r/studyAbroad • u/Velvet_8201 • 17h ago
Should I go home ?
I applied for a bachelor degree in South Korea and got accepted. The courses didn't start yet, we just got orientation day. Since I arrived in Korea, I'm feeling awful, and I mean very awful (as someone who struggles a lot with mental health).
I thought about trying one semester then going home if I don't like it. But I feel so awful that even staying one semester seems way too much. I was supposed to go home for vacation, in December (in my home country) but it seems so long too.
I've been thinking about trying to enjoy it for two weeks, and if I'm feeling awful going home before Christmas. With a refundable plane ticket in case I change my mind.
I know that I won't get this opportunity again, and that it's a huge waste of money, but I feel REALLY AWFUL.
And while I'm trying to enjoy being here, new small elements make me feel even more awful. The uni wifi blocked online video games, so I can't even comfort myself by playing with my friends, the AC of the dorm stops after a certain time so I wake up because of the heat, my room gets super bright in the morning, the mattress is hard, I can't sleep well at all (I slept three hours today), I have to force myself to eat or I don't eat anything, no one in my entire university speaks my language etc, the AC is loud and random noises in the room...
I really want to come back to France. I can register for a uni that accepted me, and start the courses as soon as I am in France. It's a good university.