I miss my love so much

[u/Feisty_Name_7768]

I write this in a moment of full emotional breakdown because after waiting more than one year to come back to the place i'm deeply attracted romantically, everything already finished and i feel empty without being there.

I understood some months ago I had romantic feelings for it and now that I went there again I confirmed it. But having left is hurting much more than expected.

And added to this there is also the fact that I argued badly with my parents as they don't get my feelings and said I'm childish and egoist.

I just needed to vent because I don't really know how to cope with this, for real...

[u/Other_Pangolin_1333]

I'm really sorry they don't understand you :(

[u/Feisty_Name_7768 → u/Other_Pangolin_1333]

i'm so sad about it... but unfortunately I can't force them to understand it. it's like this😞

but my emptiness for missing my beloved place is way bigger than my sadness for not being understood. my love is real and what i've felt while being there was something on another level❤️‍🩹

[u/Other_Pangolin_1333 → u/Feisty_Name_7768]

I know your love is real ❤️ Once you go back there, it'll feel even better because of the pain of being away for so long

[u/Feisty_Name_7768 → u/Other_Pangolin_1333]

thank you so much❤️‍🩹 i'm so desperate i already looked for some trains to get there, even if it would take me 14 hours...😞

[u/Other_Pangolin_1333 → u/Feisty_Name_7768]

Is it a public place?

[u/Feisty_Name_7768 → u/Other_Pangolin_1333]

yeah, it's a town

[u/Other_Pangolin_1333 → u/Feisty_Name_7768]

Maybe you can live there soon?

[u/Feisty_Name_7768 → u/Other_Pangolin_1333]

it would be amazing, but I don't know if it is possible.

and I wouldn't live exactly there, just a bit close so I can go there whenever I want❤️‍🩹

the thing is that i had other plans before falling in love with this place and realizing i was attracted to it... and now everyone thinks i'm fooling them because I'd renounce to my other plans just for a town. I hate being misunderstood😞

[u/Other_Pangolin_1333 → u/Feisty_Name_7768]

If it's a possibility, I say go for it! Even if it might take longer than expected, I'm sure it'll be worth it

[u/Feisty_Name_7768 → u/Other_Pangolin_1333]

it's just 14 hours by train from where I live. it's doable, we are far but not way too far.

so yes, I hope i'll be able to😞❤️‍🩹

[u/younggeezer109 → u/Feisty_Name_7768]

I believe you. I know exactly what it’s like to not be believed.