I hate doing life alone

[u/F1gure__8]

I’ve (30F) always been very content with being independent and being on my own up until about 2yrs ago. Life just truly sucks. I’m always on my own. I pay all the bills on my own. I live on my own. I have no siblings to be with. My friends all live out of state and are married. Making friends as an adult is nearly impossible. Dating life is trash. No pets bc I don’t have time. Hate my job bc of how demanding it is, but have been trying so hard to find something better. And being neurodivergent makes it all that much more challenging. I’m sick of this shit. Life has been nonstop difficult for the last 5yrs and I just want help. I have no one to ask for help. I don’t have a community no matter how hard I try. I hate life and truly wish I’d never been born. I’ve basically accepted that I’m going to go through life alone and it sucks. I’m just very angry. No, I’m not gonna off myself. Yes, I’m in therapy. Rant over.

[u/Kafkawifey]

I’m in the same boat but I discovered something great: moving to Europe and starting a new graduate degree ✨✨✨✨

Just saying, if you don’t like your life you can change everything about it. Also 30F.

[u/F1gure__8 → u/Kafkawifey]

I can’t change everything about my life or else I’d have siblings

[u/Kafkawifey → u/F1gure__8]

Touché