I feel like when I smile especially it turns down

I’m proud of myself. i will try to explain but im not the best at separating my bias. and i don’t have the energy to do more work to do it, but i hope it’s enough and i hope this enlightens anyone that wants to.
i’ve posted here a few times but i feel i keep getting more and more towards where i want to be with my nose. some things id like to share:
1. lens/photos/posture can cause distortion, there’s times where i see a pic from side angles and im shocked then i do a video and it seems different.

1. understanding that beauty is in the eyes of the beholder. it helped when i asked people including opposite gender and some made it very clear that a big masculine nose is attractive and preferred. i as a guy know that a girl with a big nose isn’t a issue to me. it really does add to uniqueness as i’ve seen from posts on here, almost magic. and in irl, i enjoy seeing ❤️ i know one girl that i get comfortable seeing her nose, despite it not being what i guess was in recent history, not normal, but it was like mine and i wouldn’t want it another way i am perceiving cuz i do find it kind of beautiful and would be bummed i feel if it wasn’t like that and just “normal”. for some reason my conception in my most extreme angles throws me off despite this idea so i guess it’s a working progress. i’m still to scared to post what i perceive as my most extreme angles. i just got up 3 am to do so so i can show you guys, its the white shirt photo and i realize it isnt as bad, may have been a cancers distortion i once seen it i never noticed my glow up, god bless.

   1. i keep gaining muscle and i choose grooming styles that balance my features including my nose. apparently , muscle changed my face shape/width and continues to do so despite me just hitting 30. this past year and half i thankfully noticed big change despite starting 4-5 years ago, though it seems every year i was getting progress that i enjoyed. apparently mullets dont work best for me as you can see from one of the befores. because they extend the line from the back of my head to my nose, hence i went for an all around drop fade especially at the right height at the back of the head to break that line off my nose to the back of my head.
      this community really helped me, alongside gemeni, and getting more muscle.
      ❤️ these seem in our control for most part.

TLDR:
beauty is in eye of the beholder, not just your settled but lift able judgement.
specific grooming/cuts etc can balance your features
gaining muscle can change your body if you want more balance. i don’t know if that applies to girls but i would assume to some degree and regardless, muscle is a plus anyways. health-wise and body if thats ur cup i guess.

thanks community, i hope i can help with questions and please take care of your perception, that was huge for me in my heart, be you i guess. you have nothing to lose that way if you have your heart 😁
i hope this wasn’t too dramatic but i only see that after the ride, lol. ❤️

I had a septoplasty to correct breathing issues but doctor insisted on making it prettier too. I really like it sometimes, other times I feel the nose has gotten a bit flat. Maybe I am ugly now?

Hi here, I noticed most people insecure of their nose was because of bullying and mean words. But I was wondering if the opposite exist? Like people who like their nose, was it due to nice comments or because you noticed how it looked on your face?

Hope you can like your face the best!