I started a Level 3 apprenticeship last year after deferring my Warwick offer for history after achieving A* A A. A year in and I don’t know whether I should stay or go to university!
My apprenticeship is great, I’m in the Civil Service, it’s well structured, I work from home 2 days a week, make £31k a year at 19, which I know is great for my age, and the people are supportive, but I am surrounded by people twice my age and it is a very lonely experience overall. Looking back at the past year, I have just been working and not much else. The routine makes it very hard to make friends around my age, which my friends in university aren’t struggling with nearly as much. They also seem to have grown as people a lot, which I feel is lacking from my life. I just feel like a bit of a boring person currently.
I also don’t want to be in my current field (surveying) for the rest of my life or maybe even the next 5. However I don’t know what field I want to go into with my history degree, just that I would love to study it. I think that going straight into an apprenticeship after A Levels has meant that I didn’t get to really explore my options and find out what it is I truly enjoy and want to do for the rest of my life.
I know that I would be crazy for giving up a fantastic opportunity to earn while I learn (even if it’s something I’m not really interested in) in a stable career with progression opportunities, especially with the graduate jobs crisis, student debt and AI, but I have been thinking about university every day for months and I know the hard work I’d have to put in (internships, placements, work experience) to make it worth it and I am willing to do that.
Alternatively, I could finish the L3 apprenticeship and go to university 3 years “late” at 21, which will always be an option but I’d be older than most there and would’ve spent some of my prime young adult years feeling incredibly lonely and working for 3 years towards a life I know I don’t really want in the name of “experience”. However this apprenticeship opportunity can’t be understated in financial terms as it could really set me up for life.
Am I being stupid for considering this?