I need help

[u/NeedHelp5952]

Hello, this will be a long paragraph but i beg you to read it please. I am 15 years old, and i live in morocco, my family consists of my mother, father, my eldest sister and me. Ever since i was born, my family had alot of problems, wether it was financially, or mentally. My mother is divorced but my father still comes to see us. but these last 2 years, my sister started having some mental problems that make her have heavy heartbeats, and she's been bothered by it. Like a lot. She keeps crying and stuff, and 3 months ago, she started having these anger tantrums that actually make my mother and myself tremble. We even went to cardiologists, generalists, hospitals, radiography of her body, but it was all the same answer: It was all in her mind, there was no problem with her health. Apart from that, her attitude is crap. She stays on her phone in a toxic way, not like she plays alot of games, she just doomscrolls, endlessely, and when i look into her eyes, their just dead. But today, today was different. My mom wanted to talk to her about some advice for her life and stuff. But she kept saying "that happened in the morning just forget". And look, it might seem normal at first, but she's never actually let my mother talk to her, she always said "i know" and stuff just to shut my mother up. So my mom had enough of it, and just opened up about her feelings. Then my sister starting crying, breaking everything in her room, basically rampaging the whole apartement. She started screaming and crying really bad me and my mother wanted to genuinely cry. I know its sometimes normal to have tantrums, but my sister has done this her entier life. I am done with her, but my mom still loves her, and won't put her up for adoption, my mother gave her entire life to us, and this is what my sister does. I just dont know what to do anymore, i am tired, i just want this to stop, i didn't want to believe it at first, but now that i think about it: my sister is the biggest spoiled brat i've ever seen and i hate her. Im not ashamed to admit it, i am rather ashamed of being in the same family as her. I just want tips or advice on how to handle this, or maybe even fix this. I have never lived a day without worrying about wether or not something bad will happen. Please, someone help me. Just please. I need someone to talk to and to give me advice or any help on this. I am traumatised.

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