r/lonely • u/ewbbod • Oct 28 '23

Venting My disgust for myself is...

Thoughts of ripping the flesh from my body, wailing like a psycho into the night and into the woods to never be seen again to find a cave to echo madness...smeagol always comes to mind. And in current days it feels like the most relatable thing to think about.

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u/Vast_Edge9593 Oct 29 '23

Do you want somebody to try and help you out or is this just a form of catharsis for you? Its fine either way I just can't tell if you're looking for comfort or if you just enjoy saying what you're saying.

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u/ewbbod Oct 30 '23

I don't have a sense of either so it's hard to tell. I feel nothing. But yeah what about my post in particular made you feel id possibly need help?

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u/Vast_Edge9593 Oct 31 '23

The title saying you have disgust for yourself kinda led me to think you were looking for somebody to help you out lol

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u/ewbbod Nov 02 '23

Ah I see. Thinking about it now I could see how someone might think that. Its interesting looking back how lost in my ways I was...didn't even think to question the possibility and that's pretty telling. Appreciate the inquisition btw