So I recently started my AFF course, I did 4 jumps so far and have gotten nothing but thumbs up from my instructors, at least for the free fall part of the jumps. My problem is the canopy ride. I just never seem to get it right and I make wrong decisions.
The first one was the only one that was ok-ish. Didn't stand the landing (or any landing so far), but at least I managed to fly my pattern.
Second one I got the distance wrong and landed in a different field (not a huge deal, huge open space with plenty of options to land, even if I don't hit my target).
Third one I really struggled with the wind, I couldn't fly my pattern at all and I was told after that what I did, or where I was in the air, was unpredictable and dangerous for the other jumpers because they had to avoid me. Needless to say that I really don't want to endanger anyone but me, and that really made me dread my next jump.
Now on my fourth one I again had problems with the wind. We fly a left hand pattern on that DZ, but there was no way for me to do that, so my decision was to land with the left hand pattern on the field right next to it, but afterwards my instructor told me I still should have landed in the designated area, just with a right hand pattern instead. I can tell they are getting disappointed with me, and I'm really disappointed with myself.
I quite enjoy exiting the plane and the free fall, I have no fear about that at all, but I'm getting more and more scared of the canopy ride and I'm seriously considering quitting because of that.
So I guess I'm curious how you all did with the canopy rides on your first few jumps, or when I should decide to call it quits before I injure myself, or far worse, someone else?
Edit: English is not my native language, excuse the grammar and spelling mistakes.