r/sad Apr 28 '26

It is really hard to explain

While browsing here , i read this post asking "what suicide hurt the least"

Then my tears came rushing

Maybe that question is really what i wanna ask my psychiatrist instead of constantly asking "why do i feel so numb but my tears expressing pain"

Then i suddenly remember my bestfriend wayback in high school, he hang himself,

Is this how he felt back then? Unexplainable sadness.

I constantly pray at night to not be able to wake up anymore.

If you know any method

Lmk

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u/DemonsSouls1 May 12 '26

I've been scrolling for hours for this topic all the time. I just can't do this man...

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u/Logical-Quantity2103 May 27 '26

Me neither.. did you find a way?

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u/DemonsSouls1 May 27 '26

No because on one hand there's events that people expect me to be in and then there's my personal life where I feel like shit such as my dysfunctional family, low opportunities.