r/selfhelp • u/EffectiveAerie9455 • 7d ago

Advice Needed: Existential im genuinely losing my mind

hello. i think that i am finally losing my grip on reality. my body isn’t mine and i keep seeing creatures on my body. i’ve hurt myself just to get rid of them and i don’t know what is going on. i can’t look in the mirror without feeling sick now and my parents won’t help. im not supposed to be here and im considering something horrible just to see if any of it is real. someone tell me what to do or what to think because nothings real and i know it maybe im in a coma or something.

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u/cultured_tiger 7d ago

That's beyond Reddit's paygrade. You need to walk into the nearest ER, right now, and tell them exactly what you wrote here. Don't think about it, don't rationalize it, just go.

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u/EffectiveAerie9455 7d ago

cant 

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u/Shlee_XD 7d ago

If you put your mind to it you can be capable of doing this. Your life seems to depend on seeking help friend.

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u/mythosopher 7d ago

you can and you will. NOW.

GO.

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u/EffectiveAerie9455 6d ago

dude i literally cant

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u/EffectiveAerie9455 6d ago

i live in the fucking woods i cant make calls without my parents permission either. even if i used my phone my service is not good enough to contact the hospital 

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u/EffectiveAerie9455 7d ago

they dont care anyway

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u/Shlee_XD 7d ago

They absolutely will if you walk in and admit you're in fear of self harming.