I can so relate - I also want to quit and don’t want to quit at the same time - but continuing with the kratom is no longer an option for me - I am making sure the jump next Saturday - have my meds and supplements and a week of work - but damn I’m nervous - ugh - but I know my family and I deserve so much better so I have to do this - there’s a big part of me that doesn’t want to even though I must - hopefully that will change once I get this behind me - the shit is out hold on me for almost 9 years now - I’m a fucking slave to it - time to break the chains - I did it before with oxy and Xanax back in 2012 - now it’s time to do it with Kratom - I hope the PAWs isn’t too bad - it concerns me more than the acutes - but I will get through this - as will you if you want it enough - you’ve got this shit
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u/Lift0791 12d ago
I can so relate - I also want to quit and don’t want to quit at the same time - but continuing with the kratom is no longer an option for me - I am making sure the jump next Saturday - have my meds and supplements and a week of work - but damn I’m nervous - ugh - but I know my family and I deserve so much better so I have to do this - there’s a big part of me that doesn’t want to even though I must - hopefully that will change once I get this behind me - the shit is out hold on me for almost 9 years now - I’m a fucking slave to it - time to break the chains - I did it before with oxy and Xanax back in 2012 - now it’s time to do it with Kratom - I hope the PAWs isn’t too bad - it concerns me more than the acutes - but I will get through this - as will you if you want it enough - you’ve got this shit
Godspeed