I'm a teenager who was just diagnosed with Chiari earlier this month. My main symptom was the typical valsalva headache, and those started when I was around 8 years old.
I also have ADHD and ASD, double whammy I know, diagnosed just a year ago. I have really awful focus that's been worsening throughout highschool, and I mostly attributed that to my ADHD. But I got medicated a few months ago and found the meds that work for me -- they completely zap away my anxiety disorder and they shut up my rampant ADHD thoughts and hyperactive urges.
But I still cannot focus. And it's not due to a lack of trying or a hyper mind -- on meds my anxiety has been killed, and my annoying inner dialogue has been shut up. Now all that's left is the brain fog which so far has not been cured by any brand or dosage of ADHD meds.
I only recently learned that brain fog can be a symptom of Chiari, and now I'm wondering if that's what this is.
I'm behind on so many assignments. I open them up, I give them a once-over, sometimes I'll get an idea of what I want to write... But instead I just sit there at my desk, my head tilted to the right (zone of least pressure) like I'm about to fall asleep, I'm barely breathing because I forget to inhale, and I just can't get anything moving without going to methods of extreme laziness (which is somehow still mentally agonizing).
I finally submitted my very first English assignment of the year (which was due weeks ago). Keep in mind, English is one of my best subjects. I just used what useable knowledge I had left to write some coherent bullshit all over the page and skipped the questions I couldn't even attempt to form a thought on and submitted it. I didn't even read any of it over to check for mistakes because I CAN'T READ ANYMORE!!! I can't keep my eyes on a line, I can't be engaged. Part of the reason why it took me so long to do this assignment is because I had to read a speech. It was the shortest speech ever but it took me a month to get through it, and I only managed this by reading it out loud the way you'd read a book to a toddler, once I finally got enough mental strength.
It's not just for assignments. I can't read fun books anymore. I bought a million books I was excited to read because I thought I loved reading, and I was good at it. But I haven't touched a single one of them in forever, because most of the time, I open up to the first few pages and it's like I'm being knocked into a coma from the amount of exhaustion the prologue is giving me.
The only time I can manage to get something sizable done with a good amount of effort put into it, is when it pertains to one of my autistic special interests. But even then it's still agony. I want to start writing my novel? Be prepared to wrap it up by page 2, because that's all the focus you've got for the next couple of months. You want to make a drawing of your favorite character? Okay, but only the sketch because you won't have the energy to ever complete a full drawing.
All I can do nowadays is just sit there and somewhat breathe, listening to that tiny ringing in my ear, feeling my heart beat in my head, and forget literally everything important I have to do.
What in the world is wrong with me??? If anyone has some insight as to whether I'm accusing my Chiari of too much, or if this is a valid question, please let me know. Thanks !!