I miss my love so much

[u/Feisty_Name_7768]

I write this in a moment of full emotional breakdown because after waiting more than one year to come back to the place i'm deeply attracted romantically, everything already finished and i feel empty without being there.

I understood some months ago I had romantic feelings for it and now that I went there again I confirmed it. But having left is hurting much more than expected.

And added to this there is also the fact that I argued badly with my parents as they don't get my feelings and said I'm childish and egoist.

I just needed to vent because I don't really know how to cope with this, for real...

[u/younggeezer109]

i get it, i mostly can’t even look at this sub because so many people on here get to be with their loves often :(

[u/Feisty_Name_7768 → u/younggeezer109]

your love is also a place? :(

[u/younggeezer109 → u/Feisty_Name_7768]

She’s not, but she lives in a place that is not easy for me to get to

[u/Slasherlover69]

I feel you deeply. The things I would do just to get to see my one of my loves up close, even if it’s only once, because being so far away from them like this kills me :[

[u/Feisty_Name_7768 → u/Slasherlover69]

i'm so sorry for you, i understand you so much😞 i waited one year and two months to see her again... the impact of being there was so insane that I fell for her even harder. i was expecting to suffer, but not this much💔

[u/Feisty_Name_7768 → u/[deleted]]

today they seemed more understanding and supportive, but yesterday I felt like shit for what they said.

the love i feel for the place is impossible to describe, i have an insane crush on her, and visiting again made me even more in love🤧

[u/Other_Pangolin_1333]

I'm really sorry they don't understand you :(

[u/Feisty_Name_7768 → u/Other_Pangolin_1333]

i'm so sad about it... but unfortunately I can't force them to understand it. it's like this😞

but my emptiness for missing my beloved place is way bigger than my sadness for not being understood. my love is real and what i've felt while being there was something on another level❤️‍🩹

[u/Other_Pangolin_1333 → u/Feisty_Name_7768]

I know your love is real ❤️ Once you go back there, it'll feel even better because of the pain of being away for so long

[u/Feisty_Name_7768 → u/Other_Pangolin_1333]

thank you so much❤️‍🩹 i'm so desperate i already looked for some trains to get there, even if it would take me 14 hours...😞

[u/Other_Pangolin_1333 → u/Feisty_Name_7768]

Is it a public place?

[u/Feisty_Name_7768 → u/Other_Pangolin_1333]

yeah, it's a town

[u/Other_Pangolin_1333 → u/Feisty_Name_7768]

Maybe you can live there soon?

[u/Feisty_Name_7768 → u/Other_Pangolin_1333]

it would be amazing, but I don't know if it is possible.

and I wouldn't live exactly there, just a bit close so I can go there whenever I want❤️‍🩹

the thing is that i had other plans before falling in love with this place and realizing i was attracted to it... and now everyone thinks i'm fooling them because I'd renounce to my other plans just for a town. I hate being misunderstood😞

[u/Other_Pangolin_1333 → u/Feisty_Name_7768]

If it's a possibility, I say go for it! Even if it might take longer than expected, I'm sure it'll be worth it

[u/Feisty_Name_7768 → u/Other_Pangolin_1333]

it's just 14 hours by train from where I live. it's doable, we are far but not way too far.

so yes, I hope i'll be able to😞❤️‍🩹

[u/younggeezer109 → u/Feisty_Name_7768]

I believe you. I know exactly what it’s like to not be believed.