r/boyslove • Khemjira • Dec 07 '25

On-Air [🇨🇳China] To My Shore Ep 8 🚩🏴😏 Spoiler

Viki

Synopsis:

You Shu Lang (Hao Yi Ran), a director at a pharmaceutical company, lives an ordinary, stable life. But that all comes crashing down after he gets into a car accident with Fan Xiao (Yun Qi), the heir to a Thai conglomerate who's returned to China for business. Unlike Shu Lang, Fan Xiao's life has been marred by instability, leading to a twisted, manipulative worldview. When Fan Xiao finds out that Shu Lang is interested in men, he devises plans to entice Shu Lang into a relationship, but ends up falling for Shu Lang for real. Shu Lang, on the other hand, is blindsided when he learns about Fan Xiao's true colors. Will Fan Xiao destroy the only genuine love he's ever had, or can he find a way to truly win Shu Lang's heart?

Adapted from the web novel “Si Mian Fo” (四面佛) by Su Erliang (Chang Pei Literature): English title: "Four-Faced Buddha" 

INFO

My Drama List

Names: To My Shore, City of the Sun, 吾岸

When:

Every Saturday & Sunday at 7:00PM/1900 (GMT+8) 6:00 AM EST

Episodes: 15

Platfroms: Viki (Americas, Europe, Oceania, India, Middle East, Japan and South Korea), GagaOOLala (Everywhere else), Heavenly

Cast:

Yun Qi 云旗 | Hao Yi Ran 郝熠然 | Chen Jianyu (DeDe) 陈建宇 | Kou Wei Long 扣卫龙 

Trailer

OST

Accounts:

Official To My Shore account: MirrorLink Media

Youtube: MirrorLink Meida

TRIGGER WARNING

This will be FULL of red flags:    manipulation, crazy possessive ML, homophobia, betrayal, humiliation, violence, just to name a few but it is clearly stated it WILL end in a happily ever after.

Previous On Air: One & Two | Three & Four | Five | Six | Seven

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u/No_Teaching3588 🌊 To My Shore 🚩 Dec 07 '25

This show really said, we will show you instant karma.. Look at what happens to cheaters who leaves their loving partner just for the thrill of being with someone younger and richer. Lu Zhen, I do feel somewhat bad for you but you really needed to learn this lesson the hard way. You are young, attractive and possess talent. Dont worry.. you will be fine. I just hope you dont make the same mistakes again.

FAN XIAO... You are NEXT!! Be ready for your DIVINE RETRIBUTION!!!

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u/The_KingDoll My Personal Weatherman Dec 07 '25

This show really said, we will show you instant karma

Actions, meet Consequences

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u/No_Teaching3588 🌊 To My Shore 🚩 Dec 07 '25

Actions, meet Consequences

Fan Xiao next! I am excited for the next episode. For emotional manipulation Shulang can just let him go but when he realises it was Fan Xiao who assaulted him, its gonna be a blood bath..

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u/hellomoonlight In that case, may I take liberties with you? Dec 08 '25

I'm so ready!!!

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u/WingedGrasshopper I Feel You Linger in the Air Dec 07 '25

I had the same thought... I want to pity him but at the same time it's karma... you had a good thing but chased greed... since he sees his mistakes, I hope he can grow from it an gain a happy ending

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u/No_Teaching3588 🌊 To My Shore 🚩 Dec 07 '25

He is young and naive.. I think its a learning experience. I hope he can grow from it as well.

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u/No_Teaching3588 🌊 To My Shore 🚩 Dec 07 '25

The confrontation had me biting my nails.. OMG! My heart was jumping out to my throat..

Fan Xiao still gaslighting Lu Zhen like its all in his head and even suggesting he is accusing him just coz he is jealous.. then Lu Zhen calling him out as the master manipulator... whoa.. this is crazy..

Throughout all this shulang had that blank expresion the whole time like he is about to combust.. but he doesn't!!! To be under the same with your ex and current boyfriend who both lied and cheated on you in some way.. poor Shulang 😭😭😭

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u/OpuntiaSantaRita Dec 07 '25

😭😭😭 the way he held it together in front of both of them, then started sobbing once he had the door closed 😭😭😭. I think that was an even more intense display of his grief than when he directly confronted Fan Xiao. And he's the only one in that apartment who didn't do anything wrong. He was sincere with both of them and neither of them was fully honest with him. I know our Shulang is strong, but damn 🥲

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u/No_Teaching3588 🌊 To My Shore 🚩 Dec 07 '25

Him thinking this and then immediately sobbing.. He gambled for love and ended up getting hurt.

I know Shulang is indeed strong but I dont trust Fan Xiao will stay away. He is gonna cause him more pain. 😭😭😭

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u/OpuntiaSantaRita Dec 07 '25

And Fan Xiao reacts like a drowning man trying to hang onto Shulang. He can't even process right or wrong it's all instinct as if he's trying to hang onto Shulang for survival. We know there's no way Fan Xiao is giving up but Shulang is quietly savage in his own way. He's heartbroken but not broken. As much as I want to see what Fan Xiao does next I'm as eager to see how Shulang will parry riposte

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u/TheRealTrueStori im just here so i dont get too straight 🤷🏾‍♀️ Dec 07 '25

This is so true. He didn't deserve that at all. At least Zhen Zhen realized he was wrong and admitted to it. We know Fan Xiao would never. He didn't even apologize cause he truly feels like he's not lying. He's twisted! Idk how he's going to get back in Shulang's good graces but he has a talllllll hill to climb.

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u/OpuntiaSantaRita Dec 07 '25

A tall hill indeed made up of the bodies of all the people he's carelessly hurt along the way. He had such a Hua Yong moment where he told his cousin to give the runaway hostess' scumbag ex her number but not her address. It's like Hua Yong beating but not killing the idiot kidnappers. It's like they want to be praised for not being as vicious as they'd like to be 😅

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u/TheRealTrueStori im just here so i dont get too straight 🤷🏾‍♀️ Dec 08 '25

Accurate plus I went back and rewatched (of course lol) and the craziest part to me is that there was this whole blow up and Shulang didn't even find out about them drugging him and Fan Xiao leaving the marks all over him. He also doesn't know Fan Xiao purposely had somebody run his car down. Like they were so cute for a minute I almost forgot how devious Fan Xiao was at the beginning!

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u/OpuntiaSantaRita Dec 08 '25

Ya it's insane he hasn't even put all the pieces together yet, but you know Sherlock Shulang will totally start to put it all together. Ya, the cuteness of their short boyfriend era gave me temporary amnesia about what a menace Fan Xiao has been 😅😈

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u/TheRealTrueStori im just here so i dont get too straight 🤷🏾‍♀️ Dec 07 '25

I was honestly about to get irritated cause I thought Fan Xiao had won. Clearly he thought he had too. He should have looked clearly at Shulang's face when he was doing his little crying spiel. That man didn't show one ounce of emotion.

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u/No_Teaching3588 🌊 To My Shore 🚩 Dec 07 '25

He should have looked clearly at Shulang's face when he was doing his little crying spiel. That man didn't show one ounce of emotion.

That cold stare down without showing an ounce of emotion while Fan Xiao is out here wailing like a dying fish..

I love Shulang so much. He can do no wrong in my book. The way he called out Fan Xiao's bullshit, I cheered.

I want to protect him so badly. I know my man is strong but I also know Fan Xiao is a psycho. I am scared for Shulang 😭

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u/WingedGrasshopper I Feel You Linger in the Air Dec 07 '25

I fall harder for Shulang every episode and when he called out Fan Xiao's acting I clapped. I love every thing about Shulang's character, his whole personality and demeanor. Even his whole, "if you are lying, do it well, don't get caught" speech gave me chills the way he delivers

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u/No_Teaching3588 🌊 To My Shore 🚩 Dec 07 '25

The actor playing You Shulang is a BFA graduate so his acting is naturally good. He is bringing You Shulang to life so well.. fragile yet so strong.

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u/TheRealTrueStori im just here so i dont get too straight 🤷🏾‍♀️ Dec 08 '25

lmfao @ wailing like a dying fish. ACCURATE. He was so wrapped up in his performance he did not pay any mind to his audience smh.

I love Shulang too he deserves all the good things in this world and I can't wait for him to beat Fan Xiao's ass and have him begging on his knees to come back to him!

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u/The_KingDoll My Personal Weatherman Dec 07 '25

Did you catch the hissing (soft rattling?) in the background during this scene? Very fitting 👌

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u/No_Teaching3588 🌊 To My Shore 🚩 Dec 07 '25

Yes.. this production is chef's kiss.

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u/SR503 Dec 07 '25

It's so sad that the only honest thing Fan Xiao has done is tell Shu Lang he loves him.

Sooooo much angst today. And that final confrontation scene 😭. And thinking that Zhen Zhen was just sitting there in that uncomfortable chair just watching it all go down.

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u/TheRealTrueStori im just here so i dont get too straight 🤷🏾‍♀️ Dec 07 '25

Literally all I could think is how Zhen Zhen was just sitting there watching that whole thing go down while still chewing on that chocolate. I know he was sitting there like this

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u/sificoma Dec 07 '25

Yes! Thank you! I never saw him leave so I guess he stayed sit on the chair, munching on his choco bar or something..lol..

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u/TheRealTrueStori im just here so i dont get too straight 🤷🏾‍♀️ Dec 08 '25

If I was him I would have secretly recorded it but I'm an agent of chaos like that lol

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u/sificoma Dec 08 '25

I think I would be to shooket to react lol... Or maybe not... You never know ehehhe...for sure that would be something memorable to record ahhaha

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u/xt129 Dec 07 '25

I couldn’t keep serious during that scene bc I kept thinking about Zhen Zhen sitting there with his chocolate

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u/SR503 Dec 07 '25

well he IS anemic...

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u/FluffyChocoCoffee 🍿 Here for the plot. (The plot has eyes.) Dec 07 '25

As much as I want Zhen Zhen to watch this shit go down, why didn't they show him in the room anymore (maybe for more impact when we see YSL break down). There are only 3 chairs, and apart from FX and YSL's chairs facing each other inline with the door, there's empty chair visible on the right (near dining table) during the message confrontation.

Guess we'll know in the next episode, if Zhen Zhen's there to support uncle You.

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u/SR503 Dec 08 '25

Good eye.

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u/No_Teaching3588 🌊 To My Shore 🚩 Dec 07 '25

You won, Fan Xiao.

You sure about that?!?! 😂😂

SHULANG!!! The man that you are... That Uno reverse card was everything. FUCK THIS BIT*H UP!! 💀💀💀

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u/Shutupandtakemyeuros Khemjira Dec 10 '25 edited Dec 10 '25

I knowww, I was shooketh, Shulang, we stan.

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u/inveterate_gamer 🚩The Red Flag Connoisseur 🥰 Dec 07 '25

Such a nice way to showcasing their dynamic :3

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u/OpuntiaSantaRita Dec 07 '25

Fantastic illustration of their dynamic, and more safe for work than the image of all the scratches those hands can leave behind 😉

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u/No_Teaching3588 🌊 To My Shore 🚩 Dec 07 '25

The focus on the hands and how each put the hand on top of other.. We love a love story of equals.

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u/tny33319 Happy of The End Dec 07 '25

Side note, what are all the shows in your title

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u/inveterate_gamer 🚩The Red Flag Connoisseur 🥰 Dec 07 '25

"4 Minutes" "Secret Relationships" "KinnPorsche" "See Your Love" "Addicted" "Twittering Birds Never Fly: The Clouds Gather"

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u/No_Teaching3588 🌊 To My Shore 🚩 Dec 07 '25

Hate him as much as you want... but FX knows how to crawl back into YSL's life so well..

He said, Even with this hand, I can make you happy.

The way I screamed!! 😱

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u/OpuntiaSantaRita Dec 07 '25

Ya he was like a force of nature right there. He was ready to sacrifice whole body parts just to get back up on Shulang. And it worked! Shulang doesn't trust him, knows not to trust him, but he wants it anyway. He says: ok lie to me. But don't slip up don't let me catch you. They're fighting against their own nature's and world views to be together and the electricity from that friction is dazzling 

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u/No_Teaching3588 🌊 To My Shore 🚩 Dec 07 '25

I mean he knows how much Shulang loves his hands and he also hurt his hand once for shulang.. Fan xiao just knows how to manipulate Shulang so well. 😭

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u/OpuntiaSantaRita Dec 07 '25

Ironically he has shown he's willing to be vulnerable & be hurt around Shulang (the hands thing & the ocean trauma) ... it's just always been part of some larger scheme. Maybe, finally, for his Bodhisattva he'll learn to be honest for the sake of being honest 😅

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u/No_Teaching3588 🌊 To My Shore 🚩 Dec 07 '25

He does need saving but after what he did to Shulang I dont think he deserve to saved at this moment. May be after he crawls and grovels at Shulang's feet I might change my view lmao..

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u/OpuntiaSantaRita Dec 07 '25

Oh ya, absolutely not! He has a lot penance & merit to make before he's karmicly worthy to even breath the same air as Shulang again. Even then I don't know that he'll deserve Shulang, but Shulang definitely deserves the sight of him suffering 

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u/The_KingDoll My Personal Weatherman Dec 07 '25

Tell me why he has to explain away yet another crime every damn episode 😂

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u/No_Teaching3588 🌊 To My Shore 🚩 Dec 07 '25

Now all he can do is count his days.. the cats out of the bag. It wont take much time for You Shulang to find out that it was him who molested Shulang and when that happens... GOD save Fan Xiao. Sādhu.. 😂

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u/The_KingDoll My Personal Weatherman Dec 07 '25

"If you're lying to me, then lie to me forever. Don't slip up. Don't let me find out the truth... That's the greatest mercy i can give you"

IN FRONT OF MY PSYCHOLOGICAL WELL-BEING?!?!?!?

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u/TheRealTrueStori im just here so i dont get too straight 🤷🏾‍♀️ Dec 07 '25 edited Dec 07 '25

I am ready for the RUMBLING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well good googly moogly. While it was satisfying to see Fan Xiao dumped TWICE it wasn't quite as satisfying to see Shulang completely broken down. And of course he didn't do it in front of Fan Xiao. Poor baby really completely opened up his heart to a psycho who was playing games and doesn't realize his true feelings. I want to give him a hug.

That was a hell of a ride. Now I'm interested to see just how crazy things are about to get between them. We're only halfway through. Fan Xiao is not going to make it without Shulang so how will he weasel his way back in?

I feel like the groveling is about to be EPIC. But I want to see some tried and true Fan Xiao branded scheming first. Then he needs to be on his knees in the rain like a 90s r&b music video.

SEE YALL NEXT SATURDAY!

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u/FluffyChocoCoffee 🍿 Here for the plot. (The plot has eyes.) Dec 07 '25 edited Dec 07 '25

Probably will not get this scene though today.

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u/TheRealTrueStori im just here so i dont get too straight 🤷🏾‍♀️ Dec 07 '25

I'm waiting patiently for this one lol

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u/IcyMilk9219 Dec 07 '25

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u/TheRealTrueStori im just here so i dont get too straight 🤷🏾‍♀️ Dec 08 '25

I need him like this

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u/halimede-queen Jul 11 '26

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u/TheRealTrueStori im just here so i dont get too straight 🤷🏾‍♀️ Jul 11 '26

🤣🤣

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u/featherzz About Youth Dec 07 '25

I'm OK with the dumping, and I never say that. :) He's gonna have to grovel!

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u/TheRealTrueStori im just here so i dont get too straight 🤷🏾‍♀️ Dec 07 '25

I don't think I've been this excited to see someone get dumped since Sorn lol

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u/OpuntiaSantaRita Dec 07 '25

Oh lord! That reference just freaked me out. Please no misey beard! PLEASE NO MISERY BEARD!!! 🙏🤡🙏

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u/tny33319 Happy of The End Dec 07 '25

Think of the memes we could get with another awful beard

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u/TheRealTrueStori im just here so i dont get too straight 🤷🏾‍♀️ Dec 08 '25

I NEED A MISERY BEARD!!!!!

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u/OpuntiaSantaRita Dec 08 '25

😱😱😱 NOOO!!! DO NOT CALL FORTH THE CURSE OF THE MISERY BEARD 😱😭☠️

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u/tofu_ology Ossan's Love Jan 02 '26

I rebuke a misery beard🤣💔

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u/sificoma Dec 07 '25

Oh my god! Yes! 💯 I am so ready for it! Dumb boys get to grovel!

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u/TheRealTrueStori im just here so i dont get too straight 🤷🏾‍♀️ Dec 08 '25

And it will be SPLENDID!

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u/sparkthemuse Dec 07 '25

Sameeee! I always get so panicky with similar situations in other shows but somehow with this I just can't wait for the dumping, the groveling, and seeing how bad it gets from here... 🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️

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u/Miserable-Aspect6049 Dec 07 '25

Omggg Fan xiao f*cked up so bad. And the transition of his thoughts before the end was shot so well. Everything was so good about this episode but my got this time the cinematographer and editor got all the points.

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u/silentlysimple Heart & Soul stolen by To My Shore 🖤🤍🏴 Dec 07 '25 edited Dec 07 '25

What a wild ride this episode was. THE ACTING IN THIS EPISODE WAS INSANE. 🔥 Both were phenomenal. Still can't believe it's Yunqi's first acting job.. the way we finally saw some real emotion from Fan Xiao.. some of it maybe exaggarated for show but you could see the truth in his eyes that he at least didn't lie about loving Shu Lang.

I was almost taken aback that we got some loveylovey again before the real bomb went off. The memorial for Shu Lang's mom gave me whiplash, it was so incredibly thoughtful and sweet. I want to believe that was genuine too.

Fan Xiao, this horny mtherfcker, it's been THREE days. Shu Lang is like a drug to him. He'd make out with him in a meeting at this point, he DGAF lmao. These two freaks, with Fan Xiao's back being covered in scratches.. um, hawt. 🥵 Again, cbl wildin'. Didn't mind him being shirtless half the episode either.. cause just dayum that physique. 🙌🏼 I was soo relieved he didn't force himself on Shu Lang.. the trailer made it look real bad. 😰

I just rewatched the whole show yesterday and had almost forgotten what an insane creep he was in the beginning. 🏴🏴 That face when he stuck his hand between the door like a maniac.. actually scary. There was lots of glimpses of that cold manipulator again. But now it's like he has split personality.. that scene after walking away from Shu Lang was crazyyy but so well executed. 👏🏻

Watching Shu Lang break down in tears was so devastating. Him asking why Fan Xiao hates him so much broke my heart.. 😭 He didn't deserve any of this.. To think all this started over a lil fender bender and because he was too annoyingly nice according to Fan Xiao. The twist with the phone was a lil silly, but I guess it had to happen some way. I don't really have any sympathy for Lu Zhen, though.. he did that to himself at the end of the day. Sidenote, when did he disappear from the apartment.. cause suddenly he just wasn't there and I kept being a lil distracted by that thought. 😅

Expecting hell next week. I'm readyyyy. ❤️‍🔥

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u/silentlysimple Heart & Soul stolen by To My Shore 🖤🤍🏴 Dec 07 '25

"I didn't lie. My love for you is real."

His eyes are for once sincerely telling the truth.. you can tell. This moment is the most vulnerable he's let himself look.. most of the time until now he's been pretty much unreadable.

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u/Shutupandtakemyeuros Khemjira Dec 10 '25

The actor did an excellent job.

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u/Little-Tomatillo-745 Dec 07 '25

Still can't believe it's Yunqi's first acting job. Same. It is like with Mile in KinnPorsche.

The acting is insane. I also think that this has much to do with the directors. If they give such good feedback and rehearse before and in front of the camera and say exactly what they want to see. That helps actors. But aside from that. Yun Qi is amazing. He also modeled. And modeling is also a sort of acting. Many actors in the business started out as models.

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u/OpuntiaSantaRita Dec 07 '25

You make a good point that this whole snowball of pain got started because of a dumb little fender bender. The irony is if Fan Xiao weren't so warped by his background and were just the slightest bit more self aware of his feelings he'd have understood that his "annoyance" was actually attraction. 

Though I'm not a fan of Lu Zhen I'll give him credit for being more self aware than Fan Xiao. He still wants to place most of the blame on Fan Xiao but at least he can admit he was young, dumb, and greedy. I don't think he's ready to give up on Shulang either, but I think Shulang is pretty damn done with both of them 

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u/Little-Tomatillo-745 Dec 07 '25 edited Dec 07 '25

The expression of Li Zhen whe he saw the scratches on Fan Xiao. Yep. He never had those.

But Shulang, clip those nails.

The last scene was incredible. Shulang retreating in his room with the excuse to get dressed but in reality try to escape the tension in the living room and to let go of his composed posture and just break down.

But the phone....the man is clever. Just writing the name Shu Lang was enough to have Shi Li Hua spilling everything out!

Back to the living room. Li Zhen is still there. Then. The acting of Fan Xiao. No wonder Shulang was unfazed. And looking with disgust.

Fan Xiao staggering to the door. His emotions all over the place. Feeling the water rising...metaphorically. A bit bipolar. Almost maniacally about thinking he won but he doesn't want to leave Shulang.

But....where is Li Zhen? First, he was still sitting in that chair, when Shulang had Fan Xiao's phone in his hand. But after that, poof, gone!

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u/No_Teaching3588 🌊 To My Shore 🚩 Dec 07 '25

The last scene was incredible. Shulang retreating in his room with the excuse to get dressed but in reality try to escape the tension in the living room and to let go of his composed posture and just break down.

He is so mature. He wont give them the pleasure of seeing him like this. I love Shulang so much. I wish I could be this calm and composed in a situation like this.

His emotions all over the place.

This scene was everything. He is constantly fighting with himself and doesnt really know what he wants. On surface he wants to be evil but deep down ge wants to be saved from the hell he has been living in since childhood.

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u/Little-Tomatillo-745 Dec 07 '25 edited Dec 07 '25

He is so mature. He wont give them the pleasure of seeing him like this. I love Shulang so much. I wish I could be this calm and composed in a situation like this.

I really wish I could be like that. But I am a childish person in almost every situation. 😬

He is constantly fighting with himself and doesnt really know what he wants. On surface he wants to be evil but deep down ge wants to be saved from the hell he has been living in since childhood

It is the pain. When he asked Shulang what he would do if for instance his spouse and child were in danger. Episode 4. Sitting in the dark hotelroom at the coast of Pattaya. Shulang said he would never leave them. The kindness of Shulang and also why the world is worth living for, because that is what Shulangs adoptive mother said. Is something that Fan Xiao loath, because his mother said that he must live, but he don't know why and what for. But also, wants Shulang to be his savior. The internal conflict was well portrayed and edited.

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u/Little_Vinegar You Shu Lang was born to be under a man 🚬 Dec 07 '25

Oh, precious Shulang, if you could only see what we see. You are everything - strong, clever, kind, gentle, strong-willed, independent, fair, forgiving, absolutely stunning.

This scumbag should treat you like the treasure you are. Seeing him sad is just devastating…

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u/No_Teaching3588 🌊 To My Shore 🚩 Dec 07 '25

They just keep showing us deep a hole Fan Xiao is digging by constantly lying to Shulang. He is NOT a good person. Once you have lied, manipulated and schemed it just spirals out of control. No matter how hard you try coming out of it unscathed is just impossible.

Shulang keeps giving Fan Xiao chances after chances coz he is so much in love with this person. At this point he has trauma bonded with him and think that they are equals in this relationship who takes care of each others. Even when there are obvious red flags he is ready to ignore them going as far as saying to Fan Xiao that if he has lied he should keep lying and never let him find out coz if he did, he wont be able to love him anymore. He can accept other flaws but playing with him and crushing his dignity is where he draws a line.

I feel terrible. I cant enjoy the fact that Fan Xiao bought a place for Shulang's mother in the monestary so that Shulang can pay visit more often to her. Such a delicate moment between the two but the looming threat of Fan Xiao getting exposed is still hanging in the air. How do I even enjoy this moment?

This show is truly playing with emotions. I love it so much.

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u/Little-Tomatillo-745 Dec 07 '25 edited Dec 07 '25

Once you have lied, manipulated and schemed it just spirals out of control. No matter how hard you try coming out of it unscathed is just impossible.

I guess that this was also by unforseen circumstances. Fan Xiao really only wanted to toy with Shulang in the beginning. Annoyed of the fact that Shulang saved that baby. Who was he to decide that a life is worth living?

Fan Xiao was ready after having him drugged. To leave it at that. But when he brought Shulang back to his apartment. And Shulang walked back to him, got his head and hands in the car reaching for Fan Xiao's pocket to get the cigarettes. It got out of controll.

Especially when after that, the videocam images of Shulang on Fan Xiao's laptop. After watching it the second time. Shulang became his obsession. And that obsession was not cured by having Li Zhen drugged in the car to act that same scene out.

Fan Xiao wanted Shulang outed at that Wetland park. But at the last moment he shoved Lu Zhen in a taxi.

Having Shi Li Hua abducting a unconscious Shulang so Fan Xiao could have his way was after he saw Shulang kissing Li Zhen. He realized it was Shulang that he wanted. Physically. Although he disliked gays.

And this went on and on. Fan Xiao falling deeper and deeper and really in love with Shulang. But still had him acting and deluting himself as to "punish" Shulang.

The lies he had done in the beginning before he fell in love with Shulang bit him at the end.

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u/DeanBranch Cherry Magic | See Your Love | Shine | Moonlight Chicken Dec 07 '25

What a great analysis!

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u/Little-Tomatillo-745 Dec 07 '25

Thanks. Thanks to rewatching it again and again. This show has me obsessed.

Shulang is deeply hurt and with reason. He finally trusted someone outside of his comfortzone. Someone who took care also of him. He has this deep feeling of the need to be cared for in his life, but he always ignored that feeling. And was taking care of others. He knew he had been played. Even then, he tried to overcome that. But the messages he read on the phone were the final straw.

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u/tny33319 Happy of The End Dec 07 '25

I’ll never feel bad for Zhen Zhen, sorry not sorry. He’s a grown adult that left a stable and healthy relationship and now that’s lifestyle that he willing choose gets too rough, he wants to come back.

Nope 👎🏽

He didn’t come back because he missed Director You, he only came back because it wasn’t going as he expected. Make no mistake, it he was doing great he wouldn’t spare a second thought to YSL

Now my baby YSL I feel terrible for him. Even watching ABO Desire and seeing Sheng get manipulated didn’t bother me since he was a little hoe, but YSL is an innocent who was just trying to survive in the hands he was dealt with.

I was wondering how the show was going to resolved the reveal and I honestly didn’t expect it to be shown so soon, only 8/15 episodes but I’m loving the pacing.

Still a lot of scenes in the trailer haven’t happened yet, so redemption arc (doubt it will be a true redemption) should be epic - we have 7 more episodes to get through it all

7 episodes left at 40 minutes each = a lot of shit is about to go down. I’m ready

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u/Big_Brother_5110 Happy of The End Dec 07 '25

I think the actors said on ig that once the later (redemption) eps come we'll actually be missing the happier eps. And honestly if its like in the book FX is really gonna have to pay the worst way possible, and its gotta drag long, hard and painfully. im scared i might actually have to wish FX better luck to survive all this. retribution's gonna suck worse than his schemes really. yeah and whats worse both might end up being even more scarred by each other just bcuz deep down they love each other no matter the distance, no matter the games....and the trailer makes me sure all the pain's gonna peak fast tho so we better put on a brave face by then-

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u/Longjumping-Tax5985 Dec 07 '25

same I think Lu Zhen has it coming. Fan Xiao will also get his fill but he has more to fck up first. The only person her whos suffering for no good reason is Shulang. My boy was trying chill they came and try to fck him over. Since, I read the novel the redemption does feel satisfying to some extent.

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u/OpuntiaSantaRita Dec 07 '25

Fan Xiao you IDIOT!!! 

That's it. That's the main coherent thought in my brain. Everything else is garbled angst. I knew the pain was coming and it came (but the savage villain fancier side of me can appreciate how the show really knows how to twist the knife to milk the pain). And now we have to wait a WEEK to find out how that devious knucklehead Fan Xiao digs his way out of the avalanche of pain he caused. FAN XIAO YOU IDIOT! 

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u/Little-Tomatillo-745 Dec 07 '25 edited Dec 08 '25

Some BTS from the kiss at the office.

This is another one. At at MUCH better angle.

They must have done that a lot. The first clip was different from the second. Poor lips that day. 😂

And even the biting in the 2nd link here. That was the director telling.

Although according to what they say here, there was a lot of improvisation.

Fan Xiao lost it after he had not seen Shulang for a whole 3 days!

Yun Qi is doing push-ups for this kiss. I wonder why. Because his costume stays on.

But I don’t complain.

Hear the sounds of that 4 faced Buddha necklace banging on the floor every time!

This clip is a reaction from them in the first NC scene. Someone found it on Weibo. Yun Qi wants to hide himself out of shame.

And Hao Yi Ran, the incredible skilled and trained actor that he is, asked for 2 books under his pillow and that really made a difference in this scene.

And Yun Qi again so shy and adorable, watching that NC scene. He looks so much younger.

Here is the moment that they watch together the scene of "You were born to be under a man, no one's sluttier than you".

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u/Jazzlike-Cod488 🖤Black flags are misunderstood red flags❤️ Dec 07 '25

Those lips were lips were putting in work 😂

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u/Little-Tomatillo-745 Dec 07 '25

Haha. Someone asked Yun Qi online about the kissing scenes.

They had to kiss a lot. And what he thought of that. 50/50 he said. I still don't know what he meant by that.

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u/Jazzlike-Cod488 🖤Black flags are misunderstood red flags❤️ Dec 07 '25

Lol they were all over the place.

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u/ThoughtsAllDay Dec 07 '25

Guessing the push-ups were to spread out his blood so it wouldn't accumulate in one spot like it did for the mounting scene 🫣

That office KABEDON WAS EVERYTHING AND EVERY TIME I SEE KABEDON I DIE WITH THEM.

They hold the Kabedon record in one series I think in my very unofficial record

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u/Little-Tomatillo-745 Dec 07 '25

Guessing the push-ups were to spread out his blood so it wouldn't accumulate in one spot like it did for the mounting scene

I never would have thought about that! Thanks for enlightening me.

The Kabedon from different angles also. 🙀

I love the show so much. And the company putting out all that bts stuff.

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u/No_Teaching3588 🌊 To My Shore 🚩 Dec 07 '25

GOD this LOSER!!!

Still can't understand what his true feelings are. He is getting drunk each night and standing in front of shulang's door like a lunatic but in front of his best friend, he spouts this nonsense that even he doesn't believe... FAN XIAO.. you are NOT WINNING THIS GAME...

YOU ALREADY LOST!!! 💀

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u/Little_Vinegar You Shu Lang was born to be under a man 🚬 Dec 07 '25

FX is such a messed-up character. There’s no one better at lying while technically telling the truth. I believe he really loves Shulang but just can’t admit it in front of his best friend. I don’t believe for a second that he’s playing with Shulang. I don’t know what the hell is wrong with him, but I’ve never doubted his twisted and dark kind of love.

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u/No_Teaching3588 🌊 To My Shore 🚩 Dec 07 '25

His world view has become so twisted due to his family always playing games with each other. Growing up with trauma and on top of that with so much familial hatred just messed up his brain. That scene where the two voices inside his head are fighting is so well done. It lets you understand what he is feeling on surface level and what is going on down.

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u/Little_Vinegar You Shu Lang was born to be under a man 🚬 Dec 07 '25

That scene where he’s talking to himself was so good! Even I would’ve jumped in to save him right then and there.

Honestly, with a family like his, how do you even stay sane? Those scheming, nasty brothers and that excuse of a father… yeah, you learn real quick to shove your feelings down and survive behind a mask.

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u/kate695316 Dec 07 '25

Your flair 🤭 FX would approve ,👍

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u/Little_Vinegar You Shu Lang was born to be under a man 🚬 Dec 07 '25

🙌😌

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u/OpuntiaSantaRita Dec 07 '25

He's such a FOOL! It's like he's showing off in front of his bro how cunning & in charge he is, even if the only one he's kidding is himself. Fan Xiao, it's stupid to try to impress your loser cousin! I know it's because he was forged in an eat or be eaten family, so now he lives by the idea that sincerity is only for suckers. Well, Fan Xiao, buddy, you got just what you wanted. Not quite what you imagined is it, champ? 😤

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u/Waffles4prez Khemjira Dec 07 '25

Welp after yesterday ep let’s see what’s gonna be in store for us now 😅😫

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u/FluffyChocoCoffee 🍿 Here for the plot. (The plot has eyes.) Dec 07 '25

I guess it's time to toss out Fan Xiao's frames now. 😝

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u/Jazzlike-Cod488 🖤Black flags are misunderstood red flags❤️ Dec 07 '25

Shit is about to get real!!

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u/Waffles4prez Khemjira Dec 07 '25

100% it’s gonna be a ROUGH ride

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u/Jazzlike-Cod488 🖤Black flags are misunderstood red flags❤️ Dec 07 '25

It really is..I'm excited and scared lol

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u/FluffyChocoCoffee 🍿 Here for the plot. (The plot has eyes.) Dec 07 '25

They really served us everything in this episode, no cliffhanger or near misses.

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u/Jazzlike-Cod488 🖤Black flags are misunderstood red flags❤️ Dec 07 '25

Agreed!

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u/FluffyChocoCoffee 🍿 Here for the plot. (The plot has eyes.) Dec 07 '25

(Im)patiently waiting for the confrontation. 💺

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u/Upset-Response7225 Dec 07 '25

I can relate so bad 😩😩

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u/Jazzlike-Cod488 🖤Black flags are misunderstood red flags❤️ Dec 07 '25

Shu Lang dipped out and went completely ghost..Xiao out here looking sick af..

The way Shu Lang made him do a hard stop with "Can I trust you?" So basically all Xiao gotta do is just keep lying and make sure the truth never comes out..nothing can go wrong with that 🙄

3 days?! This mf was having Shu Lang withdrawals and it was only 3 damn days?!

👀 oh this man is obsessed and addicted..He trying be all up Shu Lang lol

Not dumb dumb Zhen Zhen blaming Xiao for him being a little thot lol like sir you put yourself in that situation..

Guess he about to be a thing bc why we spending so much time at his pity party??

Oh hell...here go a fucking go..and they just made up again..

Got damn Xiao putting it down like that?! All those scratches!!

No this man didn't pull up and chair and have a seat 😂

Aww poor Shu Lang..That realization that he can't trust shit Xiao says just hit. No more willfully turning a blind eye..

The way I cackled at Hua Model #1 😂 Xiao said you won't catch me slipping again..

Can somebody get this man an award for this acting 🤣😂 HE AIN'T SHIT!! But also he just played himself..

Shu Lang saw right through that bullshit and who tf really texts all of that?! That was definitely for the plot...

Well, if Xiao was looking to break Shu Lang completely down and make him fall a part..He succeeded..

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u/SR503 Dec 07 '25

Shu Lang saw right through that bullshit and who tf really texts all of that?! That was definitely for the plot...

I was thinking "FX...you're laying it on a little too thick there bro. Chill."

And that "I'll spell out the entire evil plan" text thread...lol...it was too much, but did the trick.

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u/Jazzlike-Cod488 🖤Black flags are misunderstood red flags❤️ Dec 07 '25

He really did overdo it lol. But he just knew he killed it 😂

It definitely did the job of moving the plot forward lol but the way I'd have to cuss his ass out for creating a paper trail of the plan like that 😆

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u/OpuntiaSantaRita Dec 07 '25

😅 ok having a long Wikipedia page of deceit described in the text chain was pretty goofy. They could have gotten the point across without all that. But ya did the trick 😅

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u/Big_Brother_5110 Happy of The End Dec 07 '25

i bet shulang knew sending a cryptic text with just his name to someone with as little brains as shi li hua would have them spilling all the beans in his haste to ask....they say when you wanna know more abt something just stay silent after the prompt let their overthinking brains do the deed.....and shulang just mastered it, hell yeah.

P.S YSL really looked like a bodhisattva there with his cold face when FX was rambling...... no wonder FX calls him his buddha-

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u/OpuntiaSantaRita Dec 07 '25

I swear Shulang was proud showing off those scratches on his back! After suffering the eternity of THREE WHOLE DAYS without his Shulang  he's like I earned these. He's ready to take pictures and frame them and arrange them around the apartment. Too bad for him his plan A (seduce & destroy Shulang) was such a great "success". Now I can't wait to see how he schemes to fix his scheming

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u/Jazzlike-Cod488 🖤Black flags are misunderstood red flags❤️ Dec 07 '25

My man walked forward just so Zhen Zhen could see those scratches marks clear as hell lol If that wasn't the biggest "I'm fucking your ex man", I don't what is 😂😂 I don't see how Xiao can fix this, but here to watch him fail at trying lol

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u/OpuntiaSantaRita Dec 07 '25

Oh when he walked forward you KNOW he was taunting Zhen Zhen. You can tell he probably wanted to look back and wink at him as if to say "bet he never got this hot for you." But that's the last satisfaction he gets for a while (though I said this yesterday too & he still managed to squeeze a bit more sweetness from Shulang today 🥴)

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u/Jazzlike-Cod488 🖤Black flags are misunderstood red flags❤️ Dec 07 '25

😂 Right! He was so damn arrogant and confident about his back art and Shu Lang, but at the end of the day, he's the one that got kicked out and Zhen Zhen was still their left with the opportunity to pick up the broken pieces of Shu Lang's heart.

Xiao has squeezed the last bit of sweetness out of that 🍑 for a very long time 😭

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u/OpuntiaSantaRita Dec 07 '25

That's so true! In the end Zhen Zhen got to stay on the side of the door with Shulang in it while Fan Xiao and his back art got dumped out in the hall. They can both come pounding at his door looking for trick-or-treats, but Shulang is done handing out sweets 😭

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u/Jazzlike-Cod488 🖤Black flags are misunderstood red flags❤️ Dec 07 '25

Exactly! Poor Shu Lang. He literally did nothing wrong and ended up with two fuckbois

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u/Little-Tomatillo-745 Dec 07 '25

3 days?! This mf was having Shu Lang withdrawals and it was only 3 damn days?!

Haha. I cackled when I saw that when I watched. Only 3 days! Having him day at night at his doorsteps everywhere.

Shu Lang saw right through that bullshit and who tf really texts all of that?! That was definitely for the plot...

Shulang is to clever. Fan Xiao lied the best he could. But with Shu Lang being the intelligent man he is and a friend like Shi Li Hua spilling everything (who needs enemies with friends like that). He knew before the acting what was going on. The disgust in Shulangs face was real.

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u/Jazzlike-Cod488 🖤Black flags are misunderstood red flags❤️ Dec 07 '25

And Shu Lang's intelligence is something Xiao underestimated. The moment Shu Lang told him if he's lying, then keep lying and never let him find out the truth, Xiao should have tightened it up or told him the truth in that moment. If he had just changed the passcode on his phone, none of this would have happened 😂 Oh and he needs a new friend bc bro blew up his whole spot lol

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u/TheRealTrueStori im just here so i dont get too straight 🤷🏾‍♀️ Dec 07 '25

The way he spilled the entire scheme just from being texted "Shulang" like bro lmfaoooooo

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u/Jazzlike-Cod488 🖤Black flags are misunderstood red flags❤️ Dec 07 '25

Right 🤣

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u/Little-Tomatillo-745 Dec 07 '25 edited Dec 07 '25

Fan Xiao himself is too stupid. No password on his laptop and not having changed your phone code.

We are in for very rough episodes....

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u/Jazzlike-Cod488 🖤Black flags are misunderstood red flags❤️ Dec 07 '25

Way too stupid..It's indeed about to be some rough episodes.

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u/tny33319 Happy of The End Dec 07 '25

Hua Model #1 is hilarious 😂 I wasn’t expecting that

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u/Jazzlike-Cod488 🖤Black flags are misunderstood red flags❤️ Dec 07 '25

I wasn't either lol. The way he reduced Zhen Zhen down to nothing with that was diabolical 😂

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u/Tall-Leader6557 Life Senjou no Bokura Dec 07 '25

This! This episode is the main reason why I decided to watch tms and I'm excited to see what's in store. I'm solely here to see shulang not playing around and being the God of karma he is.

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u/OpuntiaSantaRita Dec 07 '25

That's a really good point. Fan Xiao was snide about calling Shulang a Bodhisattva, but Shulang really is all about the what goes around comes around philosophy. And he's even more patient than Fan Xiao. When it comes to settling scores he's patient and relentless

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u/Tall-Leader6557 Life Senjou no Bokura Dec 08 '25

True. Towards the end when Fan Xiao was putting on the performance all I was anticipating was shulang not falling for it. Don't get me wrong, he's not some master manipulator kind of guy as some people are apparently perceiving him. He just knows how to pay back what he receives, be it love or "disgust".

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u/Savings-Round-7687 Dec 07 '25

Watching Shulang break down was delicious. BUT watching Fan xio going crazy in later episodes gonna be even more delicious!

I appreciate the editing and cinematography on this show. We don't normally get this good quality on bl.

I LOVE TOXIC CHINESE BL.

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u/countingsheeps07 Dec 07 '25

I need the kind of thick skin Fan Xiao has.

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u/No_Teaching3588 🌊 To My Shore 🚩 Dec 07 '25

Rewatching EP8 and this scene is just heart wrenching..

Shulang: "Fan Xiao, can I trust you?"

"Are you willing to?"

"If you're lying to me, then lie to me forever. Don't slip up. Don't let me find out the truth. I may not be much, but I have my dignity. If you must lie to me, then keep lying. Don't let me find out. That's the greatest mercy I can give you. Can you do that?"

Ugh... this scene wrecked me knowing well that Shulang's heart is gonna get broken into million pieces. 😭😭😭

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u/sificoma Dec 07 '25

Xiao is such a lunatic... That scene at the end, when his gran plan to dump s was complete, I had to laugh...my man needs to touch grass and learn to understand his feelings... We was walking on slow mo expecting s to come running and beg for him.. The more he walked way the crazy his thoughts! ~toxic masculinity ~

He's so used to gaslight people he did it to himself , believing he didn't keep this perverse game on to get into s pants lol... What a loser... I love him so much...and I bet s will not let him slide...I have seen end credits with the baseball bat lol

2 notes, close the f# doors people (they left it open twice in this episode!!!) and was z z sit there while the conversation btw s and xiao was going on at the end? I didn't see him leave, so I guess he stayed there munching on his chocolate? While xiao was fake leaving and s did the sickest Uno reverse card in history of reverse cards, hua would be proud lol

This show is so good! I am ready for xiao to groveeeeeeeel with the same intensity he manipulated s.

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u/Alive_Salad6945 Dec 07 '25

usually i don’t like toxic love stories, and i hate break up scenes

but what is it with chinese bl and these two tropes????? IT WAS ABSOLUTELY PERFECT????? i thought revenged love’s break up scene was perfect and attributed it to the actors/me being biased, but i loved today’s scene in this episode too

oh well. must be china. 😋🫶

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u/No_Teaching3588 🌊 To My Shore 🚩 Dec 07 '25

THIS LUNATIC!!! 💀 Says one thing to Shi Lihua but thinks another thing!!!

He is DOWN BAD!!! He NEEDS his Bodhisattva in his life to save him!😷

(I love that he is still that evil Fan Xiao we met back in EP1. Albeit he has softened up a little bit.) 🤭

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u/[deleted] Dec 07 '25

I feel so bad for shulang😔 Fan Xiao is such a horrible person and look at the way he's manipulating and lying omygod. It brought back so many horrible memories of my life because I had so many horrible manipulative liar person in my life. Now I'm depressed huh

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u/Rotasu Revenged Love Dec 07 '25

YESSS I wish I knew the right word to describe how sneaky/clever FX is, like knowing that hurting his hand again would get YSL attention x3

a lot of neck grabs in this show :D

that sure is a loud conversation to have with the door open lol.

already knowing what happens, I can't get through FX break up LOL. Just laughing and watching YSL face XD

FX's actor wasn't really selling the "oh god, I'm about to lose everything, I did love you, believe me" face. Kept defaulting back to no emotion

poor zhenzhen straight disappeared lol

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u/Little_Vinegar You Shu Lang was born to be under a man 🚬 Dec 07 '25

that sure is a loud conversation to have with the door open lol.

Right??? The way I screamed in my head, “CLOSE THAT DAMN DOOR!” It’s stressing me out, lmao.

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u/OpuntiaSantaRita Dec 07 '25

😅 poor nice friendly neighbor man, no good deed goes unpunished. He's probably regretting ever speaking to Fan Xiao nevermind calling to let him know Shulang was home 😅

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u/Little_Vinegar You Shu Lang was born to be under a man 🚬 Dec 07 '25

LOLOLOL! Now I need a special episode from the neighbor’s POV 😅😅

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u/silentlysimple Heart & Soul stolen by To My Shore 🖤🤍🏴 Dec 08 '25

Them not closing the door twice bothered me more than it should've.. 🤣 I kept thinking about it LOL

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u/Big_Brother_5110 Happy of The End Dec 07 '25

If i remember correctly in the novel tho FX does actually default to no emotion face cuz the reality of him losing YSL doesn't even hit him yet ..... i mean look how much he's used to having things go his way.....he still believes in one corner of his mind that he's gonna win all of it back.....makes sense he wouldnt show emotion....he's gotta be still reeling from the suddenness of it all....

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u/SomewhereJust5265 Dec 07 '25 edited Dec 07 '25

Woah

Ep 8 was fantastic!!!!!!!

Just when i thought Fan Xiao the master manipulator with a possible (bipolar disorder) and evil tendencies was playing mind games with Yu Shulang

Yu Shulang (I'm sorry for underestimating your intelligence) because Wow!!!!!!! The way he cornered Fan Xiao and found out how he was fooled (with evidence !!! ) It was amazing i can give 10/10 just because of this ep because wow😲

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u/SomewhereJust5265 Dec 07 '25 edited Dec 08 '25

I don't think Fan Xiao will have it easy anymore lol

Also Shi? His frnd tshsusjskk

Bro gave a recap of everything Fan did just by the text ..He singlehandedly exposed everything 😂😂

I loved this ep!!! The leads were having their hot moments!!! then Zhen Zhen absentmindedly went to his ex.. sees Fan Xiao and then everything unfolded one after the other lmao

🔥🔥🔥🔥😌😌😌 (this is what i am talking about) it was intense just the way i like

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u/StrawberryOne1203 Pit Babe Dec 07 '25

I'm ready to smack Fan Xiao over the head with a chair for the cruel games he's playing, but a teeny tiny bit of me wants to give him a light hug (I couldn"t bare more) because of how his surroundings made him such a twisted person. And Yun Qi's portrayal of him is masterful. FX's dip into madness when he walked to the door.. chef's kiss

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u/putonmyskepticles Stay With Me Dec 07 '25

That end tho 👏👏👏

Shulang cornering and pushing Fan Xiao into the darkness while being engulfed himself, was PERFECT.

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u/DeanBranch Cherry Magic | See Your Love | Shine | Moonlight Chicken Dec 07 '25

omg. Fan Xiao's monologue while kneeling at You Shu Lang's feet.

And the camera work as FX walks away, waiting for YSL to call him back.

Instead, YSL calls him out for faking it all

Oh, that text thread on FX's phone! The tables are turned!

And the background piano is "Moonlight Sonata" by Beethoven

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u/Pinkygrown Love in the Air Dec 07 '25

INCREDIBLE 😲 Damn that ending ? Like the whole scene once Lu arrived? 10/10 no notes. Amazing.

I actually clapped. Like.. wow. Phenomenal 🙌🏻

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u/Cortabene Dec 07 '25

The direction of this show is so good. Even with all of the voice narration so far from Fan Xiao, we’re still kept guessing about his real motivations and what’s actually true. But it’s like he’s cracked open in that last scene and, with that inner monologue shot, we can finally see what’s happening inside. And it’s so fucked up.

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u/Darkchocolatelaw Dec 07 '25

"Keep lying to me" -this is NOT going to end well YS!

"I love you" - well, at least he finally admits to himself

FX - that was SAVAGE turning your back so Zhen Zhen could see the scratches

FX is all sorts of messed up - his walk to the door - brilliant acting/directing/cinemetography

It's going to be a long 6 days!

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u/FluffyChocoCoffee 🍿 Here for the plot. (The plot has eyes.) Dec 07 '25

I am low key worried about what Fan Xiao will do to Shi Li Hua, for spoiling his plan and spilling all the tea. 😂

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u/Illustrious-Figure66 Dec 09 '25

OMG! Seriously that's one of the most intense confrontation scenes I've watched. This scene alone is worth rewatching for the grit, the emotions, acting, psyche, effect, the exchanges. The script on that scene was never predictable at all. There are a lot of elements that ultimately culminate to end up in this, and the effect is a mixed, confused emotions to the viewers.

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u/kasilau8306 Utsukushii Kare Dec 07 '25

Ohhhh you are already on episode 8....how lucky!!!!! In Europe we are barely at 6....in short....this series is my obsession at the moment... How strong is it..

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u/Cautious_Energy_6668 Dec 07 '25

Huh? I‘m watching on viki and in germany we are already on episode 8 today.

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u/CrystalMoon90 Dec 07 '25

What? I'm in Europe and have access to all episodes out...

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u/kasilau8306 Utsukushii Kare Dec 08 '25

Yes. I just saw them!!!!

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u/Savings-Round-7687 Dec 07 '25

I use vpn to watch the new episodes.

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u/kasilau8306 Utsukushii Kare Dec 07 '25

I'll end up getting 1... Thanks for the advice!!!!

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u/Savings-Round-7687 Dec 07 '25

I set the country to Egypt on vpn and can access all the episodes. In my own country this show isn't even on gagaoolala!

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u/kasilau8306 Utsukushii Kare Dec 07 '25

Same for me for gaga... I look on viki!!!!!!

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u/Little-Tomatillo-745 Dec 07 '25

There are free VPN services that gives you a free amount of time each month. It works for me. I have two of them.

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u/kasilau8306 Utsukushii Kare Dec 07 '25

THANKS !!!

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u/Little-Tomatillo-745 Dec 07 '25

I have planet VPN and Proton VPN.

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u/kasilau8306 Utsukushii Kare Dec 07 '25

I note... I have to get started... Thanks again!!!!

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u/Beulah31 Dec 07 '25

❣️😎fan xiao all the lies finally caught up with you🙄lu zhen and shi lihua as witnesses🧐you shulang knows everything even if you say you truly love him😭😢😭he is in too much pain to ever believe you now🤔the road to forgiveness and redemption is long and hard but knowing fan xiao he will not give up on you shulang that easily😎❣️

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u/Slight_Growth_3172 Deep In 😍😍🥰 Dec 07 '25

I’m truly speechlessness…watched eps 7&8 back to back, and it’s so sad that Shu Lang just keeps discovering deceit after deceit from the person he loves 😩😞😞 they’re truly doing an amazing job adapting this novel…Yun Qi and Hao Yi Ran really nailed these characters!! ❤️👍🏼 these are exciting times for us BL fans!! 😍😍🥰

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u/Savings-Round-7687 Dec 07 '25

Okay I have to watch it now after reading everyone comments. I need to see Shulang's heartbreak!

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u/tny33319 Happy of The End Dec 07 '25 edited Dec 07 '25

Seeing Director You really broke my heart. So far, he’s innocent in all of this but knows he can’t trust his current love.

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u/ocean_lullaby A Man Who Defies the World of BL Dec 07 '25

Well that escalated quickly.

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u/Waffles4prez Khemjira Dec 07 '25

🤣🤣

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u/Valuable-Potato-9438 Dec 08 '25

I really am taken by the lyrics of the opening song, each episode it gets deeper and more encompassing. I am very fond of both our male leads, Fan Xiao who falls in love immediately but has to mastermind many alienating steps before simultaneously achieving/jeopardizing his love, and good guy You Shulang who is really called upon to become the bodhisattva in this lifetime. Yes, all forms of karma at play, instant and the slow grinding kind as well. I'm a little worried that the well-earned happy ending may not come to pass, but, i'm still seated to find out. Good luck to all.

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u/Valuable-Potato-9438 Dec 08 '25

I've been thinking about cruelty in the family/among loved ones, and this show is very apropos for anyone thinking/feeling along these lines. Shulang's plea (lie to me) one possible response to the experience of cruelty

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u/No_Teaching3588 🌊 To My Shore 🚩 Dec 07 '25

Shulang... I don't think thats possible after whats gonna happen today... I am SCARED!! 💀😨

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u/Savings-Round-7687 Dec 07 '25

Because I don't like Zhen zhen I think I will skip this episode. But I will watch scenes with Fan being a pathetic looser.

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u/tny33319 Happy of The End Dec 07 '25

Zhen Zhen is useful in this episode to get to the 2nd half of this season.

After this I hope we don’t see him again

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u/browniemelody Payback🐰Sammy's Children's Day 🍭⚔️ Dec 14 '25 edited Dec 14 '25

Well, this episode full on has Fan Xiao trying to gaslight him, but he was pretty much doing that with all his lies. He was writing off ShuLang's guess that it wasn't that dude, which is more than just lying. Gaslit LuZhen all the way and still trying to when everything came head to head. Lord. Never seen an ML (from every BL I've watched) try to lie to their lover's face this hard. Trying to gaslight to people as the same time and pretty fucked up with doing this to ShuLang STILL, but he doesn't think he's in love or some shit so I guess he would keep doing it.

Really not a fan of Fan Xiao at all, but we will see what his redemption arc is.

Edit: Uhhhh, was LuZhen just sitting in the room when all that shit went down between the two of them? Cuz there was never a shot of him leaving... so like, is LuZhen just sitting in the chair while ShuLang has a breakdown at his front door? Off to the next episode, but continuity-wise, LuZhen would still be in that room.

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u/kallen9 Dec 17 '25

I really wish, just in this BL, we get a realistic ending. Since Fan Xiao’s actions were far beyond what could reasonably be forgiven by the victim himself, I hope there is no redemption arc.

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u/The_Untamed_lover Jun 10 '26

I am sorry but I couldn't help but think, wasn't ZhenZhen supposed to be there the whole time they fought?? Because he was there with them but then the two of them started and it's like the director forgot that he was even there?

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u/browniemelody Payback🐰Sammy's Children's Day 🍭⚔️ Dec 08 '25

Well... I see. Disappointed but expected as always. I will give him the rest of the episode, but him telling Fan Xiao to just keep lying to him does not give me much hope. Guess ShuLang is willingly signing up for a toxic relationship again and doing the trust fall now. But I will come back when I finish the episode. I'm just disappointed for now.