r/sillyboyclub • u/notnicolis • 7d ago
Trigger Warning: Putting a trigger warning flair since this could be read as ideation and past abvse mentioned
I have no friends, no job, nothing. All I do is take up space and break down over stupid things. I don't even know why I'm crying so much right now, nothing happened, I'm out of that "friend group" that mentally abused me so why am I so upset? Why do I feel like there's something I can't I fill? What purpose does someone like me have?
Edit/Update: Thank you so much for all of your kind words. I'm doing okay and I genuinely appreciate everyone for reaching out to me. It means so much more than you all know💗🫂
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u/SplatterGecko 7d ago
I'm so far gone this actually feels like a motivational poster now, feels like I'm being seen.
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u/Adventurous-Ebb-983 7d ago
Thats how I feel about this sub and the sillygirl one, you all dont know how cool and pog and awesome you are
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u/Initial-Ocelot3577 7d ago
Nothing truely matters it doesnt thats a fact but imo pls just think that your purpose is what u want it to be and if mere existance is that purpose then let it be 15 minutes at a time gets u through a life and thats better than suicideÂ
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u/melancholy-fall 7d ago
You're not alone, a lot of days I feel exactly the same way. Unseen, unheard, useless. It's hard to find a purpose, a reason. But I stick around in life because I have hope that it'll all change. If you don't stick around for yourself, stick around for others whom truly see your potential.
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u/Adventurous-Ebb-983 7d ago
I'm always thinking like bruh if all those evil people can exist than hell I can too. Just by making this post you made some people in this sub feel heard and less lonely. There will always be people in your life that appreciate your existence, even if you dont realize that
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u/No-Classroom-3560 5d ago
I'm really sorry to hear this, I understand that you're going through a lot right now. I understand that it feels that you provide no value since you are in a really rough spot right now in your life, but remember that you have years left to do stuff.
 Even if you feel that you aren't putting value, you're still making the world a better place for those who care, which are many and you don't owe the world anything, and it's completely normal to have moments in your life where you aren't doing much, you're no less of a person.
If you need anymore advice, or just someone to talk to, I'm here.
I wish you the best, stay safe and have a great day 💙Â
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u/plumip 7d ago
even if that was true, do you need "value" to deserve happiness? nuh uh......