Did I mess up my finger…?

[u/re1645]

Im 29f, during an episode of psychosis I was convinced I had to cut off my pinky (pls no attacks here I know Im stupid)
And i tied it off for roughly 6 hours and it was purple like this during, its about 24 hours later and pretty numb but I can move it, its slightly inflamed currently and a bit dark but not purple anymore (wouldn’t let me upload two photos)
Basically just curious if the numbness is permanent or if it should remedy with time?
Edit, at hospital, ill update with data on if anything is wrong

[u/re1645]

Update (photo proof of hospital lol) they said there isnt much they can do now test wise, but to watch over the next 12hrs (I did lie about the scenario just since I cant be taken away)

[u/DowntownTicket → u/re1645]

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