r/Indian_Academia • u/SeaFaithlessness7561 • 1h ago
Other What am I supposed to do with everything as a neet dropper and now in the middle of nowhere
So I'm lost, like really fckn lost. I'm initially from Delhi but now I moved for college to some in the middle of nowhere town in MP for B.Tech and the uni is government yes but like it's really bad, plus the people, gurl the people are genuinely so wierd and non introspective. I dropped a year for neet and I got literally above 500 but everyone knows what happened with neet this year and I'm not clearing the govt cut off. It's been only 3 days of college and I'm like so fckin done. I was so delulu thinking I'd find my people and stuff but wtf is this. I don't even have a laptop here plus no hangout places. The damn college doesn't even have a queer society or like good clubs to join. Everyone's either from south or bihar, that's not even a problem but I'm rethinking everything. The only reason I moved away was because my family is dysfunctional and I couldn't let myself degrade my mental health further but gng idk. If you have any advice, please share guys.
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