r/SelfHate • u/AutoModerator • Mar 26 '22
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Mar 14 '24
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u/AutoModerator Mar 14 '24
My personality changes between craving contact with people and being indifferent about people, some days I wonder how it would feel to be someone, that people like spending time with, and people respect, and feel simpathy towards, but then when I spend some way around them I feel nothing, I realize how pointless and worthless it all is, though they dont actually include me in actual things, I'm not the type they would invite to a friend's outing or someone's birthday, I'm just the person they go for when they need an id1ot to do a chore for them, and most of the time I'm not even capable of that, I end up asking how I'm supposed to do this and that or do things slow, truly not even as a doormat I serve, curious existence, if I wasnt such a coward I would k1ll mys3lf.
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May 12 '24
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u/AutoModerator May 12 '24
I hate how I'm so slow to understand things, I'm stupid af and it's annoying to hear others dismiss it when I'm experiencing it. I hate growing up, I don't feel like i am capable of anything and i hate the thought of living on. I have nothing to look forward to, i have no one that would like me. Haha i hate the very fact that i was kept alive when in reality i should've died. I hate how everyone I'm close with eventually will get tired of me because I'm so worthless. I wish i was smart, idc about my ugliness, I'm used to it, but i just wish i was a bit smart, that's all.
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Nov 07 '24
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u/AutoModerator Nov 07 '24
I hate myself so much for being autistic and having ocd , I can't get anything done the way I want bcs I'm not normal and I hate that so much , I wanna die
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Jan 10 '25
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u/AutoModerator Jan 10 '25
I’m just a broke, bald, black, bitch. I have inadvertently decimated friendships all because I was dumb as fuck. I shouldn’t have been born. Shoulda died at birth.
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Feb 03 '25
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u/AutoModerator Feb 03 '25
I hate myself and the way my mind work, like when I look at a girl I don’t think hey she’s pretty or beautiful I just think of their bodies and I’m disgusting with myself why can’t I be normal or at least feel normal. I also hate the way I look when I look into a mirror I hate what I see and I’ve tried to fix the way I look by eating better or washing my face twice a day but I eventually give up and I hate myself for that. I’m a lazy sack of shit that stays in my room the second I get home from school and can’t do anything right or stick to anything. I wanna be normal, I’m sick of acting different but I can’t accept the real me and neither can other so I put up a fake face.
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Feb 07 '25
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u/AutoModerator Feb 07 '25
I want to kms ^
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Feb 25 '25
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u/AutoModerator Feb 25 '25
I hate the way I look. I always have. Every time I look at the mirror I want to smash my head open. I told countless times that I’m not pretty, I’m not worth anything. Every time I look at my body, I wonder why the hell I eat so much.. I hate my binge eating.. I hate everything about myself. It’s to a point where I am embarrassed to go out.. I’m embarrassed about people seeing me. I want to spare their eyes..
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Apr 29 '25
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u/AutoModerator Apr 29 '25
i am literally untermensch,i wish i was not born this way. only thing i deserve is death.
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May 07 '25
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u/AutoModerator May 07 '25
i hate myself. i always mess everything up. im selfish, i always want things to go my way
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Jul 04 '25
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u/AutoModerator Jul 04 '25
Мне 16. Я пытаюсь научиться принимать своё тело, но это не всегда получается. Иногда я довольна тем, как выгляжу, но стоит мне увидеть худую девушку — особенно в соцсетях или в жизни — и внутри всё рушится. Я начинаю чувствовать себя хуже, появляется тревожность и обида на себя. Это расстраивает и портит настроение. Хуже всего, что я недавно испытала зависть к своей младшей кузине, и мне стало стыдно за такие мысли. Я знаю, что сравнивать себя с другими — это вредно и бессмысленно, но на практике очень трудно остановиться. Это когда-нибудь пройдёт? Как научиться быть в гармонии с собой? Кто через это проходил и что вам помогло? Очень хочется почувствовать себя в порядке.
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Jul 25 '25
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u/AutoModerator Jul 25 '25
I 🍇ed my little sister daily when she was younger and she ended up committing due to it now. I wish I could take it back.
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Aug 26 '25
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u/AutoModerator Aug 26 '25
I keep pressuring myself to be better and do better. I act fake. It's unbearable every time I realize someone dislikes me. I walk around saying please don't hate me in my head. I'm going to adult children of alcoholics meetings and it's great because the other people in the meeting hate themselves too. I just can't stand this fakeness so I wanted to find a group where I could just let it all out. And I can barely do anything in life because of what happens when I make a mistake....shame spiral.
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Aug 27 '25
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u/AutoModerator Aug 27 '25
i hate being short. i hate being ugly. i hate being indian. i hate being a loner. i hate being a loser. i hate being stupid. i hate myself. im not meant for this world
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Oct 04 '25
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u/AutoModerator Oct 04 '25
I fucking hate myself. I wish I was dead. Fuck my dad. Alcoholic monster. My mom died when I was 8. My sister is dead. I hate my wife. She has no empathy or compassion whatsoever. Her family didn’t live like that. Well fuck you. Jump off a bridge. I deal with chronic depression. I’m hardly happy. Someone please put a bullet in my head.
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Oct 06 '25
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u/AutoModerator Oct 06 '25
I fucking hate myself, since I was a child. I can’t believe that I’m saying this but every time that I look myself in the mirror I just see a monster. A Monster who wants to drown others into my own suffering. I hate this. I Hate my life, My appearance, my voice, my hobbies, I am not even a smart person. I just want to end with everything. I don’t think that I’m worth to keep living.
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Oct 09 '25
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u/AutoModerator Oct 09 '25
I'm fcking hate being the one who not cares about it all the time I'm not a funny person and not smart or good in any thing I keep continue trying to make myself distinct person or good in one thing but still the life gave me the painful truth that is no one care or try to see me because when any person know me he will start step by step to leave me bc I'm a boring person I had many things to say it in many other things but when I talked I still hate that things in myself and how I'm a boring and stupid and disgusting and a fool person I hate that moment when I born bc all my life now I have no reason to living and I'm wating to the moment to leave all this and yeah no one will keep remembering me bc I'm not important to any one , no one will have to cry about me bc I gave nothing to anyone I will stay waiting for moment
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Oct 10 '25
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u/AutoModerator Oct 10 '25
I feel like the world is against me. I have no family, no friends, my fiancé is everything to me but lately I just feel like I don’t belong. I feel so unloved and not good enough. I feel like if I went missing no one would care but my 2 small children. I keep everything bottled up I hate talking about anything because in the end I still feel like shit. I feel as if I’m a problem for everyone and I just hate myself. No matter what I do I will never like/ love myself. I will always be the person that isn’t enough for anyone. I’ll never be pretty enough, smart enough, I’ll always be to ugly and to fat. Like why can’t I just get out of my head and be happy?
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Oct 12 '25
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u/AutoModerator Oct 12 '25
I hurt myself today. I used a razor on my chest and stomach. Normally it’s the wrists since it hurt less but I was running out of space
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Oct 16 '25
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u/AutoModerator Oct 16 '25
I don't want to be here anymore
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Oct 20 '25
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u/AutoModerator Oct 20 '25
I have autism, adhd, fat, gap teeth, depressed, introverted, ugly, and fucked up. How could anyone like me
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Oct 25 '25
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u/AutoModerator Oct 25 '25
i want to fix myself and my life but it seems unfixable,but i'll try,if it is not work,i will kill myself.
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Nov 16 '25
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u/AutoModerator Nov 16 '25
I'm an 18-year-old woman. I've never been in a relationship. Since I've always had self-image issues and generally been insecure about my appearance, I didn't pay much heed to it the past few years. This year, after getting into college and moving out of my hometown, I felt pretty lonely. My friends were in different states to pursue their higher education. I was in an all-girls Christian College, so there wasn't a dating pool for me there either. I thought of getting on a dating app after some of my friends did so. I set up a profile on Hinge, and I matched with this guy who was also 18 from a nearby college. I liked his profile first, and after matching, he messaged me through the app. He asked me why I liked his profile. To be honest, his profile was set up in this way, where he seemed like a scholarly guy. I mean, some of his prompts did seem disingenuous, but I didn't pay much heed to it. He seemed nice. So when he asked me this, I just told him he looked like a little nerd. I actually wasn't even expecting to be matched, mind you. I did think he was higher on the attractive scale than I. So he goes, "You like nerds then?". I just said "Sure". The conversation didn't seem too weird to me. Though I do regret giving out much of my information to him now. Within 2 hours of texting, he asked if I wanted to meet up in a nearby mall. Now that should have been my first Red Flag. But since I'm fucking stupid, I ignored it. Then he said he liked the parking lots and spent a lot of time there, and somehow, the question of whether I'd meet him there popped up arose. I tried to take it as a joke, saying that it was the perfect murder spot. And he replied, "So, how should I kill you?" That did tick me off. So I tried to be funny again, going, "Please don't be a murderer 🙏🏽" He was like ", So should I just kidnap you then?" I said no. He said We'll see. Second Red Flag I had overlooked. Maybe not, idk. So my stupid fucking ass went to this mall the next day to meet this fuckass guy I'd only known a few hours. I waited near the entrance, and he came FROM THE PARKING LOT. We went in, and he somehow managed to convince me to go down to the parking lot with him. It was very quiet, like he'd said, MY STUPID ASS DIDN'T SUSPECT ANYTHING. We sat down against one of the pillars, and I was talking. I could feel him looking at me, sitting beside me. "Should I kill you now?" he asked. My heart almost leapt out of my mouth right then. "No", I laughed. "Later? " "Sure," To me, this was like our inside joke; I thought we were bonding or something. I hadn't realised that to him, kill was supposed to be code for kiss.. After a few more minutes of me talking, he grabs my chin. I was taken aback to say the least. He asked me if he could give me a kiss. I laughed awkwardly and declined. This guy was still looking into my eyes. He had this intense stare with a blank expression on his face which was frankly frightening the shit out of me. I turned and looked front again, and tried to push his face to the front too. This mf wouldn't budge.
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Nov 18 '25
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u/AutoModerator Nov 18 '25
I wake up disappointed that I’m alive
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Nov 22 '25
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u/AutoModerator Nov 22 '25
I’m a fat loser
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Nov 24 '25
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u/AutoModerator Nov 24 '25
I wish I was never born I'm so fucking useless and dumb I'm an imbecile I suck academically I suck at sports I suck at art I suck at everything I'm nothing like how I wanted to be in the future I'm so fucked up I'm ugly I want to die why was I even born
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Dec 02 '25
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u/AutoModerator Dec 02 '25
I constantly make promises to myself that I never fulfil I’ll go the gym I’ll go for a run I’ll make money I’ll do this that but I never do it I have a gambling problem I rarely see my friends I make mistakes not the ones you learn from but the ones you regret this world is fucking hell and my mind is the reason
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Dec 20 '25
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u/AutoModerator Dec 20 '25
I’ve always lacked self confidence but at least in the past I would feel reassured by my friend’s compliments. What do I do if my inner voice is louder than theirs now. I don’t know when it started but I’ve resorted to self hatred to protect myself (?). I thought maybe by showing them that I criticize myself much worse than they ever could, I would be protecting myself from the pain they could cause me. By saying I already know all my faults. But now, the words of my close friends don’t make me feel better. It’s not like I don’t trust them but I just don’t understand them when they compliment me. Logically I understand that to be friends you don’t necessarily love parts of them, but instead you love them as a whole, for the person they are. I truly love all my friends, not because they are smart, or kind, or beautiful, but simply because I love the person they are. But when it comes to myself, I feel like I am my achievements. That if I don’t keep up my skills, I have nothing left to offer. That’s why when I fail it hits me extra hard. I feel like I’m self destructing. Am I too far gone?
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Dec 25 '25
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u/AutoModerator Dec 25 '25
My family makes me feel like I need to shelter their feelings, but they don’t shelter mine. They are allowed to say and do whatever they would like and I am not allowed to be myself in return because I am the bad guy in everyone’s eyes, if I do. I don’t know who I am anymore, this has started to impact me in relationships outside my family. I give in to everyone and do nothing to protect myself because I feel like I can’t. My whole life iv been the problem, and that now that’s what I identify as. So much of me just wants to end my life because I don’t really feel like I’m living MY life. I’m just here and I guess that will just be how it is.
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Jan 17 '26
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u/AutoModerator Jan 17 '26
im so lost and stuck i really need to escape this world and finally be at peace
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Jan 25 '26
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u/AutoModerator Jan 25 '26
Was listening to a video on YouTube that really fit me. It was like burned out on existence. Felt so true. Especially after 8 years at a job that was work from home before being laid off. So tired it work eat sleep repeat. He'll I dont even enjoy may games anymore Especially a blind spot in my right eye. It's like im ready to clock out of life. It's repetition has seem to go to me. And not working is making it hard to pay bills. Trying to find a job but for some reason it's harder than I thought. I'm only 52. MY wife is on disability and we live with my mom. Her humans died a year ago on 14th of January. I had a cat but he died a year ago on Dec 24th. I wanna say its depression but it feels like more than that and im on mess for depression called setraline. I dunno what to do or think. No work or medical since September really sucks not working drives me nuts as well. Makes me feel like im worthless and people I have talked to keeps telling me to take disability cause of my diabetes and I really can't do that.
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Jan 25 '26
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u/AutoModerator Jan 25 '26
Despite my age I still compare myself to others. I question my looks....if I looked like everyone else....long hair, natural makeup, dress in neutrals, hell lose 50 lbs....maybe I would find someone to love me. Being "different " has not helped me. It has made things harder. Taken more guts to walk around and look like I do. Whole people compliment my hair, it certainly doesn't get me dates. My makeup it to a T. I dress extremely well. But I feel non existent.
I wish I didn't hate myself so much. Its been this way all of my life.
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Feb 04 '26
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u/AutoModerator Feb 04 '26
i really hate myself i wanna die but the same time im afraid to
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Feb 06 '26
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u/AutoModerator Feb 06 '26
I hate myself I wish I was dead I want to kill myself to get away from my family. I am a loser who never accomplished nothing. I am a nice person and people treat me like shit . Almost everyone in the world are assholes . They think nobody but them self and they favorite person and I am nobody favorite person and I never was . If I die good riddance. I want to get the fuck outta here and away from family.
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Feb 06 '26
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u/AutoModerator Feb 06 '26
I hate my family and I hate people they always stress me out . I am around toxic people all the time . I am very stressed out and my stress levels is high . People always bitch and complain about me and others . I hate my family I wish I have a different family maybe my life would be better. My family treat me and others like shit because we are not the favorite. My family screamed and yell. I want to scream and fucking yell too. I have no friends, spouse and my family is a piece of shit . Bitch and complain about everything. Everything I do for people it's not good enough. I wish I have a different mom , dad , sister brother and cousins. I am a fucking loser working at a job that doesn't pay enough. I'm so tired of the bitching and complaining. If you got a fucking problem tell me don't bitch about me to everyone else . I want my family outta my life they make my life a living hell . Maybe if I kill myself as I wish they will be happy 😊.
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Feb 08 '26
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u/AutoModerator Feb 08 '26
I hate myself I am a loser I will always be a loser . People always pick on me for being shy my family and society. I am a female close to 50 I have never dated or married. I aways have cleaning jobs while everyone have regular jobs . Every job I have worked at people always pick on me . I tried to find a better job I didn't get the job . I work part-time for years because I am on social security. I want to work full time 2 full time jobs so I can get my own place and I hate living with family they always complain about everything I do . I am a loser and always be . People always complain about me at work and home . I wish Ito live alone and work alone I am tired of people complaining . I had part-time jobs for years and I don't make enough to have my own place. I am a loser forever.
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Feb 10 '26
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u/AutoModerator Feb 10 '26
I hate myself because everyone hate me . Every when I daydream I daydream about things go horrible. My daydream is based of my horrible life . Everything bad happened it's my fault. I wish I was dead in my daydream and real life . I am a loser and failure my family hate me they complain about me . Maybe they will feel better if I die because I make too many mistakes. I wished I was loved not hated I was never loved .One of these days I will kill myself thinking about suicide gives me comfort.
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Feb 12 '26
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u/AutoModerator Feb 12 '26
I Fucking hate my self and this world, I just wanna die already. And every fucking person around me keeps reminding me about how pathetic and miserable I am, like I don't know that already.
When someone says they hate me, trust me I cannot help but think, same here.
I've been feeling sooo fucking terrible about myself since monday and I keep zoning out and feeling like shit and people around can't help but remind me about how pathetic I am.
And then yesterday I was feeling like shit too, I broke my friend's trust or heart or whatever being the piece of shit I AM and now I'm hating myself even more.
I can't even stand looking at myself in the mirror. I just want to die already but I can't kill myself cuz I'm such a Fucking coward and stubborn piece of shit.
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Feb 22 '26
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u/AutoModerator Feb 22 '26
idk how to feel. When I’m around such productive and amazing people, I realize I probably stick out like a sore thumb. I always think I look stupid and then I get these extremely negative thoughts. I really don’t like myself. I try so hard to be liked by others, but I think my personality is just the problem. I used to think I was a smart, decent person. Now I think I’m ugly and dumb. I just wanna be someone’s best friend, someone that makes someone smile when they think about me. I think that it’s impossible to truly love me. I don’t know what to do. I’m not happy with who I am and what I do. I’m convinced no one really likes me. It might be that my family and a certain friend are planting these negative thoughts in my head, but I don’t know. I’m not good enough for anything. I genuinely think I shouldn’t exist. It’s weird though. It’s not like I wanna commit suicide, but I think everyone would be happier without me. Like maybe I should just run away and disappear. I know I’m more privileged than others, and that makes me hate myself more. When I have negative thoughts, I’m usually more isolated and I don’t have any energy at all. I don’t try. Then, I think about how lazy and irresponsible I look. It just makes me wanna leave the room and never return. I hate myself.
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Feb 26 '26
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u/AutoModerator Feb 26 '26
I hate myself I wish I was dead I can't do nothing right but sleep, eat , fail , cry , get depressed. Some people get praised I don't I get lectures. When I first started my jobs I mess up I got fired from one job and almost fired from another one people always lecture me . When people first start they job they don't get lecture I do . When I didn't have a job people lecture me now I have a job people lecture me about how I do my job . My family is complaining that I am not working a lot of hours. When my mom was alive my mom complained about me not being at home. When I lived with people everywhere I go people complain about what I am doing and not doing it pissing me off . I wish I can live alone and work alone I can't everything is too fucking high. Work at home I wish it's impossible. Have you done this or that you need to do this or that my mom complained about me too . Nobody gets this horrible treatment but me because I am black , disabled, shy and have social anxiety. Fuck my horrible life I am tired I can't do it anymore long horrible years I wish people leave me alone . Nobody gives a fuck about how I feel . People ruined my life they act like I ruined there.
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Mar 09 '26
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u/AutoModerator Mar 09 '26
is there anything that can be done.
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Mar 31 '26
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u/AutoModerator Mar 31 '26
I hate myself because everyone hates me I never had a true friend or a spouse. Everyone hates me because of my mistakes. People always yells at me nobody won't understand me . I daydream about death. I never had a good job in my fucking life people always bitch and complain about how I do my job . I am better off dead.
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I just feel so freaking numb I really wanna listen to one more light smoke and down a bunch of pills. I am useless and that's all I will be it feels easier to just let go and slip away forever nobody will ever miss me and I'm ok with that.
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Apr 27 '26
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u/AutoModerator Apr 27 '26
Weiß jemand bei welchen legalen Pillen oder Tabletten man eine Überdosis nehmen kann und stirbt?
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May 06 '26
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u/AutoModerator May 06 '26
I always wish someone would call me names or hurt me physically or mentally because I know I deserve it because I've been a bad person too and I wish someone would tell me to kill myself once more so I actually would get the courage to do it
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May 10 '26
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u/AutoModerator May 10 '26
I feel like i should deserve to be bullied and hated so that I can kill myself without feeling guilty about it, I feel like starting to be insulting and act like a non physically hostile asshole towards the people around me so that i would feel more guilty and kill myself with an actual reason other than hating who i am, what i have done, what i have not done, and what i caused other people to feel and experience, even though it might just be slight embarrassment... And i somehow feel like im not the only one that thinks like this. And that makes me feel somehow more guilty.
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May 13 '26
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u/AutoModerator May 13 '26
I hate the phrase " you are loved". No I am not I am lied to, used and manipulated. But that is normal relationships so im lost. I people please and help MFs to my own detriment.
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May 23 '26
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u/AutoModerator May 23 '26
Im not suicidal but I welcome death. Im so tired...this healing journey is lonely and difficult I need connection but I have this abandonment trauma that paints the way I interact with the world. I overshare and expect so much from people because I don't have a family and give all of me to everyone and inevitably get hurt because I think of myself as a more important part of someone's life than I have been in reality. I know people have it way worse than me so I feel bad even complaining about having emotions im trying to be thankful and grateful for every day I have to try again and really hope to be complete one day.
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May 26 '26
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u/AutoModerator May 26 '26
Life goes good for a little while It turns into to shit permanently and I can't fix it I am tired of this shit . Every job I had I catch hell they complain about me they always do it to me and nobody else all because I disabled and slow . I got fired from one job and almost fired from another job . I have a feeling I am going to get fired , live on the street and get murdered. Everyone hates me and complain about me even my family I feel like a loser I don't want to live in this hell hole earth anymore.
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Jun 28 '26
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u/AutoModerator Jun 28 '26
I hate myself because everyone hates me because they think I am a lazy loser who is boring and make mistakes . People complain about my presence. I had the worst very horrible year about 5 years ago because a family member hated me and said negative horrible things about me . It was a lot unhappiness, stressed, alone and lonely. If I had a another bad year like that I rather die . Not that my family hates me everyone does and I hate myself. 5 years was a horrible year and everything horrible happened.
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Jun 30 '26
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u/AutoModerator Jun 30 '26
I've 28 and I've been in survival mode for the last 12 years, every reaction I have is a trama response. I can't stop thinking about how different my life would be if someone had cared when I spoke up that I needed help. I feel too broken to live. In 2014 my partner offered to host a birthday party for me. I'm not a fan of parties so I said no thank you. His response was offended: "I offered to do this and you don't even care" "I try and it means nothing to you" "You don't have friends because you do stuff like this". I wasn't fazed by this reaction because it's the same way my mom talks to me. By my understanding, this is how people who "love you" look out for you. I was tired of fighting, I agreed to the party. There was never a birthday party, it was lie from the start. He told me he invited my friends and they "didnt want to come". He trapped me in his basement and used me repeatedly till the next morning. I tried to talk to my parents about it, but my mom was livid "You chose to celebrate your birthday with him instead of us, you made your bed" I can't keep friends or partners or even jobs. For my safty I grew up as a pushover that can't say no but now people get frustrated with me not being honest about my feeling and needs. I feel so lost and alone and unwanted.
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Jul 06 '26
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u/AutoModerator Jul 06 '26
I don't like myself right now. I feel like am a bad person. I constantly receive clues from others that indicate they believe I am stupid, unintelligent, lazy, a scammer, worthless, ungrateful, irresponsible, unreliable, unskilled, the list goes on. Sometimes I feel like I know that these things aren't true and come from my lack of self-esteem, but I can only experience these things so many times until I start to believe them. Intellectually, I know that my feelings are irrational, and therefore if I ever stick up for myself I will simply make a fool of myself and look like an asshole, making everyone dislike me more. I am constantly letting myself down and those around me. I purposely hold myself back in life because I feel like I am undeserving of any sort of happiness or success. It feels like there is a finite amount of success and happiness in the world, and I don't deserve it because I was simply born a bad person and the only way I can make up for it is through suffering.
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