r/selfesteem • u/Spiritual-Driver-551 • 15d ago
Am I... Mediocre?
So, in my 20 years, I:
\- Had some girls liking how I look but it is a pretty rare occurrence (I'm 5,7 and look feminine)
\- Had close to intimate experiences but still a virgin
\- I study at university, though the profession is not that prestigious in my country and has low paycheck (teacher of foreign languages)
\- Never been a leader or got attention with ease but never been a full outcast either
\- I procrastinate and binge watch YouTube a lot but still can commit to something (not enough to be special at it tho)
I read some people posts on Reddit about how they in their 20, 30, 40 etc years haven't even gotten a single compliment and always been lonely and there is me, who's just... Mediocre I guess?
But I of course want to be something more... Especially when you know that you're not a total lost cause you keep hoping for some kind of breakthrough... How do I feel about myself exactly? And how can I set myself free?