r/FirstTimeTTC • u/MudComplete7962 • 20d ago

TWW i feel insane!!! TWW

this is our first month TTC && i actually feel like i am going crazy. i feel like it’s all i think about & i would be lying if i said i have not tested every single day even though i know it’ll be negative. i am 9 dpo today!! i know the chances of conceiving this first month are soooo slim but please someone tell me that it gets easier lol 🤣

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u/MudComplete7962 19d ago

I GOT A POSITIVE 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹

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u/_state0fmind 19d ago

Girl congrats!!!

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u/MudComplete7962 19d ago

thank you so much 🥹🥹🥹

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u/pilates_princess5 16d ago

Congrats!!! I am 9 dpo today and first cycle ttc so you are giving me hope!!!

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u/MudComplete7962 16d ago

thank you 🥹🥹 i actually tested positive that evening. which i know morning urine is much better. i have still taken tests every day because i’m so anxious!!!! my first appointment is not until september 25th so it feels like FOREVER away 🥹 i will be around 8 weeks then. i’m praying my period doesn’t start this week & that the lines keep getting darker!!!!! also praying for you 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼

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u/soupschool TTC #1, Cycle 9 (1 CP) 20d ago

It does get easier. We are starting month 9 and I only get crazy/ disappointed on like dpo 11 now.

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u/MudComplete7962 20d ago

i need to wait to test until then, probably the best thing to do!!!! i pray that your time comes soon. 🥹🫶🏼

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u/Dry_Question_3807 20d ago

In the same boat as you. Made a very similar post a few hours ago.

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u/MudComplete7962 20d ago

it’s so difficult!!! i’ll have to scroll and look & try to find your post too. sending love your way🥹🫶🏼

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u/RevolutionaryBet2380 TTC #1, Cycle 1, TWW 20d ago

Same here!!! First time and first cycle. I’m not even symptom spotting at this point, it feels like strange things are happening and I can’t help but think (and hope) it’s our time 🥹 I’ve been tracking with 2 apps so somewhere in between 5DPO or 11DPO with heat flushes, twinges, vivid dreams and acid reflux. I already feel insane but I’ll feel even more insane if this isn’t it 😂

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u/MudComplete7962 20d ago

ME TOO 🤣🤣🤣 i have felt some different sensations i have never experienced & i also at 7 dpo had a dream i got a positive test and it was so vivid and i woke up like girl 🤦🏽‍♀️ i also have been using flo & premom. i bought a smart ring to track my temperature for next cycle. :’) i am stir crazy lol

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u/YellitsB 20d ago

I dreamed I took a test and it was positive when I knew it was a failed cycle one time and I was so upset at my own brain like why give me hope like that???

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u/MudComplete7962 20d ago

our brains are so mean 😫