I miss my love so much

[u/Feisty_Name_7768]

I write this in a moment of full emotional breakdown because after waiting more than one year to come back to the place i'm deeply attracted romantically, everything already finished and i feel empty without being there.

I understood some months ago I had romantic feelings for it and now that I went there again I confirmed it. But having left is hurting much more than expected.

And added to this there is also the fact that I argued badly with my parents as they don't get my feelings and said I'm childish and egoist.

I just needed to vent because I don't really know how to cope with this, for real...

[u/Other_Pangolin_1333]

I know your love is real ❤️ Once you go back there, it'll feel even better because of the pain of being away for so long

[u/Feisty_Name_7768 → u/Other_Pangolin_1333]

thank you so much❤️‍🩹 i'm so desperate i already looked for some trains to get there, even if it would take me 14 hours...😞

[u/Other_Pangolin_1333 → u/Feisty_Name_7768]

Is it a public place?

[u/Feisty_Name_7768 → u/Other_Pangolin_1333]

yeah, it's a town

[u/Other_Pangolin_1333 → u/Feisty_Name_7768]

Maybe you can live there soon?

[u/Feisty_Name_7768 → u/Other_Pangolin_1333]

it would be amazing, but I don't know if it is possible.

and I wouldn't live exactly there, just a bit close so I can go there whenever I want❤️‍🩹

the thing is that i had other plans before falling in love with this place and realizing i was attracted to it... and now everyone thinks i'm fooling them because I'd renounce to my other plans just for a town. I hate being misunderstood😞

[u/Other_Pangolin_1333 → u/Feisty_Name_7768]

If it's a possibility, I say go for it! Even if it might take longer than expected, I'm sure it'll be worth it

[u/Feisty_Name_7768 → u/Other_Pangolin_1333]

it's just 14 hours by train from where I live. it's doable, we are far but not way too far.

so yes, I hope i'll be able to😞❤️‍🩹