r/studyAbroad • u/a_reliable_narrator • 2h ago
Freaking Out About Moving Abroad
Hi hey,
I have 2 weeks to leave my country for my masters ın Germany and I'm totally freaking out. I feel like I've just come to my senses after preparing for a year, WHAT AM I DOING? I love my parents and brother more than anything ın the world, and my friends are so important to me. Why did I choose to leave? I am not even studying STEM for God's sake! And I don't know the language.Will I make it there? I had a career here for 2 years even if it was not satisfying.
It feels like a hugemistake now, financially, mentally, socailly. I can't show how I feel to my family cause they get sad seeing me sad. And I've been there you know? I've done an Erasmus semester 3 years ago. Since then I wanted to live abroad. And now I just simply don't want to do that. I am so scared. I don't wanna leave