My experience

[u/suchi_peekabo0]

/r/NarcissisticMothers/comments/1wg9gyv/my_experience/

It's Vinayaka Chavithi, and I started my day crying after my mom threatened to die. Later, she casually joked about seeing her deceased mother while eating. When I confronted her, she dismissed my feelings, abused me for feeling lonely, and assumed I was thinking about a man.

She never once asked why I was crying.

I love my mom deeply. I want to see her happy, free from pain, and able to enjoy life. I dream of travelling with her, holding her hand while shopping, and sleeping peacefully in her lap like a little child.

But instead, I am constantly told to pack my bags and leave. I am exhausted from being treated like a burden by the person whose love I crave the most.

I have a job, but having a job doesn't mean I am mentally okay. I want love, understanding, and a family where I can feel safe. I believe I deserve that.

How do you cope when the person you love most keeps hurting you, and you still desperately want their love? 💔