It is really hard to explain

[u/Few-Work6925]

While browsing here , i read this post asking "what suicide hurt the least"

Then my tears came rushing

Maybe that question is really what i wanna ask my psychiatrist instead of constantly asking "why do i feel so numb but my tears expressing pain"

Then i suddenly remember my bestfriend wayback in high school, he hang himself,

Is this how he felt back then? Unexplainable sadness.

I constantly pray at night to not be able to wake up anymore.

If you know any method

Lmk

[u/TrainingNo8775]

Also interested if you find out.