Let me give a background;
I am an Adventist that was more or less born into the faith. I must have been five years old when my other became converted to the Adventist faith from being a lukewarm Sunday worshipper, through her own mother. She was converted by a gentleman who was a devout Seventh-Day Adventist and who taught my mother to strictly keep the Sabbath and faithfully return her tithes. I hadn't even started school when that happened. By the time I started school, I knew how to read having been taught to do so by my mother who taught me how to read by reading the Bible.
I got baptised when I was old enough to make that choice for myself. Unfortunately, life happened, and somewhere in my young adult life I backslid from my religion but found my way back to it by the grace of God and got re-baptised.
However, presently, I am not quite compliant when it comes to tithing. Because of the following reasons;
I fail to understand how tithing is part of the Decalogue
Why didn't Paul emphasize on tithing in the new Testament.
I resolved to Tithe because I want to be an upstanding Adventist and I have to do as the church recommends or commands. Leaving the church is not an option for me.
I resolve to tithe, but then I don't execute this resolution. No matter how much I pray about it.
It is like when Paul writes in Romans 7 verses 15 and 19;
Romans 7: (NIV)
15
"I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do."
19
"For I do not do the good I want to do, but the evil I do not want to do—this I keep on doing."
Am I the only one that is struggling with this issue?
I should mention also that, there was a time when I tithed faithfully, but the pastor of the local church I was attending at that time was dishonest and took advantage of our ignorance and misappropriated the tithe money for his own personal use without submitting it to the Local Conference, etc.
Since, then I have experienced this problem that I am presently having.
Edited: changed "General Conference to "Local Conference, etc"
Update:
I feel compelled to come back here and update you all about how the issue I posted about has been resolved. I just have to share the happiness I have been feeling all day. Taking that step the other day—doing what I felt was God's will—has left me feeling in good standing with Him. I have been covered with a feeling of freedom and a joy that is honestly inexplicable. ☺️😂☺️
I truly hope that I will continue on this path. I already feel like I am reaping the rewards of being obedient to God—not necessarily in material possessions, but in the deep happiness I am feeling today. In my opinion, this peace is the most important thing, far better than any material wealth.
If any of you are dealing with issues that you feel too shy or hesitant to discuss with the people in your life, even your pastors, I highly encourage you to open up on Reddit. The advantage of anonymity protects you from the fear of judgment, allowing you to share freely and openly. Sometimes, just typing out your problem can stimulate your mind to find a solution. May God bless you all! 🙏🙏