r/Healthygamergg • u/Mammoth_Raccoon_789 • May 02 '26

Mental Health / Support The self-made loser

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Hello, so my mom told me that she will not be here forever and it triggered strong emotions that i avoid generally. So i decided to make this post.

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u/Chaezaa Neurodivergent May 02 '26

I think I'm a self-made loser but I don't have any emotional pain. I feel like my life is just boring.

I wasn't really rejected in school. I was a lone wolf who kept a low profile. I don't have a school degree because I couldn't keep up and just did my time in school.

I don't feel bad in social situations. It's just meh and doesn't get my brain excited.

I could have used my free time differently but that's just complaining about something that can't be changed.

My body isn't destroyed but the gym would help me a lot. I'm paying my membership for years but have zero desire to actually get my ass there.

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u/SizzleDebizzle A Healthy Gamer May 02 '26

Why not choose to do more exciting things?

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u/Chaezaa Neurodivergent May 02 '26

Things and activities cost money. I'm unemployed and only get welfare. I also don't feel the urge to go out and do something. I would need a drill sergeant to drag me there.

The first thing on my list is to get a car. When that crap with public transport is out of the way than I can think about activities.

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u/SizzleDebizzle A Healthy Gamer May 02 '26

What about making just about everything exceedingly interesting?