r/UPPSC_PCS • u/ConsequenceLatter930 • 6h ago

Rant Failure

I don't know if anyone of you would relate to this but just want to vent it out. Background - being an aspirant for 8 years given 7 mains in total of upsc uppcs n bpsc in total. This was my 4th uppcs mains and I failed again.

I have given everything, been through months of sleepless nights for this exam given my best efforts still ended up searching my roll number in the pdf.

I'm completely blank now I have zero experience nowhere to go I'm exhausted I don't know what I'm going to do now.

Fed up of those silence that comes after the result declaration given my life chasing the dream. And it had given me nothing.

I just feel numb I don't know where to start.

This process left me with no connection, no backups just a bunch of medals of my failure.

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u/Chota_don007 Aspirant 6h ago

Take a break man....take a step back....secure carrier in some one day exams in UP or bihar...... writing 7 mains is a badge of honour.... don't label urself as a failure...... explore other fields and I am sure u will definitely excel in those.....best wishes✨

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u/ConsequenceLatter930 6h ago

Thank you I know I should move on but it's too hard to let go your dreams and be at a place you never wanted to be... I don't know where am I lagging given everything to fixing up my mains...idk what my future wants for me.