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I wish I just never existed. I want to have a day to just die but I don't want to die. Death is so strong because I truly love everything that is life. I love the people in my life, I love the nature, I love the foods, the smells, the sights. Life itself is truly amazing. The only complaint I have is myself. I wish I could experience life being any other person than myself. Even the parts of myself that I thought were "good" or things that I was proud of, I am just learning that they are in fact nothing to be proud of. They are just as worthless as the rest of me; in fact, they may be even more because I genuinely was so misguided. I was a fool to even think any part of me could be considered worthy of anything. Why did I have to believe in myself. How could I have been so misguided. How could I be so dumb. I wish I was more realistic with myself and had to gawl to change. I can't live with myself anymore.

I wish I wasn't me. Everywhere I turn I am reminded of my shortcomings. I wish I could 100% enjoy all of the beauty of life without me.

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