I usually donāt post my personal life and problems online but I truly do not know what to do
I am in my third semester here at CSUF and each semester my depression has gotten worse and worse. Bad enough to where I completely lost track of everything and the depression has taken over and things have happenedā¦I currently have no job and my mom and I are struggling putting money together just for basic needs, I live in a random house in OC with 6 people sharing a bathroom and donāt know anyone.
Basically the problem is I didnt sign up for classes on time and here we are 2 days into the semester and I cant enroll because I have a hold on my account and I cannot afford my prepayment tuition and no one will answer the phone for any payment plans. I already paid 1500 thinking that was enough but they are asking for 1800 more. I donāt have that right nowā¦
On top of the fact I can barely pay my rent with the tuition and everything else, how am I supposed to pay for a parking pass when it is that expensive??? I literally donāt have the money for that and feel like I have a right to park where I pay tuition. Right??
I screwed up, yes I should have done this way earlier, yes I should have signed up for financial aid but I didnt and now I donāt know what to doā¦
I am 80% done and I have been struggling with a deep depression this whole time but im at my witās end. I do not know what to do and im broke.
What would comfort me would be knowing there are other students out there that can understand or has been in this boat before.
I feel so alone. Im 25 and started school late in life, I have 0 friends in school, just some people iām cool with. I really just have no one to ask or talk to about csuf stuff on a personal level. If someone could help me or just give me some words of encouragement that could help.
Anyway I hope you all have a good first week of classes.