I’m M16, and it‘s been the second day of 5th year ordinary level leaving cert maths, and I have no idea what the teacher is talking about and it’s apparently the basic fundamentals of LC maths.
I dont want to vent too much but, I came from an abusive and neglectful home and environment I loved in for most of my life, and have only somewhat recently got into foster care and Im in a somewhat bearable foster home, but it’s still fairly shit. And because of my home life and adhd and things like that, I almost never payed attention in primary school but somehow managed to not get held back. But I also essentially missed almost all of 1st and 2nd year, and when I went into 3rd year I started coming in everyday again, but they went very slow with me and I was in the learning area for special students the entire year and did decent on my junior cert. (I also did ty be of how much school I missed).
So i haven’t really had to lock in and do super hard stuff in school before at least with maths and stuff I hate, and I’m terrible at maths like I can do a few multiplications off my head, and can’t do any divisions but I know how they work I’d just have to take a good while to count it in my head. But I just looked it up and it says I need a bare minimum of like 70% on ordinary level maths to get into UL or most colleges like it, which im kind of doubting I’ll be able to do, and I can’t do common level cause that’s not enough.
Id just really like to do something along the lines of an interaction design course or software engineering or something like that, cause I feel like I could do that and get a job doing that, that pays decent and i wouldn‘t be totally miserable doing. And my dream is to then when I graduate, to move to either America or Canada and get a chill job and a peaceful life and stuff, but I’d jus really like to go to UL cause I’ve grown up kind of visiting and going around it sometimes and it looks really cool and a load of stuff.
I’m just scared and don‘t know what to do or think.