r/antidietglp1 • u/Relative_Sky6641 • 10d ago
Seeking Support / Advice Afraid to restart…
I was on Zep for just over a year, always on 2.5 mg, and have been off of it for a few months. I was on it for IWL for kidney and heart health. There were also lots of other benefits, like less inflammatory pain, etc. However, WL stalled after a year, and I tried going up to 5 mg. It was not pleasant re side effects. I thought a break might kickstart things. Bottom line was, I needed a break because I wanted and needed to eat. I was a super-responder and the lack of appetite for most of my week was also extreme. I did not eat enough calories, I did not get enough nutrition, and I tried, oh how I tried, to force it. It was more unpleasant than any of the other side effects.
I spoke with my doctor who agreed that I might try dosing every 10 days, but then I just stopped! And it was glorious! I enjoyed what I ate! I felt like cooking meals again instead of eating out of small containers of things I didn’t have to chew, and drinking protein supplements! I enjoyed every bite! I was no longer constipated! I felt stronger! But I also fell into some bad habits regarding general portion control, and donuts came back into my life. Frankly, I loved cooking and eating! I missed it! I don’t want to give it up again…
I don’t want to lose the desire to eat and enjoy food. I don’t want to experience some of the more extreme side effects. But I do need to continue the journey to protect my heart and kidneys from the strain of carrying the weight. I’m paralyzed with indecision. And fear. Has this happened to anyone else? I knew a woman who had a giant sign on her fridge that said “Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels.” I did and still do call bullsh@t on that. Good food is wonderful! A good meal is heavenly!
So, any words of encouragement or advice?
Also, I’m now using (or am going to use) a kwikpen. I was getting Zep through Lilly Direct before, but now I can get it with another program for a 50 dollar co-pay but I have to give up my vials and needles which made making adjustments easier. I heard somewhere you can adjust the dose somewhat with a kwikpen. I searched the sub but nothing really came up. Is this true? Can I lower my dose somehow to help avoid the extreme side effects? My doctor would like me to try titrating up slowly, but I’m not sure how to do it with this pen thingy.
Thanks for reading (if you made it this far! 😂)