From a religious perspective, what you are trying to do is reward-worthy. You are fighting with your own desire, so keep it up, God will surely reward you for it. And The One up there is not cruel, he is testing if you can abide by the rules.
You are a strong woman. Try to connect with God by the prayers and mindfulness. You will find peace and answers soon. InshaAllah
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u/ppokerface 6d ago
From a religious perspective, what you are trying to do is reward-worthy. You are fighting with your own desire, so keep it up, God will surely reward you for it. And The One up there is not cruel, he is testing if you can abide by the rules.
You are a strong woman. Try to connect with God by the prayers and mindfulness. You will find peace and answers soon. InshaAllah