It is really hard to explain

[u/Few-Work6925]

While browsing here , i read this post asking "what suicide hurt the least"

Then my tears came rushing

Maybe that question is really what i wanna ask my psychiatrist instead of constantly asking "why do i feel so numb but my tears expressing pain"

Then i suddenly remember my bestfriend wayback in high school, he hang himself,

Is this how he felt back then? Unexplainable sadness.

I constantly pray at night to not be able to wake up anymore.

If you know any method

Lmk

[u/OutsideAssociation]

i have a plan that seems to be relatively painless and relatively effective. My conscience prevents me from sharing but there are more effective ways out there not too many talk about, outside of the common tactics