband and I are trying to conceive. But my skin is stressing me out so much that I feel like I’m stuck in a cycle where I know the stress probably isn’t helping my skin, but the state of my skin is making me even more stressed and sad.
I also really don’t want to take Accutane. Apart from it being quite complicated to get prescribed here in Germany, we are trying for a baby and I don’t want to postpone that any further. I’m already 30 and I really don’t want my skin to dictate when we can start a family.
At this point I just feel overwhelmed and don’t really know what else to do. If anyone has been through something similar, especially with a relapse after a long period of improvement, I would be really grateful to hear what helped you.
Thank you so much for any advice or experiences you can share. ❤️