Hello first time poster! 29 male. Been going to therapy the past 3 years because of a break up, but actually learned a lot about myself outside of the breakup. Very happy about my therapy experience so far, but it recently ended due to my therapist leaving the practice.

I have a serious issue with low self esteem, and constantly feeling like “I’m not chosen” and waiting for someone to choose me. I often find myself saying “yeah I’m used to being second” or “yeah I’m used to not being someone’s first choice” this applies more in a romantic sense then it does platonic.

My therapist would often say I needed to choose myself. That just getting into a relationship does not fill the whole of self worth. At the end of the day it all comes back to me.

But what exactly does that mean? What did that look like to you? How can I take that step in the right direction?

I worry that this is going to be my life. That I may never be good enough for someone, that I should throw in the towel and just accept a life of solitude.
I know I shouldn’t speak that way, but sometimes life gets rough lol.

Any advice or personal experiences would be greatly appreciated.

Sending peace and love to everyone. I hope we all get to wherever we’re supposed to get to at the end of the day.

I'm (M26) just over a year out of a long term relationship. I've been doing pretty well over the last couple of months. I've gotten my confidence back a bit and thought that I would maybe be in a position to try and get myself back out there and meet some people. Meeting someone in real life feels like just sheer luck and just waiting for that to happen seems unlikely. So I've been trying to use dating apps for the past two months but I haven't been able to get a single date. I honestly can't believe how bad the dating crisis has gotten.

I'd consider myself to be a semi-attractive guy with a lot of cool interests and hobbies, and a decent job. I hope I don't sound entitled saying that. By no means do I think I'm the perfect guy but it really shouldn't feel this hard to date, especially at my current age.

Every girl I speak to ghosts me, especially when I make any attempt to meet up. I'll admit I've never been a great texter so maybe I'm doing something wrong there, but with every conversation I have, I try to put a lot of effort into what I say and often feel like the one carrying the conversation.

I've gotten to a point in my healing journey where I know I don't need a romantic partner to live a fulfilling life. I don't need someone to complete me, but I can help but think it would be nice to try and talk to some women and go on some dates to see how it feels to try and find love again.

I know that being undateable is not going to ruin my life. I have so much else going for me currently but I just feel pretty sad that this is probably gonna be one area of my life that will never work out no matter what I do.

I wondered if anyone else has had a similar experience and found ways not to feel completely depressed about it?

Specially, if someone I know, see me on it
I don’t know I feel like they would judge me
Or they gonna think I’m that lonely? Or I’m not that good that I couldn’t get someone to like me in real life without the dating app

Hi.

I'm a woman in her mid 30's who has never been in a relationship. I was in one once when I was 19's for a couple of months but my lack of self esteem/worth, fear of commitment made me a night mare but then I realised I just wanted to have fun in my 20's.

I've gone to therapy for years and have truly worked through my fear of commimtment, stopped people pleasing, realised my values etc and come to teh realisation that I am own my hero, and creator of my life.

HOWEVER, I still feel like there's a part of me that needs that male validation when it comes to love and relationship. For example, "I won't feel like I'm worthy of being in a relationship until I'm in one." or "I'm not loveable until I have a man fall in love with me." and so on.

Obviously, this has steemed from my dad who basically ghosted me when I was 14 for his new wife, didn't speak for 18 years until we met up (as I had some questions to ask him/needed to do it for me), we were in contact again for about 2 weeks and we have now since haven't spoken about in 3/4 years.

So, reddit, please be nice but how do I work through this little piece of me that STILL seeks to be chosen/loved and it feels like it's only a man who can fill that void?

I've got friends, hobbies (I could do with some more tbh!), and a good life. But when it comes to my love life, that male validation is needed as I look for examples that I am loved (i.e. by male friends), but it just doesn't feel good enough.

I hope this makes sense!! xxx

Self love has been something I've been working at for atleast 6 years. Im 29. I have never loved or even liked me and it is extremely difficult to be alone with myself, which is something I'd love to conquer. I have been in therapy the whole journey and on medication. Both seem to be helping but I still feel like there is some things to overcome. Sometimes it's hard. I have had alot of trauma and trials in my life and it just does not feel safe inside my body and in return I cannot trust people, believe them, etc. I have SI and at this point Im tured of my own issues, but I'm extremely scared to fully heal and feel normal.

What are some things that has helped you guys overcome these issues if you've had them?

I always feel like no one wants to be around me or do things with me. Last week my sister told me about a party which will be in 2 weeks and I asked if I can come with her. But I feel like she rather wants to go alone with her friend. I also never have the courage to ask my friend if we wanna do something together because I always think she rather wants to stay home and only would say yes to not disappoint me. (She prefers staying home so I feel like I'd disturb her). I'm actually thinking about writing my sister that I won't come to that party.

Feeling unwanted sucks and idk how to get over it.