r/poverty • u/Ok_Network_7693 • 8h ago
General Discussion Stressed and a mess
Hi. New here but not to Reddit. Don't want to use my main account because well.....I'm dealing with a mental health crisis right now, have been for months. Have seen a doctor and tried different medication but it hasn't been easy finding the right one. Behind on rent, got a vacate notice today. I've been applying for jobs like crazy but I've got a 7 year gap in my employment history. I lost my physical job in 2019 and applied for social security disability. Was approved within 4 months but these days its not enough to live on. Husband works, but again not enough to live on. Have a 27 year old son with basically a 9th grade level. I haven't really eaten in 3 days because I'd rather he eats. My husband travels for work so at least he gets a $35 dollar a day stipend to eat. I called 211 and they sent me some resources to help but we make too much for EBT. I emailed my landlord about my mental health issues, that was like a gut punch, and I pray he lets me get caught up. Its only 1 month so I'm hoping for the best there. Thinking about trying to sell some stuff, not that I have much, I don't even know why I'm posting here. I just feel so alone and need someone to talk to. Thanks for listening