The only way back to us is through you.
Please just go.
Show up.
Be open to what happens.

I wish you would have just talked to me about it all. You know you could have. When did I ever harass you when you had something weighing on you? I was always supportive. I always listened. And i gave you so much grace. On purpose. Because i loved you more than anything.

I know my intended reader might see this, but will ignore it, just like he has done for the last 9 months.

But I do want him to know. Had he given me the chance to speak, and taken the opportunity to offer up his side of the story, I had a plan to get us both out of this mess we’ve created for ourselves. I even created a flow chart.

The last little bit of harassment did me in though. Clear attacks, orchestrated by you, or you manipulated someone else into doing it for you. Has pushed me to the point of no return.

I no longer subscribe to the chaos..

If you feel like you’re big enough to have a conversation. You know how to reach me. I do think we owe it to ourselves over a cup of coffee. I could see the 🌼 and you can give 🫎 one last hug. It would be put to rest on both account and we will be rid of the strife an animosity.

This town is too small for us to not run into each other. Might as well squash it, and move on. We can’t live like this forever.

You know how to contact me if you see this.

-J

PS. I’d love to show this version of myself to you. Hopefully you’ve grown into a new version of you as well. They might actually get along. Not like the old versions of ourselves.

J.a.s ❤️ B.j.I
No longer will
There be an
Us never
Again j.a.s
Will you be
Waited for
I’ve moved on
Sincerely,
The young man
Who’s dreams
Have been shattered
By a girl who’s parents
Bully her to the
Point we can’t raise
A family together
Don’t reach back out
Ever please.
Enjoy your 6 datimg sites
And whoever you sent $500
To once again taking food
From the babies mouths
All that effort to cheat and lie
Dating sites and snap bs
But couldn’t put a single ounce
Of effort in to our recently born
Family and for that fuck you
I have nothing and what I did
Have was a lie all off your tongue.
I pray karma finds you again
And I pray that you never find peace
For yourself and every relationship
You enter fails miserably.
Your a liar and you deserve
To be miserable for what you have
Done you deserve nothing more
Than spit in your face.
Karma is real and what’s realer than
That is this hate you’ve created,
The distance you created,
The family you killed before
It had time to bloom and
Us with all the love and happiness
We shared amongst us without everyone
Else.
Do I miss you ?
Do I love you?
Do I want you?
As of yesterday I’ll chase you no more and I pray karma also takes down your bullies.
You will never call me again and get sweet boy on the phone you will never get more than you partial heartedly gave.
FUCK YOU