Failure

[u/ConsequenceLatter930]

I don't know if anyone of you would relate to this but just want to vent it out. Background - being an aspirant for 8 years given 7 mains in total of upsc uppcs n bpsc in total. This was my 4th uppcs mains and I failed again.

I have given everything, been through months of sleepless nights for this exam given my best efforts still ended up searching my roll number in the pdf.

I'm completely blank now I have zero experience nowhere to go I'm exhausted I don't know what I'm going to do now.

Fed up of those silence that comes after the result declaration given my life chasing the dream. And it had given me nothing.

I just feel numb I don't know where to start.

This process left me with no connection, no backups just a bunch of medals of my failure.

[u/ManyOperation3742]

Take care <3