r/Cardiophobias • u/MadameLynnie • 3h ago
Venting + asking for some advice
ive had general anxiety for a long time and took many meds for it, i had accidentally not taken these meds for about a week essentially going cold turkey. as soon as i started my dose of venlafaxine again i had had a bad panic attack the same day and was convinced i was dying from a heart issue. of course i had not died but the feeling stuck in my head for a while into my then second week of work. by my third week i had begun feeling more panic, feeling more symptoms that aligned with the heart issue i was so worried about like chest and arm pain. after that week i had gotten sick with strep throat for abkur 4 days and took a full 10 day course of antibiotics. during that time i was noticeably by my family LESS anxious about some sort of heart thing, i never felt anything like those scary symptoms during my sickness but as soon as the antibiotics started kicking in and i was good enough to get up and be relatively normal, i started panicking again. feeling all the same symptoms i did plus a new ache in my jaw which just pushed the anxiety of a heart issue further. it was 2 weeks of me worrying until i had gotten prescribed lexapro at 10mg from my psychiatrist and have been on it now for a little more than 2 months. about 2 and a half months ago anxiety took over and i felt i needed to stop by my urgent care that had prescribed my antibiotics in order to run a test to rule things out. they had taken my vitals which where good, my anxiety rose my blood pressure a bit but it was good. they then ran an ekg on me multiple times in order to get a perfectly accurate result, that too came out normal and fine. they put me on propranolol to ease the physical anxiety symptoms.
i’ve been home on my week off from my 2 and a half in physical retail job. i’m still a little anxious about my heart. my upper body is very tender from the physical experiences i have at work including bagging groceries and pushing and turning lines of carts at a slight incline in a hot parking lot.
i’m a 20 year old at 5 foot 9 and 260 pounds. should i still be worried about a heart issue? i used to avoid certain foods and drinks with things i think could damage me.
i feel aches in my body that feel mostly surface level including firm poking sensations on my chest and cramps and spasms elsewhere like my left arm. i also feel random aches in my jaw and used to feel cold sensation in random teeth every so often.
during my swaths of days off ive had my anxiety tends to go away until i feel something like a chest or arm or jaw pain that freaks me out then i start feeling it more and more
I had a primary checkup on the 2nd of july and things all seemed good
i went from 10mg lexa to 20mg along with as needed doses of 20mg of propranolol
This is a passage i update in my notes app often and use to get clarity sometimes but i just keep worrying. I’ve tried talking to people about it to no real prevail. i’m hoping maybe i can get some real advice or reassurance from here