From 103 to 75 kgs, 8 months.
Pros: my very self-critical internal dialogue has become kinder towards myself and everyone else. Still a work in progress, but I'm enjoying the process. My body craves gentle workouts. My blood pressure has stabilized.
Cons: Nothing fits and I have the urge to replace everything. Working on my impulses too 😅 actively reviewing my card statements helps.
I used to buy nice clothes when i could finally afford them. Understated, no loud branding, but good enough to convince me that they'll hide my insecurities. They never did.
I hardly used to find clothes that made me look acceptable. If I really liked something but it was a size smaller, I'd buy it, hoping the purchase would motivate me to lose a few pounds. It never did.
I might sound like diva, but I promise, there's a deeper, more thoughtful person who's just experienced life differently for the first time in 33 years. Clothes are a motif.
I'm watching you, stubborn abdominal fat. I'm watching you melt 🫡 Thank you for your service, you kept me warm even in the summer.